Antis.

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Edit:
HeeNim caught me (= =")...

Posted in his cafe diary... it goes along the lines of not to worry about the diary left in his minihompy, and do not worry about him, but worry about EXAMS...

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Nobody can escapes HeeNim nya?

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I've told myself over-and-over again.

Not to be affected by antis' words.

They are just a bunch of too-bored people without a life, thus, jealous of others who DO have a life, they unleash weapons of words onto them, in hopes that they'll feel better for their miserable lives.

Though the fact remains i'm over-protective over things i love.

My family, friends, animals and my idols.

I can never stand any bad word against them.

I never like people talking bad about them.

No. Matter. WHAT.


In this case now, i'm talking about the anti-attacks on Super Junior.

Nevermind that the attacks onto them. They are entertainers.

And especially being a Hallyu-entertainer, and hailing from The Land of Antis (where people there can feel so bored, they can just suddenly form a group randomly and start hating famous entertainers for no apparent reason), they SHOULD be prepared to face the antis.

Do you know that Korean entertainers don't need paparazzi?
Because they are so often stalked by fans and antis that, why the need for paparazzi?


At least SuJu are still able to keep their privacy.

In TVfXQ!'s case, they had reached the height that they are no longer human anymore.
They can no longer go out without ending up being kidnapped and killed by a crowd of crazy fans and antis.

Any GIRL associated with them would probably be in danger of breathing.

Nevermind that, they can just stay at home?

But how to feel peaceful at home when there are chances fans come trashing into your house (illegally of course), and to an extend, move to the unit opposite yours so they can stalk your every single movement?

Constantly watched, constantly stalked.

Fans, there's nothing much we can say because fans will be fans. We can never understand them as they differs.

As if not enough, they are constantly watched even by antis, because those antis want to see them fall.

They (the entertainers) have to be perfect all the time so they wouldn't need to give antis any reasons to launch their attacks.

But what did they do to deserve unreasonable criticisms and attacks from antis?

I don't mind constructive criticism on Super Junior, because i understand those words are said so they could improve and be even better.

Though i will get cranky when the constructive criticism comes from non-fans, that i usually only accept criticism from fans because i know that WE ALL KNOW and had saw how hard they had worked but whatever, this is not my main point for this entry.

Its about those freaking antis.

As bad antis may be, sometimes they end up improving Super Junior with their attacks.

For those sort of antis, i'm grateful.


But where there is good, there will always be bad.

The worst sort of antis.

What had they (the entertainers) do to deserve to be attacked and harassed constantly by those fools who had nothing better to do?

What had they done onto them?

I understand sometimes when you look into the face of some entertainers, you'll feel "Ah, i don't like this person.", or "That entertainer has a very bad attitude, so i don't like them.".

I'm only human. I have those feelings too.

But to an extend of wanting them to die?

Its not like they had taken a knife and blackmailed your whole family? Or kill your cat or don't want to help your grandmother cross the street or something.

What had they do?

They only perform for the sake of us fans who are WILLING to throw give our moneys to them.

They are also working to support their lives and their family.

They are also HUMANS.

Imagine if you are in their place, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?

Its not like you're performing to destroy the lives of others right?

Even if some fans are a bit the over, its their choice. The entertainers didn't hold a knife to their face and threaten to scar them unless they go crazy over them right?


The curses had even gone to the extend of abusive and obscene words to the entertainer's family, who is not even in any way, related to the entertainment world.

So what had THEY done to deserve the abuse?

Because their family members is an entertainer? An artist. So thats why they deserve it?

Or is it because they didn't help your grandfather cross the street this time?

As an entertainer, you have to be prepared for this sort of criticism, and accept the fact that not necessary everyone had to like you.

Even as a normal living person, a private citizen, you have to be prepared not everyone will like you.

But criticisms, insults, anything onto a person as an individual is ok.

But why drag until their family?

Do i need to find out who my great-great-great grandfather is so you could scold him for giving birth to me?

Or so you could "revenge" upon me by not helping him cross the road?


What is the freaking problem with those antis?

Ah, this, is certainly one of the mysteries in the world.


I don't know what i'm talking about now actually.

What turns out in the beginning as reasoning and all, will usually turn into blabberings in the end, because i always end up strolling far away from what i initially wanted to say, and there are alot of things to say.

Please excuse me.

I'm not feeling well, my brain is not working, i've not done any academic work today because i don't feel good, the antis are making this worst, and i'm freakingly-sorta-dead-worried for EunHyuk and HeeNim now.

I shall retire to sleep now.

Everything is killing me now, even eating is killing me.

Except Super Junior.


If i hear any bad words against my idols these few days (especially the ones with the initial S.J.), i might just CRACK.

Don't say you are not warned.

I hereby apologize first if in any case i do, you know, crack.


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Just a note why the sudden outburst:

HeeNim was involved in an accident last year.

A pretty bad one, but thank God, he is ok now.

As much as i didn't say anything about that matter at that time, that time was really tough for me because i was really worried for him.

But how can someone, anyone for that matter, come and say:
'He should have died during his previous accident, it's a shame he didn't'

Its a shame that people like YOU are alive.
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These few days must be emo-days for people born around the middle-of-the-year.

Everytime EeTeuk emos, i'll usually also emo because of something or another.

STOP EMO-ING LEADER TEUK!

You're not making things better (= =")... you're infecting your emo-ness to other poor members as well!

ARGH!