What does this mean?

Edit 4.37am, Dec 10th, 2010:

I think i was just tired.

I guess i felt it when the messaged has sinked in.

But ah, i'm weak aren't i?? (^^ )

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I was distracted the whole morning.

I don't know if it was because i slept too much, if this was the aftermath of not sleeping the whole night before... or if there was too much on my mind?

Then there was something i need to finish, which got me quite "gan cheong" and then "geram".

That in the end, despite reading all the Tweets and all... it's just not sinking in.

I didn't cry, i didn't feel sad, there was just no feeling. I really don't know why.

Is this a hint or a starting point to leaving?

I really really don't know.