On dressing up and what not.

Loving mah furry boots!

I should stop (procrastinating? being lazy?) and really start to dress up when i go out!!

What happened to all the stuffs i said before i got here? ㅋㅋㅋ

Because before you know it, i'll be back and then complaining that i can't dress up because it's too hot blah-blah-blah.

I really am too lazy muhaha.

Ooh look boots! 8D

ALM

You suck. (ㅠ.ㅠ)

You know what i find funny?

People who coin themselves as "real musicians", and then proceed to insult and ridicule idol groups saying they only have looks and no talent etc etc.

Yeah, you may be "real musicians" who have "talent" and all that, but look who is the one whining now?

You are not the one out there performing and earning the big bucks. Why? Is it because you lack the talent, or you just lack the good looks?

If you are not the one out there making it big, there's a big possibility that maybe it's only YOU who is thinking very highly of yourself, but you actually lack everything.

Blame it on the fans and music industry people who are out to squeeze every single cent from fangirls who very voluntarily hands out their money. Like it or not, it's all about the profit.

But please don't blame the idol groups just because nobody wants to give you ze money voluntarily.

Yes, there are people who are extremely talented who are not getting the limelight they deserve because consumers are easily distracted by all that glitter and sparkles.

But you never see those people WHINE.

They know they are good, they do not need to ridicule others just to prove they are good. They just keep improving themselves instead of staying at one place and whine.

Seriously, if you think you are good and you know it, keep it to yourselves. There is a fine line between being a talented musician, and being a big-headed musician with meh-okok-nya talent.

Leave the whinings to your fans, if you have any that is.

You need to achieve legendary status before you can even afford to be arrogant and big-headed.

If not, just stick to being humble, or pretend to be. Nobody likes an arrogant toerag.

Ok 끝.

ps: Rofl this is actually not about my boys (because mine's are Awesome ♡!), but another idol group instead. Some controversial stuffs happened when they visited somewhere, and i really can't help but to want to rant out my feelings. =)

Oxford - The City of Dreaming Spires.

Oxford.

The City of Daydreaming for me.

OMG i should stop the procrastination. (ㅠ.ㅠ )

Why shopping online is awesome.

When everything arrives at the same time. =D

Holy moly hot chocolate with marshmallows atop all things which is Awesome.

Oh yeah. ♡

ps: Not all mine lar!! 8D

U.

Whatever i've said before, it was U from the start till the end.

Regardless.

I'll be honest.

My Super Show 2's memories were not as vivid as Super Show and Super Show 3.

Regardless, reliving the memories.

Because who would've known that after Super Show 2, so many things would've happened.

Regardless...

I love the boys so much. ♡

Oh yeah! Super Show! 8D

Hello Blog!

I really have not Blogged for the longest time! =P

And thus i've only just found out that to put coloured words on my Blog, i had to input it manually, as opposed to before i could just use the Blogspot tab!

I don't know if it's Blogspot's "new thing", or possible because of Google Chrome (which i changed from Mozilla)? Either way yeah, it sucks meh.

I promise to Blog more often! I really do! *sheepish snigger* ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Here's a pic to appease the angry souls teehee!

The Awesome sky of Oxford!

Sometimes you really don't realize stuffs until it happens.

And when you do, it's up to the individual whether they drew the positive or negative side from it.

=D

Happy 5th Anniversary.

I remember when i first heard of Super Junior.

I was a TVXQ! fan then, in 2006... and apart from SuJu being their junior - what's with the collaborations and all! - it's not difficult to not know about them, what's with the 12 members and all!

From someone who is a J-Pop fan, you can't help comparing them to Morning Musume =P.

I only remember three members then, SungMin, SiWon and KangIn.

And yeah, i used to think HeeChul looks like a girl, and RyeoWook is a day younger than me!

That's about it.

Then, there was Mystery 6.

