When it hurts so much it doesn't hurt anymore.

When tears had flow out too much they stop flowing.

Something isn't right, but not being there feels even worst.

I feel bad. In the end... now... i felt as if nothing has happened.

But something had.

And i don't like it. I really hate it.

So this feeling...

Am i just acting strong? Acting positive?

Or is it because i'm just trying to "bluff" myself?

Pretending that nothing had happened?


I've stop crying now. Because i couldn't cry anymore.