I love that retarded little kid.

I've actually written a considerable amount of stuffs, till the bloody screen hanged and i had to restart the whole thing... idiotic...

A bit the lazy to write again, so i'm just summing everything up!


I was basically talking about HOW MUCH i love Shin-chan!

I LOVE CRAYON SHIN-CHAN XD!~

You don't know how much i love that retarded little boy!~


Everytime a new issue of Shin-chan comic comes out, which the chinese-version will usually be faster, i'll tell myself to wait for the malay-version, but in the end i'll still end-up buying the chinese-version!

Because i just can't wait! I LOVE READING IT TOO MUCH!

The reason i prefer the malay-version is because i'm abit the too lazy to read chinese =P!

But i don't really mind actually, as long as i get to read Crayon Shin-chan XD!~

I've huge stacks of it at home, and i'm always on the look-out to see if i've missed any copy, which i haven't, and get dissappointed that i didn't miss any copy =P!

I really enjoy reading it, i've read again-and-again all my Shin-chan comics SO MANY TIMES most of it had "worn-out" adee!~

But i still love them!~ Yah XD!~


Oh yeah, thats why when MinWoo imitated Shin-chan from one of the Korean variety programs (ManWonHaengBok!), it was funny, but i was the happiest XD!~

His imitating my favourite Shin-chan (Does this mean its his favourite too?)!

Though, i'm still much better at imitating Shin-chan as compared to MinWoo =P! Sorry oppa!~

But the "mandarin-version" lar! Because the VCDs i watch which PrettyKat borrowed home are in mandarin-version, thus!

She agreed i sound alike (Or maybe she's just making me happy? Hmm...)!

But maybe only the mandarin-version, since my bro say i don't sound alike the Japanese-version at all o(=.=")o...

Maybe his just jealous (But whats there to be jealous at? Hmm...)!


So anyways, last night, i was in quite a bad mood!

ChunJi wasn't running smoothly, and i didn't understand a single thing from the GPL tutorial topic i was supposed to prepare for today's class!

Erm... though i had NEVER paid attention in all my GPL classes, i've actually tried to prepare for the WRONG tutorial topic o(=v=")o... no wonder i don't understand anything and nothing rings a bell lar *faints*...
But still, must work hard for this although i hate it! FIGHTING!

Oohs, and i was packing everything up, wanting to go to sleep with the bad mood (Gave up trying to prepare... since i don't understand anything... from the WRONG TOPIC... grr!), when AuntieMunMun asked me to check this post from her Blog!

*check check*

Immediately i went from very-down-mood, to very-high-mood XD!~

YAH XD!~

*dances around like a mad woman*

Uri YoungWoon-oppa wearing Shin-chan socks XD!~

SO CUTE (But i bet it'll be cuter on me =D!~)!

I'm going to steal the socks from him tonight and wear it 24/7 XD!~

You, if you don't give me those socks XD!~
*The pic looks more like his "grr-ing" at me for stealing his socks o(=v=")o... wrong caps...*

But oppa looks so tired, i feel more like catching him and drag him home and put him to sleep (Then take those socks!~)!

Oi... what "kimchi *yum*" o(=.=")o...

But i know i'm delicious XD!~

Mweheheheheheheheheheheheheheeeee!~


Which reminds me, i still haven't get that Shin-chan blanket from MunMun's EricHwaChut =P!

Even though i saw it from a clip long time ago, but MUST GET XD!~

AuntieMunMun, i'll trade that blanket with you for a PuPu blanket =D! Want?


Its really such a pity there are lack of Shin-chan merchandises in Malaysia!

Otherwise you know who will be clad with Shin-chan merchandises all over XP!~

I prefer original merchandises, or at least, it doesn't look fake lar! Alot of "weird-lookings-one" around i find from PasarMalam o(@@)o...

I've so far only have a Shin-chan note-book, which i've bought ages ago from Thailand but still haven't use before because i love it too much, and thats it!

So much for a fan har o(=v=")o?

Must "stock-up" with Shin-chan stuffs next time i go Thailand =D!~

Or hopefully, even better, KOREA XD!~

SHIN-CHAN SOCKS XD!~


Oh yeah, i do have a Shin-chan alarm clock long time ago!

But it spoilt and i think my mom threw it away?

Good, i'm in need of MORE alarm-clocks anyways (Despite my 4 alarm clocks =P!), good reason to get one more new Shin-chan alarm clock ne =D?

YAH XD!~

Oh yes, and my Shin-chan watch my cousinLengLeng (Or was it MeiMei?) bought for me last time from Petaling Street XD!~

Its spoilt but i *think* i still have it now, despite its quite the old adee too!


See, told you i love Shin-chan =D!~

SHIN-CHAN XD!~


ps: Ooh, i did this Quiz thingy i got from MunMun's Blog:

Which TVXQ member will fall in love with you?

