Thursday, July 22, 2010

Shopping in Seoul.

Because everyone love a shopping post =D?
(yes, another overdue post (=v=")...)


My room the night i got home!

Trust me, messier than usual. =P

The clothes.

Mostly shirts, so no point going through one-by-one so... yeah...

Present from Cousin!

13 =D!

Super Show 2 shirt!

For my niece!

Present from Gengmille and Hollie-Won! Thank you XD!

Beauty-products loot! =D

Lower corner left - nail polishes.
Top corner left - Etude hairband, pouch, nail-polish remover.
Top middle - Free cotton-pads.
Top corner right - Etude hairbrush, hand mask.
Lower corner right - Masks. Effing-loads of MASK =D!


Doesn't really work (= =").

Doesn't really work as well, but it's nice to use =D!

Hand mask!
Haven't use! =P

Free-poster from Etude House! MinHo!~

And ze other stuffs which are mostly mad love ♡!!

And other random stuffs which i really malas to explain all. =D

Pooh sticker for niece and CDs!

Oh gosh i love post-its ♡.

Stickers =D!
Effing-load of stickers! ♡

Super Show 2 merchandises (^^ )!

Lined up for 2 hours under the rain for it meh.
But love it! ♡


And the reason i got them was because of...

Oh yeah. ♡

And my favourite sticker!

Because i think she resembles me hee =D.

And more random stickers which i haven't used haha!

Like HeeChul and i ♡!

And this i did use!

For Angel!

And last "bonus" pic:


And you can see who HeeChul doesn't really like.


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

To a better day =D.

I do not believe in treating someone in a more "special way" just because i want to rip some benefit off that person, and then ignore them after (until when needed).
This is because i myself do not like to be treated that way, and therefore i feel i should not do so too.

If you treat someone with truth, and er, whole heartedly, that person should and would know, and will be able to feel your sincerity and care.

If they don't, it's either that person is taking you for granted, or it might just mean that you have to try harder.

Or maybe, from the beginning, and always, you really are just using that person so to benefit yourself only.

Today, i thought maybe i had it wrong... again... and chose to give you benefit of the doubt... again... but you choose to let me be right... again...

Multiple "again" because this is not the first time i had thought so. In fact, i lost count because it has been so long!
Countless times i tried to convince myself that i was wrong, but... well apparently, i was wrong in being wrong.

I won't say it's "giving chances" or whatsoever, how arrogant will that seem!

But rather, it's because i chose to believe in you all these while, and maybe somewhere in me, i really really want myself to be wrong, that you really cared for me, and not just for any gain to yourself.

Oh well!

Thank you for letting me see who you really are all these while!
I'm not saying this in a cynical way, but truthfully, i really am!

You may say that i have changed. You may give reasons for why you had acted that way (by blaming that it is "my fault" - not the first time). You may make up stories so to seem like the "victim" (as always, and i am the "bad guy" boohoohoo *sarcasm*), etc etc.

Though truth be told, it takes two to tango no?
Maybe i do have faults myself, but don't you think if you had not acted that way (only approaching me for the benefits), maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way?

Whatever it may be, i know i'm not losing out on anything, or am i?
Probably someone who i can rely on when i needed someone?
That said, past experience has told me that, even when i was deluded before and thought you were really someone i could count on, yet... you had failed me countless times then.
So what makes you think things will change in the future?

Really, be what it may be, i just know that it will be mighty silly of me to ever think i could depend on you again.

I'm not putting a blame on anyone, but rather, it's more to maybe we just want different things.

I want someone who i can rely on and not to be contacted only when you can rip some or any sort of benefit from it.
You want someone who you could manipulate and use, or rather, someone who will always be there for you only when you want them. (and tucked away neatly not-to-be-seen when not needed what turf)

So yeah, let's just go our different ways! =D

I know due to certain reasons that tie may not be severed completely whatever happens, so i'm choosing to er, "be there" just for obligation purposes, but not because you are in any way that special person to me you once was.

Not because i know better now, but because honestly, i cannot bear to er, for lack of better word, "be disposable" anymore.
It hurts more than you think really.

And yes, to end it with my usual stride:
(nah, it's a just because thing, it is in no way cryptic nor aimed at anyone.)

ps: OMG this sounds like a post-breakup letter or something i ASSURE you it is NOT. Rather, it is someone who i thought of more like a friend, but who had disappointed me countless times.
I'm sorry if it was misleading meh.

pps: I am not planning on telling that person, because as mentioned, they will come out with all sorts of reason (rather drama really) to justify themselves and i will seem like the "bad guy" and all, and quite frankly, i am seriously tired of all the dramas.

ppps: I'm not the "good guy" either though.
I'm just very very selfish, and would like to put myself ahead of everything else 8D.
Yes, my feelings matters most!

