I've been selfish.

Is it only human to worry about matters which are most serious at hand?

Focusing only on the youngest one, i've neglected my angel, my monkey and my instant-noodle.

I feel terrible.

They might be feeling better, but it is no reason for me to be so right?


There's also the others.

Watermelon. Baby. Danhobak.

If i can feel so, they must be feeling worst.


Apart from that, there was this other horrible feeling which had appeared.

How can this even pop-up in my head?

I am a horrible and selfish person.