And i got:

Which TVXQ member will fall in love with you?
Max Choikang Changmin Oh yes, he likes you. He's my fave of TVXQ. Stupid you; not fair. I should be the only to have him! He's so adorable and cute. You'll love him too.
Take The Quiz Now!	Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Sorry Professor BlurBi, lets see who you get XD!~

Little boy loves his nuna XD!~


pps: Apparently... from MunMun's DongWan diaries translation at mySHINHWA...

Uri DongWan-oppa just wrote something about Shin-chan the day before as well!

YAH XD!~

"Who is your favourite Super Junior?"

When people ask me that question, i'll naturally answer:

RyeoWook.
...
HeeChul.
SiWon.
KangIn.
KyuHyun.
...
...
HanKyung.
SungMin.
KiBum.
YehSung.
EeTeuk.
DongHae.
EunHyuk.
ShinDong.

Yes, all of them are my favourite SuJu members.

Which are equivalent to ALL members of Super Junior...

... are my favourites.

Despite having "favourites-of-favourites" (The "Top-5"!), but still...

I LOVE THEM ALL XD!~

Yes, declaring my love for them everywhere i go *blush in happiness*!~

Yah, SUJU-yah XD!~


I want to get married to SiWon and KangIn and we shall live together with our kids and my beloved twin brother RyeoWook, happily ever after, ahahahahahahahahaahaha XD!~

*smiles gleefully to self*

Luckily my mom is used to it, otherwise she would've thought something was wrong with her daughter (Which... honestly is not exactly "not-true"...)!

She must've wondered how many husbands her daughter has as well o(=v=")o.

Let me count.
.....
....
...
..
.
Don't want tell =P!

My mom and me looking at KangIn's LIVE RADIO now!

My mom wondering how do we ("Kids-these-days"!) open all these stuffs all the time, when the camera focused on...

Moles XD!~

난 좋아 XD!~

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

But gosh, how i wish the bloody internet will be good for once so the LIVE RADIO can run smoothly... FOR ONCE!

Actually it was quite good last time, but still... you can never get enough of smooth-running, KangIn's ChunJi Radio XD!~

Especially when its viewable!~

YOUNGWOON-YAH XD!~

Dorky little piggy with the husky voice X3!~

BIG LOVE!~

YAH XD!~

The HeeChul in me dying to get out.

Someone should sleep early.

I saw a zit on his cheek, and a scar on his neck!

I don't remember scratching him (or anyone else) for the past few weeks 0_0...


Lets all go to Auntie's Blog, and read this post XD!~

LOVE LOVE!!~

BIG CHUT CHUT TO MY WOOKY XD!~


Oh, i was watching the 1677 Collect Call CF HeeNim's version, and saw HeeNim's shoes.

... when the HeeNimInMe came out again.

"Hmm, i've always wanted a pair of pink shoes, in that favourite pink of yours, you know..."

"Yeah, i've always wanted a shoe of that colour... and that style (The one HeeNim's wearing in the CF!)! But its kinda hard to find those... you know, in that colour and style..."

"I guess we'll just have to search for it... hmm... maybe the C-brand with a huge star has that?"

"Probably... they seem to fancy that brand anyways... but it could just look the same but be different brand?
Which reminds me, should i get that C-brand jacket?"

"Just take magnae (KyuHyun)'s Adidas jacket, YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT!"

"Yes i do, and i took it already XD!~ But i still need new jackets you know... Ooh, though, KyuHyun's jacket's colour... its not really the colour of your choice right?"

"No, not really... i'm still thinking of the shoes..."

"...
...
... you're NOT thinking of wearing that shoe with that fancy colour Bugs Bunny pajamas you got and walk OUT on the streets... right?"

"Oh my, you finally realize my existence in you for once, can guess my real intentions without asking..."

"..."

I'm so bo-liao XD!

Typical =3!~

BTW, something INTERESTING coming up =D!

Well... to me anyways, I'M SURE TO ENJOY IT XD!~

Ooh, and regarding the HeeNimInMe...

... I'm constantly contradicting myself so much, i guess its good in a way to express my feelings and so?

My alter-ego pan-chan has retired XD?~



Argh! I WANT TO GO SWIMMING!

Assuming we're all of age and mature enough...

Why does my period has to come at such time o(>.<)O!

AND I WAS WAITING FOR THIS FRIDAY TO GO SWIMMING TOGETHER ONE!!!

ARGH!!!

Just my luck! HMPH!

Kibbun-i-an-choah!

*runs to bite KangIn*

The Battle of kimchi and HeeChul.

I almost did a HeeNim and bought a shirt with a HUGE head of Disney's Sleeping Beauty... plus another which had Snow White as well o(=.=")o.

TWO SHIRTS!
Which is totally unlike my style to buy all those Disney Princesses merchandise!


So here goes the battle in my head between Me and My HeeNimSide:
"Wow, what a shirt! HeeNim would've love it!" holding up a Cinderella shirt.

"Yeah, next time he comes, you should buy it as a present! Guarantee he'll either love you... or throw it right onto your face!"

