I know i should stop emo-ing, feeling sad, being upset, complaining or even talk about it.

I am extremely grateful for the past 3-years, and what happened few weeks back was more than i could ever hoped for!

But sometimes... i just can't help it. I want to be there so badly it just hurts.

Though, to be positive, i'm happy that i'm still able to find the "positiveness" in it. (^^ )

I'll do my best to stay strong for the next few days. GO GO GO!