I was just thinking...

... i need to get a life...

No, i'm really serious... for certain reasons... yes, i need to get a life...


On another part, i miss DBSK...

... finding a new idol to fangirly is NOT GOOD... i repeat, NADA, NO GOOD, ZIP!!! Because than you have to get over all those "fangirly-emotions" you've already got over (Like Jay Chou and w-inds.'s...)...

Fangirly-emotions are:
- The yucky feeling to see them with another person of the opposite sex; whether its just acting, variety shows, duet etc, the feelings just sucks (Except if its someone 40 years-old plus...)...
- 24/ 7 dream dream...
- Relating everything to them...
- The feel when you heard of their "relationship-rumours"... you got what i mean...

... and worst...

- The chance of you being able to see them is like 0.0%, but finally when they are ALOT nearer to you, you didn't know about it, and missed them...

... it sucks...


p/s: I really miss them... emo-sessions are bad T-T!!! Better go zzz or do something worthwhile (Like... MORE DBSK =D... no no, thats bad, VERY BAD @.@...)... !@#$%^&*...

pp/s: Not to forget... my summer paradise aka Redang (Because thats the nearest to me now ^^;;...) is further to reach than DBSK... Where is apple.faye when you need her??? At least got someone to talk DBSK to X0!!! At least she understands...???

!@#$%^&*