Edit 4.37am, Dec 10th, 2010:
I think i was just tired.
I guess i felt it when the messaged has sinked in.
But ah, i'm weak aren't i?? (^^ )
I was distracted the whole morning.
I don't know if it was because i slept too much, if this was the aftermath of not sleeping the whole night before... or if there was too much on my mind?
Then there was something i need to finish, which got me quite "gan cheong" and then "geram".
That in the end, despite reading all the Tweets and all... it's just not sinking in.
I didn't cry, i didn't feel sad, there was just no feeling. I really don't know why.
Is this a hint or a starting point to leaving?
I really really don't know.