"Shut up... btw, i think i should get one for myself?"

"YOU CRAZY? If you buy and wear that out, i'm never going to walk next to you again!"

"Its ok, seeing the fact you can NEVER walk without me..."

"..."

"Ooh, there's Sleeping Beauty... and Snow White as well..."

"You've GOT to be kidding! You'll be the LAUGHING STOCK of the entire school! You'll never be able to see "light" again!"

"Well honestly, i reckon Malaysians should open up and embrace different styles, something like HeeNim! Its all so dull-and-uncolourful-and-boring here!"

"Your classmates going to have a field-trip laughing at you, or they might be shock with your sudden "different-appearance"! Probably end up running to Africa!"

"Ooh, don't forget souvenirs from Africa. Anyways, its time they accept the unique and unfearful-side of me! I'm just lazy, and some people i know just like to set people to a certain style forever! Otherwise i would've went with a different theme EVERYDAY!

Anyways, who cares what they think? Who cares WHAT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS?

Do you think HeeNim had cared when he wore that Bugs Bunny pajamas out onto the street? Or when he wore that Lego pyjamas and strutted in-front of you to the KLIA departure gate as if his on catwalk? BE YOURSELF!"

"HeeNim's a STAR! An artist! If you do that in Korea you'll probably be worshiped understood, but HERE???"

"I think the pink one seems better right?"

"... Is there anything i can say to convince you?"

"Technically, i doubt it! People should learn to accept people for who they are! You KNOW you want to wear your pajamas and go straight to college immediately after waking up!"

"True... but its just cause i'm lazy... but i can't do that as well, because i need to bath otherwise i'll smell!"

"You'll always smell... since SiWon can finish bathing in 1minute and 30seconds..."

"*blush* WHERE GOT! HE ALWAYS SMELLS GOOD OK!"

"Do you think they have this in my size?"

"ARGH!!!!!!!!!!"


In the end, i didn't buy either of the shirt, even though its cheap...

But the main reason is not exactly that i didn't dare not to wear it out, its more with the fact that Malaysians are still not as open as to accept funny-weird-styles HeeNim does.

And of course, i'm afraid my friends would all run away to Africa o(=v=")o...


So yeah, lets just GO WITH THE FLOW!

I'm just going to be myself, and wear whichever style i like for class =3!~


NYAT! TIME TO SLEEP!

But before that...

... now... what to wear tomorrow?


SUPER JUNIOR yah XD!~

Stalker kimchi!

Yah, i feel like a stalker again today XD!~

Watching KangIn's ChunJi Radio now!

Viewable radio =D!~

YAH XD!~

KANGIN-OPPA SO CUTE XD!~

How i hope it wouldn't lag, but i'm grateful! Better than nothing =D!~

KANGIN-YAH XD!~

His voice is so nice XD!~



Oh, remember Hana Yori Dango 2 which i'm currently watching?

Guess WHO got addicted just recently =D!

Hmm, me, AuntieMunMun, PrettyKat and SamSoonHenney...

We can form our own "F4"!

But maybe we can be "R4" better? Retarded 4 =P?

Haha, just kidding! We are more suitable to be kMKH =D?
...
It sounded like some AWARD CEREMONY name o(=.=")o...

Anyways, being bo-liao me as always, if following the characters from F4, as expected:

I shall be Domyouji Tsukasa.
For my hair (I can turn it into pineapple hairstyle XD!~) and my retarded-ness.

AuntieMunMun can be Hanazawa Rui.
For her hair. Only. =D!

PrettyKat can be Nishikado Soujirou.
For her prettiness, and she seem fit to be those "tea-family-descendant" type.

SamSoonHenney can be Mimasaka Akira.
For the flufflyness in her which is alike Akira's family members (His mother and sister!), her liking for mature man (Henney!) and her "mafia-ness". Hehehe!

...
Really seem more alike R4 than F4 o(=.=")o... not that i want to be F4 but i'm just saying...
...
This is so bo-liao o(=v=")o.


---
BTW, i feel i am not very convincing in letting others know i really love Law.

I really really really do love Law!

Probably from my attitude and personality and laziness, it is difficult for people to see that i actually fancy Law.

Everyone else seem to think i am more suitable to be something else, other than Law.

Maybe my laziness once again, "well-shown".

Perhaps only those who know me well can see the love i had in me?

I doubt so as well.

I also doubt my classmates believed me when i told them i really love Law!

See the way i slacked and all, ehe!

I guess i've been too carefree?


As much as i hope people understand my feelings, the most crucial fact is still in me!

I know i love Law, and even though i might need to suffer a little, or even if i change course halfway, OR if i fail (Choy!) my First Year...

At least i knew i tried it, i love it (Doubt it'll change honestly!) and its just my slacking attitude pulling me down.


Is it necessary to prove to anyone?

Personally, i don't feel the need need to prove to anyone right? As long as i know then its enough!


FIGHTING!
---

HUGE WALLPAPERS OF SUPER JUNIOR!

