The Avengers 2012.

I can't help it but...

OH MY EFFING THOR IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING!!!!!!! 8D

I don't think i'm considered a geek (real geeks will probably pelt me with tomatoes if i say i'm one of them)... well, maybe geekier (or geekiest) among my friends... but anyways... at that very moment i'm like a little kid in a candy shop! Or maybe even me in Disneyland! 8D

It was just so SO freaking amazing!!

I LOVE IRONMAN!! 8D

Or rather, Robert Downey, Jr. as Tony Stark. Hehe!
I mean, who can resist him? So effing hot and charming!

Plus Scarlett Johansson as Black Widow.

She was like... just wow!

But special shoutout to Hawkeye.

WHY YOU SO AMAZING??

I love how Jeremy Renner potrays Hawkeye (sho charming!), but i think one reason why i was particularly amazed at Hawkeye (almost as much as Ironman, but let's face it, RDJ awesomeness!) was because he was shoooooooooooo cool during the war scene, and i LOVE his weapon!! *grabby hands*

SHO FREAKING AWESOME!! (the weapon espeecially!)

I was ogling at his weapon the whole movie. 8D

So so so amazingly awesome! I want to watch it again!!

Must watch!!


And last but not least, one of my favourite actress...

"Kids, it was the Summer of 2012 when your Aunt Robin decides to join S.H.I.E.L.D...."
(Got it from 9gag, edited it a little!)
Colbie Smulders!


Ok, now go watch The Avengers 2012!!

I cannot.

Too cute. TOO ADORABLE. 8D

♡.

오 빠 들 너 무 사 랑 한 다.  8D

Return of the Legend.

Shinhwa's back! (^^ )

I think i would be making people (myself included) laugh if i consider myself an "Orange Princess" (SHCJ), but holy marshmallows HOW MUCH DO I LOVE THEM!! 8D

So glad they are back! ♡

Musicals.

Just cannot emphasize enough how much i LOVE musicals!

I love the singing and dancing, and the best of 'em all, the all-cast ensemble musical number! I swear every time there's a huge musical number i watch it with sparkly eyes like a little kid at a candy store, because it's just that awesome!! 8D

Just so amazing how talented the actors and actresses are, how coordinated they are with each other and how much hard work, effort and dedication they had put in to their job!

Watched Legally Blonde last night, and apart from the catchy numbers i really enjoyed how light and fluffy, and funny everything is.

Can't wait for more musicals to come! (^^ )

Of K-sessions and what not.

I don't know what's with the sudden craving for K-sessions, and especially emo Chinese songs because let's face it, those songs are best to sing to and go all soprano-ey with. 8D

One of the song i really want to sing...

So so so HOT Lee Hom, so hot.

I shall compile a list soon. 8D

And also along with ALL the Jay Chou and S.H.E. songs!

Ok finish this, get home and ONS! 8D

Dear classmates.

I know you are stalking me.

I know who, too. I'm seriously so flattered. Thanks guys! 8D

Ok have fun! Enjoy the read! =D




ps: Would appreciate if you guys would leave a comment though, stop creeping around! Okthanksbye!

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February in a glance.

To be honest, February had been horrible.

First was my rabbit's passing which to be honest, still haunts me a little even though i told myself to get over it.
I guess just not being there at the final moments of her life, and knowing that even when i get home, i'll never ever see her again... is still pretty hard to accept.

Then Grandma wasn't feel too well, but i am so thankful she's so much better now! (^^ )
I admit i'm not close to my Grandma as much as i liked to. I hardly spend any time with her, and i'm like the worst granddaughter ever... but i like her around the house (although it bored the daylights out of her hehehe).

When i was told of this news, i guess i would've felt better if i was able to talk about this to someone.. but i don't know... i don't know how to tell it to anyone. It's just weird.

Anyways i lost the track this Blog post was supposed to head to, so i shall just end it that yeah, February was horrible.

And now here's to a terribly stressful March, but hopefully, an endurable one. Let's do this! GO! 8D


Loving it here, but counting the days till i get to go home. For good! =D

Can't wait.

 To go home. ♡

ROAR!!!

What i did today??
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I have absolutely NO. IDEA.

!!!!!!!!

I HAVE TO STOP BEING SO LAZY (or procrastinate) ROAR ROAR!!!!!!!!! D8

Coming to terms.

Finally decided to post on FB about GirlGirl's leaving.

The thing with me, i have this thing... i like to surpress unpleasant emotions, especially when it comes to "departures"... and i'll try to cover it up, forcing myself to think that i'm fine, laughing and joking... when inside all i really want to do is to just hide in a hole and emo all to myself.

It's not a good thing really, yet, this is another conflicting personality of mine.