As a horror movie fan, of course i couldn't miss this!
And that's how it all started. =D

The song Miracle just sticks itself to your head!

Then came U.

And also TVXQ!'s concert in Malaysia where they were guest performers.

And it all changed then.

I became an ELF. And never for a moment have i looked back. ♡

Then flying to Bangkok to see them in 2007... we were going to Bangkok then, just postponed the date a little so i can catch them there. =D

And then 2008.

Super Junior's first concert, The 1st ASIA TOUR - "Super Show".

I've saved up some money, and decided that i really wanted to see them, so for the first time ever, i actually traveled alone! To a place where i've never even been to before, and it was winter!

Now thinking back, i have no idea what made me do so!

I have not traveled alone before prior to that, and more over mid-end winter where it'll be super cold! I just know i absolutely have to be there for the concert, and so i did. =D

And i have no regrets!

Because apart from being there for the boys' first concert, there's where i met 4 amazing girls, who i considered some of my closest friends! ♡

We came from different parts of the world, we are totally different people with different cultures and language... and we don't even see or talk to each other on a daily basis!

But every time i meet them, i can't help but to feel that i am extremely close to them lols! And especially that they accepted me for the weird person i am with all my annoying habits and what not =P.

If you think about it, the boys were the ones who bought all of us together. Teehee!

And from there it goes till now. (^^ )

All the fond memories. ♡

Especially our Seoul Girls memories ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ. ♡

I wasn't exactly there since it begin.

But i was there for the 1st Anniversary, and i will always be there to celebrate each and every Anniversary.

I love you boys so much. Thank you for everything.

Happy 5th Anniversary. ♡

I will update soon.

I promise i will update very very soon, i is sorry Blog. (ㅠ.ㅠ )

ps: This Blog is still alive, it still is!!

Hello from Oxford!

Sorry for the super lack of updates!

First few days were horrible, but it's getting better. The more i learn about Oxford, the more i'm felling in love with it. =)

I love how old the city is, and how rich the histories are (were?).

As much as i miss home, i will learn to appreciate every minute i am here.

Let's do this baby! 8D

This Blog is still ALIVE.

I assure you this Blog is still alive. Really!! =D

Will try my best to update soon, because truth be told, i really don't know what to write, hehehe!

So here's my most favourite-st MV in the whole world, by my Awesome boys. ♡

Super Junior. 8D

I remember...

When i first came to the United Kingdom.
It was for my eldest brother's convocation in July 1999.

My parents, second bro and i arrived at the Manchester airport in the morning.
I remember passing the immigration with my dad, and the nice lady asked me my reason for traveling, and i replied it was for my brother's graduation.

She smiled and added, well maybe in the future it will be your turn to come to study in the UK.

11 years later, a little slow, but hey, i'm here to study like my brother did!
Something i had dreamed of since then. 8D

Oh yeah! Let's do this thing! =D

I seriously don't want to think negatively of someone.

I like that person a lot, so having to think negatively really hurts.

But sometimes... i guess... once you've seen someone's true colours, and finally admitted to it...

It's really difficult for you to see anything else anymore.

You can try convincing yourself, again and again, that it is not so.

But in the end, it will still prevail.

It just hurts.

Super Show 3.

Backdated post of 15th August 2010.

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If you think Super Show 1 and 2 was purr-fect...

Super Show 3 puts everything out of the way. ♡

For believing in something.

"If we don't stand up for what we believe in and don't stand up for our rights pretty soon we're going to have as much rights as the meat on our bones."

- Lady Gaga

It gets frustrating when you personally believe in something which you feel will help the environment, and instead of being supported or ignored, you are laughed at, made fun of... or worst, being ridiculed and "challenged".

That said, i'm not giving up, because i know if i did (give up), it wouldn't be me.

At least i try to make a difference. Do you?

My bro ordered whale meat while we were having lunch today in a traditional sushi-restaurant, and i actually cried when the plate was served to our table.

