Monday, July 04, 2005

Bad tempered + Emo = eiko-chan today...

Emoness strikes again XD!!!~

Why do i seem so happy about it 0_o???


Tell you what, when you're emo, you seem to be super sensitive towards everything, though, you tend to appreciate everything special more too...

Eversince aliens landed as from "War of the Worlds", i felt completely zap to dust always, but i think i'm being like Tom Cruise instead (Spoilers ahead, beware!)... Kena loads of powder, but then still alive, hahaha =3!!!~

Lets just hope our beloved planet earth's microorganisme does its job well =)!!! And lets hope i survive like him and Dakota Fanning did...

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Emo emo emo now, feel so lonely, need Jay badly ;_;...

I miss Jay so much T-T... which is why i hope his here now, so i can concentrate on plans to stalk and kidnap him, and won't think too much of anything else (Though studies could be at risk 0-O... its so easy to wander into "Jay's Wonderland" while the lecturer goes on about how Portuguese take over Melaka, or what resident residence thing, and our 2020 cabaran Malaysia stuffs... i don't know, i not sure cause i've been wandering that time @.@...)!!! Hehehe XD!!!~

Stalk and kidnap Jay and put him in my room, this is one of my greatest dreams... hehehe XD!!!~


Tonight got tuition somemore... XIAN!!! But i'm sure after next month i'm quiting dee, can't bear it anymore somemore with all those studies... though i haven't even start next sem yet, hehehe, so where does my "reason to study" come from 0_o??? Well, its me so yeah, my reasons can come from everywhere possible, as long as i can blurt out from my mouth can dee, so... yeah...

I want go watch movie (You guess it... yes, Initial D... again XD!!!~) tonight one, but then stupid tuition got in my way!!! But at least, it saved my wallet... tomorrow night is "Ladies Night" =3!!!~ Muaheeeeeee XD!!!~


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Hmm... i have been thinking (Wowza, eiko-chan's been thinking!!! Hurry, run to the west!!! The sun is rising there!!!... Wth -o-|||...), you know whats the problem with being there for people when they need it, and when you need it people's not there for you???

Refer to the beginning of this post: you're damn sensitive when you're emo; so maybe thats why i suddenly feel all so alone now. Everything will hurt like tahi (Tahi hurts 0_o??? I don't know that...)... It sucks man, and just for an account, not just friends, but every single bloody living thing in the world, except possibly Grandma and Jay... but Grandma was mean and left me dee, so i'm only left with Jay... but i love Jay as much and as well too, so, ok ler ^-^!!!~



Jay is an angel Grandma sent to accompany me because she can't =3...


And of course, don't forget darling Keita too, and noisy pan-chan, my fat chubby cute fat rabbits =3 (But they not close to me as last time dee T_T...), softtoys, music, movies... at least i have those to keep me company XD!!!~


I've tried ignoring pleas of help or ears to listen to problems tahi knows i even care about, but then i can't and i don't know why. Maybe i should try harder next time, becoming mean is not that hard, hehehe *grin*... I'm one now (Mean girl eiko-chan ^(-v-)^... tahi, it suppose to look like a Red Devil (MU ROCKS XD!!!), not bat ler -o-|||!!!), all thanks to driving =P... Driving can change people, driving really can (Shut up wabbit, you're changing because you want to change ler!!! Don't blame it on the beautiful, innocent, angelic driving *v*... tahi, my inner mind loves driving now too @.@...)...

Last time, when people walk slow infront of me and i'm in a hurry, the most i'll just "tsk" (The clicking sound you make with your lidah =P...), but now, when the person is slow infront of me, i'm in a hurry, and especially, walk like a slow poke after a ride at the escalator, i'll mumble this...

"Walk so slow, don't know how to walk don't walk lar..."

Holy marshmellow bunnies, i sound so mean XD!!! Its so mean 0_0!!!

And when driving, sometimes people can be so idiotic, such as talking on the phone and driving like 10KM/J, and then i say...

"Drive so slow, don't know how to drive stay at home, don't drive..."

And when you discover his on the phone when you drive pass him...

"Curses!!!"

... and you start swearing in your heart at the bloody asshole driving a red Mazda (Or whatever it is...) jeep talking on the phone and driving super slow... uncle somemore!!!

Or if you want to save your energy, just mutter one simple four letter word...

"Oh my God, another "sai gai gun guan"..."

"Sai gai gun guan" means "World Champion". In the movie Initial D, Chapman To, acting as "Ah Muk", always calls himself that, though, his driving skills are horrible!!!

So i guess calling people that is nice and sweet, no curses required and its a compliment =)... unless you know the real meaning to it =P!!! Muahahahaha!!!

Besides, it reminds me of Initial D ^-~!!!~

Anyhow, er... i think his driving skills should be better than mine x.x??? *Faints*...


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Oh yeah, my darling bro leaving to Aussie tomorrow, will miss him T_T... in the mean time, thanks for "passing down" Baby to me XD!!!~

I love MY (Ok ler, respect abit, tomorrow only start saying "MY" XD... hehehe *grin*!!!~), i mean er, my "brother's" car!!! I name him/ her Baby =3!!!~ She's such a darling, but then, a small little scratch or bang on door or anything hurts my heart ;_;... and then there goes eiko-chan holding a baseball bat and chasing after the fella who hurt Baby XD!!!~

If eiko-chan's the one who did it... er *covers mouth of the person talking*... we'll skip that part first ler ^^|||...

Heee, later go clean up the car abit, decorate because starting tomorrow, officially tomorrow, will be mine =3!!!~ Driving it to school and everywhere i want dee XD!!!~ BABY XD!!!~


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Ok ler, better ciao and do something cleaning first!!! Later going shopping somemore with bloody tuition at night *shivers*... now i feeling better after talking about curses and my Baby ^-^!!!~ And Jay of course, Keita too!!! Arigato XD!!!~ Muaheeeeeeeee X3!!!~

Ja XD!!!~

p/s: New sem starting tomorrow, and i dressing up like Jay in "Yuan You Hui" =3!!!~ Pray pray everything smooth smooth XD!!!~

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