Ok bye!

Edit: I guess some people will never change. Not guilty whatsoever now, just glad i realize it early!
Oh and note, guilt instilling from said mentioned doesn't work anymore. Glad!
Because i've seen the error of my ways, and can clearly see the hidden message and meaning behind it all =).

Either ways, because i'm too lazy to be involved anymore... 끝.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Sometimes, somethings just show that just because you know someone for a long time, doesn't mean that you know that someone, or that someone knows you.

Same with the fact that just because someone knows a lot of random facts about you, it doesn't necessarily mean that the person really know you know you.

Because if the person really know you, put it this way, they would've understand you regardless.

The length of a past can never tell anything, but rather, actions can say it all.

And i'm glad it did, even if it means having to put bits-and-pieces together in order to see the whole picture.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Seoul in My Heart.

A little overdue (ok, by a lot! I actually left for Seoul today... a year ago =P), but better than never? =D

50 over pics!
And because i'm Awesome i'm cramming 2-weeks into one post hee!
(with no proper timeline and all etc FYL?? XD)


What you do when you're on a 7-hour flight alone =D!

Yes, i'm a waste of space, paper and environment.
COOKIE MONSTER!! Om nom nom!

We've arrived =D!

Never fails to excite me every time i see this (although only twice rofl) =)!

After checking-in (waited a glorious 2-3 hours for my room, gosh... thankful for the cozy lobby and the really nice dude who tried to get me my room asap!), off to explore Seoul and visit my cousin =D!

This place is like, a must, every time. First stop =D!

So many memories, both happy and really retarded XD!
(Ex: QQzela and Minnie at 4am, Geng with GengMille and Minnie, Fluffy with Gengmille and EagleEye XD! )

Yummy dinner with ze cous!

Thin-pork-slices mmm. ♡

The next day, ah, Namsan 남산 in the morning!

Met up with Gengmille and Hollie-Won, and Coffee Prince!!

Love the shops and cafe in Seoul!

This is at Hongdae 홍대, near Coffee Prince!

Insadong 인사동!


Kyochon @ Apkujeong 압구정!

Mmm ♡!!

Memories ♡.

Memories are beautiful, never let you go...

Dinner after Super Show on Sunday!

Kimbap, mandoo, danmuji and rabokki cup-noodle! =D

With Gengmille and Hollie-Won at the subway!


I love this so much i love this so much I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!! (from Ediya!)

Apkujeong 압구정 again!

That's SoShi's van btw =D!
We saw HongKi too!

(ok to be honest the toast tasted a bit weird with the sprinkles, but i still like the burger!)

JaJangMyeong 자장면 and TangSuYuk 탕수육!!

At CheongGyeCheon 청계천!

Best Tonkatsu EVER!!

Must have! ♡

Rabohkki 라볶이 =D!!

This is soooooooo good!

McDs in Korea!

Shrimp burger ♡!

Ok, why am i uploading food pics at this hour (ㅠ.ㅠ)...??

Anyhoo, at Seoul University 서울대입구, lunch with ze cous after her classes!

Oh gosh i miss this sooooooo much.

Japanese-style, but miss this too!! It's so good!

At Time-Out in Apkujeong 압구정!


Effing effing spicy but i miss this too (ㅠ.ㅠ)...

Mad for Garlic!

Have never tried this, but anything with garlic = awesome =D!

Road-side stall at Apkujeong 압구정!!

Tteokbokki 떡볶이 and everything nice!

Favourite place!

MyeongDong 명동!

Yummy steamboat!!

PatBingSu 팥빙수!~


This i miss a weeeee bit too much (ㅠ.ㅠ)...
(the shop i get Ice-Chocolate from every morning for a week!)


Lotte World!

Haha, i opted to save my ₩₩ for shopping and so i didn't went in =P!


Red Mango!

Red bean and pearls. Mmm ♡.

Etude House in MyeongDong 명동!

I think there's 5 in MyeongDong itself, went into every single one of them. Bliss!

Last day (ㅠ.ㅠ)...

Taking the airport bus to Incheon.

Haha, my super huge bag!

And it's not the only bag =P!

A huge-ass picture of myself is customary(?)!
(PS-is-awesome. I was looking very (= =") from all the late nights etc.)

Bye Seoul!! ♡
Am missing you already! 8D