GAH!!!

FREAKING HUGE
OFFICIAL WALLPAPERS OF SUPER JUNIOR!!!

My nephews use to rule my background, then the NII wallpapers came (KangIn looking at me with his dreamy looks (because kimchi always looks tasty) every morning when i open the com XD!~), and now...

GAH!!!

*dances around in happiness*

The best part is apart from being able to choose "Whose my SuJu for the day", i also get to choose the wallpapers according to my mood XD!~

One of my faves are HeeNim's looks as if wondering "What am i going to do today" and "kimchi you look funny" (because his looking back at you the camera with a "wondering" expression, thus its as if he wondered why i... look funny o(=.=")o... should choose some other "title" for that pic...)!

Actually all are my faves lar XD!~

But because i especially love my HeeNim, so he shall be the FIRST from the beautiful line of wallpapers to appear as my background =D!~


The "bad-but-also-good" part is i don't know who to choose everyday XD!~

CHOOSE ALL EVERYDAY XD!~

YAH XD!~

LOVE LOVE XD!~

Yes, i can get very hyper when it gets late, especially when there's so many good-looking guys with me XD!~


Oh, another thing is... as everyone had and should've known...

I'm so bo-liao.

Upon realising from the beautiful huge pics that you can see HeeNim and RyeoWook's contacts, i start looking deeply into their eyes in every pic, just to see who wears contacts o(=v=")o.

Typical of me, LETS LIVE WITH IT XD!~


ps: I love Wooky's new curly hairstyle XD!~


Edit@1:38am:
Dang!

Due to the fact the pictures are at this angle instead of that angle, i can't just click "Set as Desktop Background" from Windows Explorer and expect it to "fall-into-place", as i've always did with my previous wallpapers.

I had to click that button ("Set as..."), go to the Desktop properties and CHANGE the position's settings from "Stretch" to "Center", otherwise the background will look all weirdly stretched (thus, the "name" of the position).

A bit the troublesome, but i guess it'll be worth-it =D!

SiWon's my little Simba now =D!~

And yes, got to accompany HeeChul now, complaining o(=v=")o.

Should intoxicate him with the beauty of the-guy-she-is-named-after, so maybe next time when she is seeking attention i can just open HeeNim's pics for her to see, and she'll be all mesmerized by HeeNim's beauty she won't complain complain complain =D?

...

I guess it'll NEVER work, seeing she's only mesmerized by food, but shall-try =D!


Drats, she just crawled into the plastic bag which contains the new pants i bought for CNY.

Extra work now (Had to wipe it so it'll be clean!).

Naughty girl.

My dad called me an OLD LADY.

--
There's this new Blog which i just got hooked onto =D!~

Its about her cats, and its just so full of nice stories, pics and captions that i ended up reading all her previous posts up to her first one last Aug XD!~

Hehehe, how i wish i could be as dedicated as her and update HeeChul's Blog as often with pics and stories and stuffs...

But... i'm SO NOT!

Am SO LAZY to even upload pics onto my OWN blog, till now there's A LOT of pics i had taken, which i wanted to Blog and tell stories about it, are left floating around in my folders o(=v=")o...

I would've won the World Award for Laziest Person Alive?

Vote for me =D!~
...
Lame o(=v=")o...
---

Hehe, actually, this "issue" was last year, sometime before New Year 2007, but AuntieMunMun told me she went clubbing today (With the new contacts - shall elaborate about that later XD!~), which reminded me of what my dad said.

He called me an OLD LADY o(ㅠ.ㅠ)o.

It all happened when he asked me why didn't i go to the OU Countdown Celebration thing with ProfessorBlurBiBi (Or Faye, he don't call her ProfessorBlurBi lar honestly o(=v=")o...), and i told her i didn't want to go because i don't like crowds and all, that i didn't even went clubbing with my friends when term ended.

Reason: I HATE CROWDS.**
**Except concerts (There are distractions) and shopping malls when there are spaces for everyone to move comfortably by.

Actually, its more of i hate bumping shoulders with people.

Squishing with everyone else just to get to one place.

Especially when its HOT... sweaty, smelly people squishing with each other.**
**I had a bad experience of this during the S.H.E. showcase some years ago. HORRIBLE!

Y.U.C.K.
*Note all the red colour i use, i really hate crowds o(=v=")o...

Thus, dad said i'm like an OLD LADY because i didn't like crowds o(=.+?)o...

Is it WRONG to hate crowds?

No, i should rephrase that...
I DON'T LIKE SQUISHING WITH PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW!

People who know me well would know how terrified i can be of sweats and oils of other people (especially strangers!), though i easily sweat myself.

So yes, i don't like places where a lot of people have to squish together, like canned tuna or sardines and stuffs.


Which reminds me of when i went to Low Yatt with AuntieMunMun last week, and it was SO CROWDED, we had to squish shoulder with everyone to get through, that i SO FEEL like running out of the place screaming with my hands high up in the air so people would actually let me through without blocking my way to the exit!