Knowing me, i would like to talk about it and get it all out so i will feel better... but if in company, i don't want to bore people with my emo-ness and prefer to just laugh it out, turn it into a joke... then when i'm by myself i'll start brooding FTS.

I don't know what to say about this; that i know myself too well, or i don't know myself at all!


Anyways...

I hope by coming to terms with her leaving, i'll learn to accept that it is a fact that i'll never ever get to see her again when i go back, and to stop being in denial and emo-ing.

She'll always be in my heart, and i miss her so much, but i know she'll be happy wherever she is with the rest of the gang. (^^ )

Girl Girl.

I still remember the day i saw you at the pet shop.

How there were so many other rabbits, but somehow, you are the one who caught my eye... and together with Boy Boy, i chose the two of you to bring home with me.

9 years.
If you forgo the months and count by years... then it's 10. 10 years.

Time flies... and before i even knew it, here we are.

After Lui Lui left, you were alone, yet, i still didn't treat you as i should have.

I didn't spend as much time as i can with you... i didn't even let you out to play as often i should have. The only thing i know how to do to redeem all the wrongs is by buying you your favourite corn nugget and giving you carrots, while i stroke your head and say random stuffs to you for about a few minutes every other night.

I spent a year in Oxford, then after 2 months, i was back in London.
All the time i was away, i wished and pray that you would be in good health, and wait for me till i get back.

I'm happy that at least i get to see you when i was back for the 3 weeks.

And i'm grateful that i had the 3 weeks.


I'm so sorry i couldn't be home to say goodbye to you.

There's just so many words i want to tell you. How happy i am that i get to be your owner. How sorry i am for not being a good owner.

I still remember all the good times we've had together; all the memories from the old house till the new house.
From seeing you run around the backroom or backyard in our old house... how clever you and Boy Boy are, knowing how to pee inside the cage instead of out... and also till when you became a mommy, and THREE TIMES!
How you trusted me enough to let me play with your kids even though they were still little beanie babies who only knows how to sleep and eat...
Seeing you doing a binky every time i let you out in the garden, running around like a crazy rabbit...

And how smart and obedient you are! If you were let out to your hearts content, you would run back into the cage upon command, but if not... you refuse to get in no matter what! Smart little girl!

Not forgetting how happy and excited you (and the rest) gets whenever i shake the corn nugget bottle, or when i feed you guys carrots, "pao-skin", etc. You just love food don't you?

There's just so many happy memories, and one i'm particularly fond of was when you would lick my finger every time i tickle your chin.

I miss you so much. I know i've not spent a lot of time with you these few years, but i seriously miss you so much.

It's too late to say all this i guess, and i know when i go back after my studies, i'll never ever get to see you again... but i'll cherish the memories we've had together, and smile knowing the fact that you are finally reunited with Boy Boy, Lui Lui and Zai Zai. (^^ )

I love you Girl Girl. Choco.

This is to the best rabbit in the whole wide world.

Home.

So yes.

I was back home for 3 weeks over the Winter Holidays (Curse my school! They gave 1 month to the students last year, and only 3 weeks for us this year! Hmph!), and i cannot emphasize, or put into words just how happy i was for that 3 weeks! 8D

It's like everything else - reality, if i may say so - ceased to exist, and the only thing there is is, well, i'm home!
With the beautiful sun, gorgeous weather, 1-Utama, familiar "orang sendiri" my fellow Malaysians,  FOOD... oh good gracious HOLY MALAYSIAN FOOD!!

Needless to say, i gained a ton of weight, yet i'm just. SO. HAPPY!
I guess i never really am a "typical girl" to begin with, ne?

And never forgetting, surrounding myself with the people i love! =D


The 3 weeks home was just what i need, and it was fantabulously amazingly awesome!

I seriously dread going back, but i guess this is something i have to go through... and i will appreciate every minute i am here (as much as i rather go home!) while i'm at it, and just wait till i can go home... for good!


In the meantime...
Big shout out and thanks to the amazing people back home who made my 3 weeks super incredible. I love you guys so much! (^^ )

2012 New Years Resolutions.

Here's my usual New Years Resolution for the year 2012!

1. Lose weight.

Every year, same resolution but never achieved. But one should always keep the faith! =D

2. Stop being lazy.

Come to think of it, this should probably come first because it's the most fundamental and appears to influence everything else too.

This also includes putting some effort in dressing up when i go out... especially footwear. D8

3. Stop procrastination.

Must do my best! ROAR!

4. Learn to not give a fug at little things people do.
I find that sometimes people do things to make you feel crappy or left out - whether accidental or not - and maybe they didn't mean anything bad, but this is where the "look at the fug i give" comes in. 8D

5. Blog more.

Teehee!

I find Blogging actually helps me improve, but i guess i think too much and my thoughts are always all over the place that in the end it actually takes me a few hours just to complete one simple post.

