I seriously don't want to think negatively of someone.

I like that person a lot, so having to think negatively really hurts.

But sometimes... i guess... once you've seen someone's true colours, and finally admitted to it...

It's really difficult for you to see anything else anymore.

You can try convincing yourself, again and again, that it is not so.

But in the end, it will still prevail.

It just hurts.