But, accompanying AuntieMunMun on her quest for mp4, so... tahan saja-lah.

Should've blackmailed AuntieMunMun for tomyam-soup the other day =D *grins naughtily*.

Thank God it didn't smell (Air-conditioned!), otherwise who knows what i would've done o(=.=")o.

I think i would've blackmailed her immediately after the stuffy-way-through-crowd for an all-expenses-paid-trip to Korea.

Seriously, i would've *smile toothily grin* =D.


Whatever, maybe i should just dig my friends to go clubbing next time, when we're not so stressed on work, just so to show my dad my "old-lady-side" don't come out often =P!

Erm... rather, THEY are not so stressed on work. I'm WAY not stressing myself... yet...
Lets just stop this conversation on studies RIGHT. NOW.

Anyways, however, i have this feeling that though i dig them out, on that night i would drive there, and upon one step into the club, i would immediately backtracked, run back into my car, lock myself in there until my friends promised that they WOULD NOT ask me to go into THAT CROWDED STUFFY PLACE again!

... hmm... if i had predicted that THAT would happen... i think i might as well just dig them go yumchar nya lar ne o(=v=")o...? Hehehe...


Ok, GO SLEEP NOW...

Not enough sleep last night o(=v=")o.

I LOVE SHOPPING BTW =D!~

Its a KangIn month!

Edit@10:25pm
Almost forgot something!

Remember my SuJu planner? And how i'm going to SuJu every month?

Coincidentally, this month is KangIn's month =3!~

And i'm looking at him right now!

YAH XD!~

---

강인의 천방지축 라디오

I'm watching KangIn-oppa LIVE from Korea now XD!~

After a few weeks of trying to catch the LIVE viewable broadcast... finally...

YAH XD!~

Ok, maybe its not exactly LIVE because it differs by a few second (Due to the broadcasting technical stuffs!), and it lags abit, but... who cares...

I'M LOOKING AT KANGIN LIVE NOW XD!~

His so CUTE XD!~

But... i feel like a stalker at the same time as well o(=v=")o... hehehe...

Nevermind, its "worth-it"!~

KANGIN-OPPA YAH XD!~

*dances to the ChunJi theme song which RyeoWook wrote for the radio show*

YAH XD!~


Ooh, and hehehe, today was Amazing Race Asia's GRAND FINALE!

So after realizing i manage to open the viewable media thing and able to see KangIn-oppa LIVE (I was initially worried i couldn't see anything at all!), i jumped around in HAPPINESS for a few second, before realizing Amazing Race Asia is back from the commercials, so i hehe, abandoned KangIn-oppa to catch it!

Yah, MALAYSIA WON =D!~

So happy!~

*dances around*

Although i would've prefer if Andrew and ShiYeon had gotten second place, but i guess you can't have everything you want in your life...

ITS GOOD ENOUGH MALAYSIA WON =D!~

Both MALAYSIAN TEAM got into the GRAND FINALE as well!

MALAYSIA XD!~

Ooh, and Jo Jer and Zabrina created Amazing Race history (Even the US version!) by being the FIRST ALL-GIRL TEAM who won the race!~

YAH XD!~


Its so lagging now, but nevermind, KANGIN-OPPA YAH XD!~

*big hug and CHUTs*

Annyoung!

I forgot what i want to post =D!

Nevermind, btw, i LOVE you all!~

YAH XD!~

*Dancing in Summer Paradise*

HI YA YA =D!~

Redang Redang Redang!~


ps: One emo fact.

My boys are just 2 hours away from me.

But i'm still here.

Bo-liaoz.

I visited Kacy's Blog and saw this quiz thingy!

What does your birthdate mean for your love life quiz?

What do you know... its quite true o(=v=")o...

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.
It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.
Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

The description seems true, but i hope the rest isn't =P!

Cuz it means i'll either end-up with someone who isn't my true love, or be a crazy animal-tree-environment-hugging-freak!

Honestly, if so, i'll prefer the latter =P!

Except if the one who isn't my true love is an amazingly gorgeous guy with a great personality whom i can tolerate!~

Taha, then no complains =P!


We should just leave our lives to the best that we could =)!

No point worrying about something which won't be happening anytime sooner!

Aja~~ FIGHTING!


Ok, go study...

Or sleep.

Either one.


ps: Edit@11:06pm:

I did another one:
Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

And got:

You're rational, collected, and logical.
Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

If you know me, you'll know =D!~


But the scariest of them all:
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

I got:

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

It means...

If I am a guy...

... I'm very likely to be a transvestite.

Accua.

Eiyer, be like Pupu?

Don't. want.

Please bear with me.

Edit@2:25pm (Tuesday)

Last night i was chating with my classmate and we're talking about Xu Wei Lun's death, how its such a pity, and life is so fragile when he add that he love me.

Which comes to me, its so true, life is so fragile, we wouldn't know what might happen next, so, i started sending out my love =).

