Why do i always seem to be helping people who are not even worth my help?

Literally saying that i always help people who are not worth me, going through all the trouble, to help them.

Not even a single bit.

Because those people aren't even grateful that i've helped them... at all.

They just take me for granted.

And as for people i should've helped, sometimes misunderstandings lead to one another, i end up not helping them, which till now i felt really bad...

Really sorry to the "said-person", even till now i felt bad, because i should've helped her from the beginning, instead of other people who are not even worth it!

At least i know the person'll be grateful in the end... i think...

What the Lord...


Seriously lar, after all the trouble i went through to help those people...

... Not even a single "Thanks", or "Eh, its really nice of you lar"...

Just more "HELP HELP HELP"!

And after that, nope, no thanks or anything AT ALL!

Like its my obligation to help them!

What the f*ck!

OI! THATS MANNERS LAR!


Hehe, yeah, i expect gratefulness in return, its not a matter of me thinking nevermind lar or whatsoever...

Yeah, i guess i can say i'm selfish, that i don't really feel like helping those people (And let them DIE! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!~), but in the end i just helped out of "kindness"?

Nah, i don't think i'm kind (Except to animals and wildlifes...), i guess i'll just help?


Maybe i expect at least a little gratitude for what i did?

It may not be "alot" of trouble, but still a "little" trouble i went through ok?

I like to be appreciated =D (Wtf...)!~


Hmm, like my friend said, next time just don't help them, some people are like that one... so no point me getting emo or "boh-song" over those type of people!~

Yeah =D!

So yeah, shouldn't have just bothered with people like those!

Thanks alot to my friend for his wonderful advice =D!

Sometimes you just need people to come wake you up so you'll feel better =D!~

And his someone really nice who'll really listen and gives great advice... usually =P! Won't "simply simply" one!~

Luckily he doesn't read this (Later his nose become like Pinnochio XD!~)! Mwahahahahaha!~

But he asked me to slam those people back... but... not nice right, slam people?

SlamDunk ar you think?


And yeah, to my other friend... i felt so bad now for accidentally binding her book... luckily she's nice enough not to mind, though i feel bad about it =(...

And i didn't help her much somemore for the assignment, cause busy with mine, I FEEL SO BAD NOW!

ARGH!

...

Stop feeling bad lar, go do homework...


Bloody hell, i really feel like i cari pasal lar now... even though i love it, ehe...

...

I think i'm getting sick adee.