Monday, June 20, 2011

This is me.

I do not think i'm pretty.
But i don't think i look too bad.

I am definitely not thin.
I'm fat, and no, i'm not those girls who are 43kg yet calls themselves obese!

I can be pretty positive.
Yet when i'm negative the whole world seems to crumble along.

I am really really REALLY loud!

I emo easily.
But i cheer up pretty easily too! You just have to know how!

I can be very emotional.
Yet i can also be very realistic.

I guess i am quite hot-tempered.
But nothing which is "unsolvable". I get back to normal pretty quick. =D
(but apparently the pretty quick still isn't enough for people to think that i'm not all that scary! Woops!)

I'm not at all sensitive.
Which is really bad as i sometimes hurt other's feelings without realizing it.

Sometimes when i forget myself, i may appear rude.
But i do not really mean it. I just forget my *ehem* manners... because i'm not a "gentle" person to begin with.

I am very unreasonable.
Because i can. Muhaha!

I speak too fast.

I am definitely not the nicest person! In fact, i may be a big (literally and figuratively) bully!
But yeah i admit it. That's how i justify myself when i'm being mean! 8D

I am super duper random and retarded.
Because i can. Again. Hahaha!

I am full of whimsical and childish thoughts.
Because the whole is too serious and rigid that it's boring to be so!
There's a different between acting childish, and being childish.

I always get misunderstood, because i'm just bad at conveying and expressing myself to the point.

I love my family and friends to bits.
If i fail to show you i'm sorry, but know that i love you guys very much, and am very grateful that you guys have stuck through with me despite my horrible personality!

Never be ashamed of how old you are, because that's who you truly are!

That said, it's no harm celebrating your birthday with a huge "17" plonked on the cake. 8D

You're two decades old, far from perfection, yet what matters is how much you truly love yourself!

And that's all that matters! 8D

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


Finally, i am a graduate!

The results weren't what i was hoping for, but i guess i deserved it for not putting much more effort into what could've been. =P

That said, i want to be grateful that i actually made it through despite the half-ass work i've put in.

There are so many people i want to thank, but at this moment here there's only one person i really want to thank.

The nights before my exam when i had to study and thought i wouldn't be able to make it, it was his tweets before and when i wake up which helped me get through the night.

Every three nights before my exams, without fail.

And for that i love U so much.


I still find it surreal to see you guys all the way here in Europe.

I shall be a true deluded fangirl - perhaps to the horror of some - and say that it was as if the boys had came for me. =)

Thank you.

There were so many "obstacles" around the way, i even thought i should not come for you boys... but in the end, it was all worth it.

I love you boys so much. 8D

Monday, June 06, 2011


I procrastinated, and only started studying a few days before my final exam.

I was so worried i wouldn't be able to make it.

But night after night, your tweets are what made me hold on and presevere till the end.

It's purely coincidental, i guess... but for me it meant the world.

Every time when i'm unhappy, or when i needed someone... or when i was about to stray =P...

... you were always there in your own ways.

And you sang one of my favourite songs.

I love U so much. Thank you.

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

Surprise surprise.

Never would i thought i would find a city i really like here in UK!
I would even go on to say that i really love the place!

And surprise surprise, because it's Liverpool!
I was shocked myself, especially being an MU (albeit useless) fan!

But i just love it there!
It's not too dirty, people there are generally friendly... but most important is i actually felt safe there! Like i did in Oxford! (Yes, Oxford's in the list too!)
And mind, i haven't had this feeling in any other places i've visited thus far.

I guess a huge part might be because of Liverpool One, because that place is just beautiful! And i miss shopping malls SO BADLY!

There's a lot of people, but it's not too badly congested when i was there on a working Tuesday!

It might also be because it's near the sea, and i love the sea!

That said, one thing i'm terrified of there is nuclear bombs from the sky when you least expect them! The seagulls there are HUGEEEEEEEEEEE!!

Anyhoo, the amount of eye candies there justify the nuclear-bomb-problem i guess? Teehee!

Can't wait to go there again! (^^ )