I returned my love to my friend.

I told my cousin SmellieSoeSoe that i love her, to which she reply she love me alot too.

I msged SiWon that i love him, to which he reply asking me "Is something up, kimchi?"*.

I msged KangIn that i love him, to which he reply that "I want you too, kimchi."*
...
... at least its equivalent lar o(=v=")o.
*Both msges send on behalf of me by hubby Brian.

Just now i sms-ed my cousin PrettyKatKat that i love her as well, to which she replied she love me too.


Then, came...

I told Auntie i love her, to which she reply love DongHae.

*fallsdown*

I had also sms-ed LooYee early this morning, saying i love her.
...
She. didn't. reply.

...

I need to find more worthy people to send my love to o(=v=")o.

---
Gosh, Xu Wei Lun's death is really such a pity!

She's a wonderful, talented and beautiful actress, not to forget really young and full-of-life with alot of good friends!

May she rest in peace.
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To my dearest family members, close friends, Super Junior, Shinhwa, Jay Chou, w-inds., classmates, schoolmates, friends, acquaintances, that good-looking guy standing over there playing with my HeeChul...

Woops, my bad, thats my Wooky =P!

Anyways, the purpose for this Blog entry is to ask everyone for a favour:

PLEASE BEAR WITH ME!

I'm sure we all know that i'm currently taking Law @ that college-which-is-recently-made-university-college-and-despite-the-new-and- very-nice-renovations-and-all-its-still-very-chapelak-and-suck-money-but-at-least- much-better-than-a-certain-college-university-at-CyberJaya-which-sucks-MORE-money- and-have-idiotic-admins-and-lucky-my-admins-are-still-good... for-now-so-its-really-much- better-in-certain-ways.

Woo, thats long =P!


People who know me well will definately know that i'm one of the laziest person on the planet.

Heck, people who know me MOST WELL will definately think that i'm the laziest person in the universe!

No need to say aloud one, they can feel it from the air?

Even Eric is much more hardworking than me! And thats saying something, considering he lives in Eric-Planet who worships AuntMunMun and only CHUT all day round.
*avoids tomato from MunMunAunt*


I've started studying and doing notes now! Start abit the late, and not very efficient yet, but hey, at least its a progress right?

And i've realized that one of the best ways for me to remember most information is saying it out again =D!~

So yeah, if i ever suddenly started babbling out stuffs i've studied and all,
PLEASE BEAR WITH ME!

Just listen to it lar, i'll then realize i'm boring everyone and stop...

... hopefully =P!~

Mwehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!~

Its fun to annoy everyone XD!~

Just annoyed my mom last night with murder and provocation =P!

Tis fun XD!~

Today is Sunday.

Shouldn't i be doing my notes etc?

Class tomorrow. 8am.

Feel like crying o(ㅠ.ㅠ)o.

I WANT TO SLEEP!

Gosh, i love sleeping! SLEEP XD!~


Shall go prepare notes after finishing Hana Yori Dango 2!

Gah, i just love it XD!~

Although i know whats going to happen next, its still so gripping! As in it made me want to continue watching the whole series without stop XD!~

Thus now, i'm catching it EVERY WEEK without fail!

Much much better than the Taiwan version =P!

But i'm still very thankful and appreciative of the Taiwan version, otherwise i wouldn't have picked up how to read, write and speak mandarin better!


Ooh, don't forget the fact that this Hana Yori Dango 2... HAS MY OGURI SHUN!!!

YAH XD!~

So cute, hot, dashing, good-looking, gentlemanly, smart, good-actor, alot of good things in the world XD!~

Somemore he fits his character so nicely *blushes in delight*!~

YAH XD *dances around, ignoring nunpiks from behind*!~


Ok, enough, faster finish drama then do work now!

FIGHTING!


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My deepest condolence to one of my favourite actress Xu Wei Lun 許瑋倫, who passed away this afternoon 5.09pm due to a car accident.

This really came as a shock.

Although i won't say i'm her biggest fan or had watched all her dramas and all, but i like her because i feel she's one of those actress who are apart from beauty, are talented and natural.

May she rest in peace!

Contradicting.

Hehe, i felt like a hypocrite sometimes =P!

And i hate hypocrites, gah!

Hate myself? ANDUE!~

HeeChul's getting on my nerves; she got really pissed off at the new kitties, and she wants to approach them, but is afraid at the same time.

Can't blame her, when she was younger she tried to approach the older cats, ended up getting bullied like mad!

However, she's hissing and all when we bring her near to them, to one extend she tried to scratch me!

This did not help my mood at all o(=.=*)o.


Anyways, back to what i was supposed to say:

Hehe, why do i call myself a hypocrite?

Hmm... now thinking back, not exactly "hypocrite" THAT serious lar, but more like "contradictings".


Remember the pass few days where i got so annoyed by everyone else?

Nyat, i need a new Blog where i can just curse and stuffs!

Anyways, after "calming-down", i've made a resolution to TRY not to be easily annoyed!