That said, Blogging improves me by keeping things in track, ranting, and also language, so this is a go!

6. Spend more time with family and friends.

To be honest i have my family and i don't have that many friends... then again i don't have that much time either... so whatever time i have, i want to spend it all with them. =D

7. Always be positive.

Occasional rants are allowed (because i'm the type that after i rant it out, everything's forgotten!), but in the end, one should always keep things in perspective. 8D

8. Spare time to help those who needs it.

=D!

9. Express love for people i love.

As much as i felt that i've improved a sensible amount in the sense that i'm not as awkward in expressing my i love for those people anymore... but in the end, they are people who i love, so they need to know! (^^ )

10. Holiday!

Beach holiday. Must. This year.
I miss the beach so so so much. ♡

11. Write more.

Record everything, whether in my diary or my notebook, because every moment is precious!

12. Smile. Make another person smile too. And be Random.

(^^ ).

13. U.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!

It's the New Year again! =D

So how was your New Year celebration?

I spent my countdown to the New Year with my family and friends at home. (^^ )

And it was awesome. 8D

I love being home. ♡


Credit: Google Images.

Review of 2011's New Year Resolutions.

As per usual, this is a review of this:

1. LOSE WEIGHT.
   I have my right to remain silent.


2. Be a better Blogger.
   8D.
   Even worst than before TEEHEE.


3. Tweet more.
   Not sure if i've tweeted more, i know around Sept-Oct i stopped for a while... but hmm... let's just say i have! (^^ )


4. Tweet with content.
   Improved! Shall consider this a pass! =D


5. Show love and gratefulness to people who matters.
   Don't think i'm 100% there yet, but definitely improving, so shall put this as a pass! 8D


6. Stop being so hormonal.
   Still rather er, "hormonal" before that time of the month, but all-in-all, i honestly consider it YES, I HAVE!
   Thus, sucessbaby.jpg. 8D


7. Prioritize.
   I honestly have no recollection of what spurred me to put this as one of my resolution, but hmm... i think i had prioritize things which are important to me better. Therefore, yes, done! =D


8. Be a better fan.
   Nope. =(
   If anything worst than ever i feel so bad. (T^T )


9. Dress up.
   No idea how to rate this, hahaha! It's like i have finally discovered my style (more like justified my preference teehee), and instead of wanting to fitting myself into what i perceive as "stylish", in the end i just want my style to scream ME yet still not as er, "leh feh" lols!
   There are rooms for improvement though, so i shall not consider this as "done"!
   


10. Sleep early.
    Who am i kidding when i thought i could do it? Well, i did successfully did it a few times while in London, but it's nothing to be scream about so er... NO. LOLS!


11. Be more decisive.
    Nope, still needs to improve on this!


12. Stop procrastinating.
    Mmm...


13. U.
    I love U.

Now that i've done a review of my NYR, time for a recap of the year before we move on to the New Year! GO! (^^ )

A recap of 2010 and 2011.

To be honest, time passes a bit too fast for my liking.
It's like, all of a sudden i'm 24 this year without realizing it!

GROWN-UP!! BLEH! D8

Sometimes it still feels as if 2010 just passed, and it was just the beginning of 2011!

I don't believe i have made a compilation of 2010, because last year i was back home (after spending 3 months in Oxford), and i guess i spent more time away from the computer than being on it. Come on, i'm back home! KL has so much more to offer than using the computer (unlike in UK *cough*)!

So anyways, yeah, here's a short recap (more for myself too though!) of 2010 and 2011! (^^ )

2010
I remember the new term of the year means moving to Seksyen 13 of the KDU branch. Ah, the memories.

After passing my exams and confirming that i will be continuing my studies in Oxford, cue some of my busiest months in KL before departure; what's with learning to make decisions, visa, shopping and packing, and spending as much time with my family before leaving!

Visited Seoul in August. ♡

Hokkaido trip with my Smellies. Awesome possum! 8D

In September, "left home" for the very first time alone. So thankful to AhMa, Naima and Naipa for sending me off. I really really appreciate it. =D

To be honest i felt the year spent at Oxford taught me a lot of things.
I thought i was independent enough to stay a year abroad. I WAS HORRIBLY WRONG.
Within a week i was making noise of wanting to go back in December. =D
Told myself though, it's just a year for me to get through, no matter what i must not cry when i Skype with my parents in case they worry! And i didn't yeah! =D

I learned to appreciate a lot of things and every little thing in life, and to not take things for granted, and to always be grateful! (^^ )


2011
Addiction to 9gag takes on a new level.
Crap.

June 2011 marked a huge step in my life. I turned 24 and finally, graduated! (^^ )

Summer was spent in KL being extremely fat and happy. 8D

Till all the stupid visa and housing issues come along bleh.

Returned to London in September, and spent a month of what i would still think of as the darkest moments of my life what turf. And i thought that first week in Oxford was bad lols!