He took it to the other table to eat with my cousin brother, but the damage was done upon seeing it, and i immediately cried FEL.

I'm not crying because he ordered whale meat. I'm not crying because of the environment bla-bla-bla (because i realized i could never live up to my own's expectation i'm weak AKTEL)... but rather i'm crying because i felt pity and sorry for the poor whale.

During my last trip to Australia, i was very lucky to be able to go for a whale watching cruise.

Seeing these grand magnificent animals swimming right next to the boat (out of pure-luck, because we are not allowed to approach the whales but luckily, when they came up to breath they appeared right next to our boat!!), despite that i was puking my guts out from being sea-sick, it was an awesomely awesome feeling no words can truly describe the feeling! It was just pure-awesomeness and more!

And thinking of the fact that an animal so magnificent having to die for human greed is just sad.

Maybe the meat today was not from a humpback (the one i saw the other day was a humpback). Maybe it's not even endangered. Maybe there's an abundant of them in the ocean(?)!

But the fact remains it's still a whale.

Unless it was breed for its meat, nothing is going to "make me feel better" because in the end the whale was still hunted and killed for its meat.

The whale was probably a mother (i don't know how strict Japanese whaling laws are, but they kill tons of whales every year so i won't be surprised if it's actually lenient). Baby whales only leave their mother when they are FIVE-years-old. So what is going to happen to the baby then?

We don't and won't know.

But all i know is a whale was cruelly killed for its meat. And i just felt really sad for the whale. And i'm also sorry for contributing to what could possibly be more whales dying (for its meat) in the future.

When the buying stops, the killing can too. You know the saying.

My favourite animals are marine animals. I love the ocean, i love the beach... i love sea turtles, sharks, dolphins and whales.

And to see them being served as a fucking meal is just wrong.

ESPECIALLY when it has to be served on the same table i'm eating from!!

AKML for crying in public, and everyone's for the whole drama happening, and the whale's for being ordered today. May the poor thing rest in peace =(.

ps: If you would please leave livestocks out of this. I don't find a need to explain myself to people who are out to find a wrong point in me so as to justify themselves.

Finding someone else's fault to justify your own actions is never a right justification, no?

My messed-up Japanese.

My bro and i wanted to get some ice-cream, so he asked...

Bro: "Do you have money?"

(ok, i'm sure he didn't ask this way, but ever since Hyuk and that line of his in Fullhouse, i can never utter that phrase in any other way but Hyuk's face AKML.)

Me: *spontaneously* "かね없어."

Bro: "..."

Me: "..."

Bro: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!" *couldn't stop laughing*

Me: T^T.

It's as messed up as the way i look at ￥YEN as ￦WON. A few times i had ask my brother before paying, to make sure that i've paid the correct amount, and i did not overspent.*

AKML.

*I have the tendency to view ￥1000 as ￦1000, which is VERY VERY DIFFERENT in terms of value.

I also have the tendency to go "8D *overjoyed*" at ￥980 till i realized how much it really is AKMLTTM.

Super epic!Seoul

That is the name of my trip this time around!

Because everything have been epic! of all sorts!

And just today has been epic!phail! (actually yesterday too but today is extra epic! so... yeah!)

But it's ok, am still all 8D!

Will update soon with more epic!ness (preferably the good ones ㅋㅋㅋ)!

Toodley-doo! 8D

Boy-Boy.

Three years since you've been gone.

And bad me, because i was in Seoul and everything, i totally forgot about it.

That said, i knew i forgot something, but i couldn't figure what out till i remembered the date today.

Every time i think of you, it aches my heart knowing that you've left. That you've really left.

But i'll always smile at all the happy memories you've brought me =).

I'm sorry that i've been such a bad owner. Horrible horrible owner.

But i want you to know since the day i got you, i've love you with all my heart, and i still do now.

Please take good care of yourself and the rest of the gang over at the rainbow bridge.

I love you so much. ♡