Its a good thing as well lar, just control and all, no point being annoyed to people who are not worth-it!

Good for health also, annoyance is definitely a no-no!

And i've actually successfully made to it... well, sorta.

I'm no Superman, of course need time to "get-to-it"!


However, the contradicting part is that i felt i was not appreciated.

The thing with middle-years, we really need to feel appreciated huuh?

Taken for granted, isn't that sad?

Not even any thanks or concern, especially through all the trouble it went through.

Should not be that kind next time, to anyone who is not worth the trouble which went through.


But being kind is not just something you can just "don't-want-to-do" or avoid right? I mean, nobody's THAT heartless?

Nah, i don't think i'm being "kind", i'm just 8.

Should stop being 8, and be more "selfish" to unworthy people, and more "selfless" to worthy people.

I know its not nice to judge and rate people.

But like said, i'm not kind, so yeah, why help if it will just be taken for granted?

Its not like we're helping animals, and stop eating Shark's Fin soup and all.

And i know everyone would've said, even if i stop eating Shark's Fin soup, its not like the sharks will worship me or anything.

In fact, they'll probably see me as a threat to them if i enter the waters with them!

However, seeing them swimming freely around the ocean, isn't that worth the trouble? Isn't it beautiful?

They are just such magnificent creatures!

I know its beautiful to me, i love Sharks.

And people who just eat Shark's Fin soup are horrible.
*Of course, there is another contradicting opinion which i'll just "small-quote" it at the end of this post.


Oops, side-tracked again. Me and my animal-loving-side XD!~

Of course, contradicting again, sometimes when BIG TROUBLE really pursues, it won't hurt to help lar, even if it will be taken for granted again!

At least you know you tried =)!


Though, another thing is i felt that worst thing is NOT being taken for granted, but rather, when you need help or at least, need a "favour" to be returned, because it might be important to you, it was not returned.

Especially from constant emo-peoples like me o(=v=")o. I might need the constant attention, ehehe!

And thus, it made you felt worst for helping out others in the first place.

But its ok lar, i guess its just nice to help people =).


See how i contradicts myself o(=.=")o.

I should stop writing now, before i contradicts myself further and confuses everyone.

Going to flea-market later! See you!~


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About the Shark's Fin part:
I have a friend whose uncle or someone catches sharks, and displays their fin at home.

I find that "ok", because although i generally opposed to any killings of any wildlife, at least those sharks are KILLED, and not just FINNED and left floating in the ocean to die!

Somemore my friend UNDERSTOOD me and my sharks, and even sorta apologized and felt remorse to me!

How can you get angry at someone so understanding? Especially when its not what they did, and its something you are more "ok" with as opposed to finning!


Just for a bowl of Shark's Fin soup, most sharks caught for their FIN will just be FINNED, then throw back into the ocean to be left to die.

Imagine someone catched you all of a sudden, chop off your hands and legs (Our hands and legs to use are like fins to sharks, we need it to be able to swim!), and throw you into the ocean.

Float-float-float... DIE!


If someone just say they can't help it for eating Shark's Fin soup, because they love it, and though they doubt they will stop but at least, its NOT something they are "proud" of, at least that is something i can "close-one-eye-open-one-eye".

Not that i can live with that fact, but when its your close friends and all, what can you do?

Catch them, throw them and feed them back to the sharks?

At least they are NOT PROUD of it!


But i've just met someone who had seriously annoyed me.

Not only he did not feel REMORSE for doing so, he darely say to me:

"Because sharks are getting lesser so he's going to eat alot of Shark's Fin soup before they are all gone."

And he said it as if he had just won the NOBEL PRIZE for eating Shark's Fin soup and stuffs.

Obviously, he was PROUD of eating Shark's Fin soup.

He has officially gone into my ANNOYED-LIST.

And his a nice guy, mind, but someone like that is just someone i truly dislike.

As much as he is still my friend and all, i doubt he'll be considered a true friend any time sooner.

If he didn't say it in front of me, but to everyone else, who cares lar, it was not infront of me!

But to say THAT infront of me, that's just PLAIN DISRESPECTFUL.

You don't do this to friends. Especially for something you truly believe in.

Especially for an animal-freak like me.


Bah, but technically, no matter how much i like someone lar, i will have a general dislike for anyone who eats Shark's Fin soup!

Yes, even if they are Super Junior, Shinhwa, Jay Chou, TVfXQ! or w-inds.!

Except for my Paternal Grandmother.

Because i feel she'll probably stop eating it for me, but out of respect, if she really wants it, i wouldn't have mind.

She's my grandmama for heaven's sake!

But i wouldn't know. She left before i got the chance to find out.


Where in the world is Natsuko when you need her?

Ehe!

Mi-sticks!

I LOVE IT!

ChocoBrown!

LOVE LOVE LOVE!~

I just bought THREE BOXES of it, after finishing my last one, because i REALLY LOVE it XD!~

Not just for the cover (TVfXQ! as cover XD!~), but THE VERY-YUMMY CONTENTS as well!