Homesick this time was worst than usual. Classes was horrible. Not getting a good sleep every other night that i finally cried while Skyping with my parents despite my vow not too teehee.

At one point there, it scared me how not random i am anymore, that i lost my whimsical self... it honestly scared me... but i realized it's just me not getting in touch with it, and i really should make an effort.
Or maybe it's just studies or reality getting to me lols!

However, in the end i learn to preserver and put things into perspective... and survived the year! Yeah! =D

Went home in December, had never been happier and more grateful! (^^ )


Ok very badly written entry i know! =P

Anyhoo!
I honestly felt i'm a very jinx person. Everything i hope for, or said aloud, will take a turn for the worst, so instead of making any "wish" for the new year, let's have a look at my latest "motto" if i may say so, which is...

LOOK AT THE FUG I GIVE. 8D
Ok thanks bye! =D

I don't know what i want.

Had this very interesting conversation with my friend the other day, which ponders me to think:
What do i honestly want?

Well it's not exactly conversation, but rather the reply from my friend had prodded me to think.

I guess i know what i honestly want, perhaps for conversation sake i was being specific or maybe i was just being unrealistic.

Either ways, it's just me being me i guess - extremely difficult.

Hee. 8D

So what happened to you?

While on my flight back from London for the holidays, it came to a sudden realization that heck, i'm 24 this year. Everything is happening so fast that you did not even have the time to stop and reflect on what has happened.

So i decided i want to compile a book of things because my memory is that bad ZOMG... and i remembered i used to have this book which i write everything in...

Found the book, and flipping through the pages, i see another side of myself which i've forgotten.

The thoughts, essence of the writing, feelings, preference, principles etc... everything is still the same... however, why did i feel that i've changed?

Why have i stopped writing in that book as i had before, filled with colours, random thoughts and everything and anything i want to?

Was it reality? That is putting a halt to my "creative" (however much i may have), whimsical and random side?

Was it laziness?

Or was this a part of growing up?

Is it bad or good that however much i would like to move on, i would also like to keep that side of me?

So yeah... what happened to that girl?

So yeah...

Totally have the hots for Jung IlWoo now.

I blame my itchy backside for reading (and watching) his latest drama (which he is oh-so-hot inside!)!

The voice the charisma the body gahhhhhhhhhh somebody hit me over the head (gently) please! D8

He wears his clothes really well too, and i love that in guys! 8D

Plus he looks effing hot in kiss scenes. 8D

Hubbaness.

Hmm...
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Ok this Blog is starting to head towards a very weird direction, as opposed to its usual (fangirly and ranting) posts.

Which goes to shows sometimes we should just eat our words...

I know i said i dislike Korean dramas for its cliche plots etc etc...

But fact remains some dramas still gets to me. *cough*

I enjoy reading dramas more than watching them because it takes up less time and not as draggy (because i can be impatient like that).

The current one i'm (reading, and watching *gasp* for once) is Flower Boy Ramyun Shop.

I've known of it before, but how thankful i am for only reading it now when it's Episode 12! Otherwise the wait... D8

... and hehe, i'm reading it (now) because i'm procrastinating from doing (any) work. Or i would've waited till it finishes. 8D

*coughwhatworkcough*

I've always read dramas on Dramabeans only instead of watching them, but for this one... the caps were properly captured at oh-so-yummy scenes of Jung IlWoo's expressions that cannot... MUST DOWNLOAD AND WATCH. 8D

I've always had the hots for Jung IlWoo after reading 49 Days. I mean, how hot can he be? And this drama just further confirms that fact!

SHO HOT HIM!

So basically yeah, i'm watching this drama for him. =P

And oh yes because the female lead (Lee Chung Ah) is rather likable and not annoying (yeah i'm that fussy too!).

And the scenes which makes your heart pounds... mmm mmm mmm.

Jung IlWoo. Humunah humunah. 8D

Yeah yeah, all for being a "feminist" and all that but i can be such a hopeless romantic(?) over some of those scenes *cough*.

And this being the first time i actually hear his voice, it's not how i imagined it would be (bad thing from reading dramas instead of watching them...), but it's starting to grow on me. I LOVE how deep his voice is. Further yummy points. ♡

Would love to post some of the screencaps which totally captures my heart but yeah i would so be judged for those pics (and it would take a lot of time) so let's leave it for another time when i *cough* have no work to do and was so fluttered i just had to share those pics, ok? =P

Meanwhile, since i really have to get back to work, here's one yummy one of Jung IlWoo.

Mmm. 8D

ps: Still Mrs Choi, just in case you're wondering.

pps: Oh btw am a bit annoyed with EunBi's character for sort-of "toying" with both boys' feelings. Or at least, KangHyuk's. It's very clear who she likes no?