The Dream...

Ok, i had this really weird (But rather sweet) dream today!

I had tuition this morning... ok, this doesn't relates... a bit lar...

Anyway, my dream was like this (Dang! I should've written it somewhere this morning! Now i forgotten bits dee!)... erm... i think i was in this pub or something with me mom. I know shes me mom, but the feeling is like we were best buddies, pals, going clubbing or some-sort.
Than we walk to this bar table... this REALLY small bar table! Its like... TOO SMALL (Compare to the real ones...)! Like 4 school desks combined together, or maybe slightly larger than that... ONLY!
Ok, instead of a bartender, i saw 鄭元暢 - very cute!!!
He was a model... but yet, he was mixing drinks too, acting like a bartender! I mean, i know his a model (Those "feels" in dreams~), but felt a bit strange (In the dream and now...), that he's mixing drinks!
Than yadda yadda, things i can't really remember - and the same scene replay (Walking to the bar table...), except now is... aiyo, i also paiseh how to say ne... except now is, we are "in love with each other" (Serious! No perasan or anything!)! I can strongly feel it!
And the way he looked at me is the way 葵 (Acted by him) in 薔薇之戀 look at 百合 (Acted by Ella)!!! Very very very lovingly!!! - For those who don't understand, go watch 薔薇之戀!!!
But the catch is, well... someone (I think its my dad... but he doesn't look like my dad! I can just feel that he's my dad or something ler!) doesn't agree that we be together and stuffs and tries to seperate us! I can't remember the details, but i think the next time (The same "go-to-bar-table-scene"), we tried to pretend that we are just normal friends, or is it we don't know each other at all?
Than i remember this real important incident - which i'm not telling anybody - happened, and bla bla... finally, we got to be together! I think that "someone" finally gave in after all and... my mom woke me up... -_-"... Because got tuition...
WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN WHENEVER THE DREAM IS GETTING TO THE GOOD PART??? WAH!!!

I don't know whether tomorrow want to go to school anot ne! Got a couple of reasons...
1# - Haven't study... plan to study at home (Scare school waste time too!)!
2# - Lazy
3# - Got Chem! My chem sucks! I don't know a single thing, and my teacher loves bombarding me with questions i don't know how to answer (Because i don't know a single thing)! Its double period somemore!!! Ahhhh!!!
4# - Lazy
5# - I want to study!!!

But there ARE reasons to go... and they are...
1# - Good girl mar! Go to school! Somemore last year!!
2# - Pn Ng say will teach some accounts! But its only 1/2 and less hour...
3# - Got BM! But only one period, and don't know will do what actually...
4# - Maybe can get some extra informations...
5# - Good student should go!!! Hehehe...

Should i go? AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Bought two issues of Junon today (October and November 2004)! Cost me a bomb! But i think Oct's one more worth it, although 2 also worth it (What?)!
And i found out w-inds. just released their latest photobook!!! Must call Kinokuniya tomorrow to check price and see if want to buy anot!!
... well, most probably will buy one lar!!! Hehehe!!!
Plus, i'm most probably going to buy their 2005 calendar! Also a "bomb"... but erm... this one REALLY still thinking! But most probably buy... since "this" (Some reason) and my brother's most probably buying Ai-chan's one...!
But unless i have the extra cash, unless i'm going to Japan,... or else i'm not going to buy again anymore... if this time i buy!!!
I'm going broke ne! I still have Jay's concert ticket to purchase, w-inds. latest photobook and calendar (Somemore calendar by Nov 7 must order dee!)! AHHH!!!

Dilemas... AHHH!!!