LOVE!~

I've already have my collection of TVfXQ! Mi-sticks boxes, so no matter buying whose cover it doesn't really matter!

Except JaeJoong and ChangMin, because my collection is missing JaeJoong, and ChangMin is my little boy!

MI-STICKS XD!~


ps: HeeChul's Blog updated =D!~

LOST in Ampang.

Not as in the tee-vee series LOST, but it sorta might as well lar =P!

After last night's BBQ party...
*Which the pit caught on fire, we told ghost stories, it was not exactly "successful" because we didn't manage to finish cooking everything else, but the fun part was jumping, throwing, pushing everyone else into the swimming pool =P!
More detailed stories next time!

... ended up waking up at around almost 10am today =P!

As opposed to the time i'm supposed to wake up, 8am!


I purposely pay an additional RM2, using Penchala Link, so i could get there faster!
...
Ended up stuck in a jam there for almost half-an-hour o(=.=")o...

So wasted. Gah.


Then reach, go walk-walk around, teman Auntie buy her mp4.

Yes, i'm VERY Chinese. Buy whatever also must have BEST DEAL!

Somemore the mp4 not for me one =P!


Then dee-dee-dah-dah later, i got my car (Aiyo, i paid an extra RM0.50 for 00minutes in the parking lot o(=.=")o...) and dropped Auntie off at Pasar Seni, for fear she might lose her way and ended up in Africa!

Actually, should just let her get lost lar!

Maybe she'll end up in Alaska instead, and i ask her to get me an Alaskan Malamute =D!~
*dreams of life with Gamba and a new family-member, who shall be named as Alaska for now =D!~*

Hmm, maybe her Blog will come with a new entry: LOST in Alaska. =D!~


Back to the story, hehe!

After dropping Auntie, i'm not sure whether there is NOWHERE to turn, or if i missed it, or i should've U-turn, but anyways, i ended up making a BIG U-TURN back to the same place o(=.=")o.

Somewhere near it lar, its almost reaching Pudu!

I wanted to go to Ampang Point!

I tried another new road lar, instead of the one i initially wanted to try, and ended-up using the highway!

Coming down the elevated-highway, i didn't want to use the U-turn like bro did, so i exited one stop earlier from the elevated-highway.

What a BIG MISTAKE.

When i was going down the ramp, on the other side of the road was PACKED JAM! Cannot move those type!

I at first thought why so many cars parked like that o(=v=")o.

Then i missed the turning, because those idiots blocked the turning-in. I ended-up going STRAIGHT.

And.

Don't know where i'm going to.

So "instinctively", i use those roads going right-way lar, at least nearer to my destination, but don't know end-up passby what alot-of-cars-but-very-kampungly type of road.

Then jam another half-an-hour when trying to exit to the main-road o(=.=")o


On the way back, explored new ways to use, and wasted another 3-5minutes because the road wasn't "usable".

When i got home. SO TIRED.

Next time, should just stick to the SAME ROAD.

Unless it jams lar =P!

Eitherways, i've learned a few new ways to use, so "no worries"?

Hmm...


And btw, normal-humans would've FREAKED OUT when they got the WRONG ROAD right? Somemore pass some places they wouldn't have normally passed, sure FREAK?

But in my case.

I'm not normal.

I laughed out loud like mad o(=v=")o.

Maybe it would seem as one of the, "freaked-out-ways", but seriously, i find it really funny XD!~

Hehehe!~


Argh, my legs are SO TIRED o(=.=")o.

Stood half-the-time walking around, stuffed with other people, and sat in the car with legs stepping the pedals half-the-other-time.

Tired tired.

Must sleep early.

FIGHTING!

Sometimes.

There are times when you just need to.

Have you smiled today =)?


ps: I want to go to the nearest beach, waddle myself to the middle-of-the-ocean, and bury myself within the corals.

I've been looking through pics and vids of when i was chasing after SuJu at the airport.

I called KyuHyun "KyuHyUn".

RyeoWook was just somewhere-around-me (And i didn't notice.).

SiWon looked into my camera.
Or rather, at the crazy woman shouting like mad taking stalker-videos of them with a beautiful camera.

Or rather, he probably wanted my camera. I mean, who doesn't.

Too bad. Its mine.


And then remembering other embarrassing moments at the airport.

So. freaking. malu.

I hope SungMin never remembers me.
*To which he does, i'll go destroy Byul, to which he'll definately forget me adee =D!

So do KyuHyun for calling him the wrong name.

And KiBum for ignoring him.
His practically dancing at my side and i ignored him... because i didn't know his there till later.

There can always be more time in the future to "re-introduce" myself again.

And leave a good impression.

WITHOUT the embarrassing parts. Definately.


Now looking at the good side:
A lot of wonderful memories =).

How wonderful it would be if you could just erase the embarrassing parts and retain the wonderful parts o(=v=")o.

I miss them so much.