I miss HeeNim.

How are you?

When will you be getting better?

When will you be coming back?

Or do you want my HeeChul to use her claws to dig you out so we can see you soon (-┏)?

I miss you, please take good care of yourself and come back asap ok?

슈퍼주니어가 있기 때문에
엘프는 존재하지만
엘프가 존재하기 때문에
슈퍼주니어는 영원하다

"Because there is Super Junior
ELF exists but
Because ELF exists
Super Junior is Eternal."

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It's never about Super Junior only. It's never about ELF only.

It's always Super Junior and ELF.

ONLY13.

Geng.

How if i ended up disliking you?

ONLY13.

How to feel like a member of Wonder Girls?

Wear TBJ nearby, a brand endorsed by them!

I feel like dancing "Tell Me" every time i wear my TBJ shirt (will post a picture of it next time)!

The best part is everyone telling you they love you XD!!
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Ok, its because it was written on the shirt: "I wish you Love me" =P!!


Personally, i feel its so not me wearing shirts with such messages.

I would prefer to wear more, hmm... thought-provoking messages shirts? Something quirky, funny, but the same time, smart-alec-ish?!

Or of course, environmental-awareness shirts!

Not that i own any of those shirt (except my Adopt a Turtle one), i have yet to met one i really like...

I have one which says, "World Without Strangers" which i really like, but its like, Giordano's trademark, so nothing "unique", but still love it nonetheless!

And in High School Musical, Corbin Bleu's character always wear shirt with cool messages! Not that i pay attention to any, except the: "I come with my own background music". I think that's really neat! Corbin Bleu actually came up with those phrases, and the crew choses the best ones and makes them into shirts for him!


Hmm, if i were to able to print messages on my own shirt, i would definitely want to print...

Approach and Worship.
HeeNim-style (-_ㅡV).












Nice.

I cried.

It's the first time i watch hip-thrust, and i was not happy nor excited.

OMG i hate you SM.

My boys are the light of my life; every time i see them no matter how bad i feel, i'll always feel right in a jiffy.

But now, you have to make me cry when i see them.

And it was not because of "Teukie-emotions".


I watched the MV with mixed feelings. I honestly don't know how i feel. I know i feel proud of the boys because their pronunciation has gotten so much better. And OMG they are so hot in it!!

But...
No offence, i know i've said i will TRY not to talk bad about jumyuk anymore, but i can't help it.

Those two look like "extras" lor seriously. Like...

As i've said in Chinese before... 多餘的人. Like ultra-kao extras, or to put it straight:

THEY DON'T BELONG IN THE PICTURE.

At the same time i felt sad, horrible, terrible and just plain emo. Plus jealousy.

OMG CHOI SIWON I'M GOING TO KILL YOU TONIGHT. (wokay, bedroom talk, you didn't read that nor saw it in any way.)


Ok seriously, i don't know how i felt about the MV because i was too busy feeling heartbroken, emo, terrible and crying all-at-the-same-time (yes, its possible to feel all that at once, unless your emotion capacity is that of a teaspoon).

But i guess if i can say:

It's the first time i watch hip-thrust, and i was not happy nor excited.

I guess that "statement" explained it all?


I'm just going to forget about it. Maybe when i wake up it's all just a bad nightmare. Maybe when i wake up it'll all go away.




ps: RyeoWook looks might fine in it though!

I love you Wookie my precious younger twin!~

In terms of talking about Super Junior - M...
You are my that small "blip" of light on the totally dark horizon darkened by the root-of-all-evil SM.

Choco-fied.

To my one and only slab of chocolate ♡!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIWON!~

Slabby chocolate!

I love my nicknames for my 13 boys XD!~

But sorry baby, i was too lazy really tired to bake cake or go out to buy one, so i celebrated by erm... using HyukJae's last piece of birthday cake.

Yummy birthday cake!~
Hmm, i'm sure RyeoWook would love this cake XD!~


And a (few?) words from the little rascal...

Hmm, you're lucky she's even in the mood to wish you a happy birthday.

I'm not surprised if she would whack your picture again (= =")...
Because she misses you so badly.

The classic HeeChul-SiWon-Love picture!

I miss appa.

Awwwwww!~
HeeChul, appa's little girl (and omma's as well!)!~


Happy Birthday My Darling Choco (^^ )!~

SJ - M?

Super Junior - Malaysia?

Hey, i didn't know i'm in Super Junior?

Cool.

Do you really think so?

ONLY13.

To my one and only Monkey.

Honestly speaking, i don't like Monkeys.

However, i'm named "Monkey" (by that crazy woman)...

And there's this one and only monkey i love.

ONE LOVE.

Lee HyukJae.

Me 보속미남 Jewel Guy Lee HyukJae of course!

Thinking back, if i was not mistaken, since i got round celebrating SuJu's birthday every year, it was EunHyuk's birthday who i started with! Along with SiWon's (^^ )!~

But yeah, it was mainly for EunHyuk!

I love HyukSu XD!~
So adorable together!!

This year, i got a special cake for him!

TADA!

Ok, it was not ME who got that cake... my dad got it, but since like, its just to eat and nothing else, might as well i take it as EunHyuk's birthday cake too right =D?

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And... ok ok i admit i ps-ed his name on it =P (so obvious ok!!)!

Because when i initially ordered that cake for me dad, one week before, i forgot about the fact that EunHyuk's birthday is just next week (from when i order), and i could've actually used that cake...

But no, since i forgot, and since i can write messages on the cake, so i wrote the SuJu member's name whom i think of the most... Kim HeeChul, after me fat cat.

So yeah... sorry EunHyuk... should've written your name ne?

But its the thought that counts =D!

Happy birthday EunHyuk!

May you continue to shine like our precious Jewel as always (^^ )!~
(Thats his sister - though i wish i was in her place XD!)

松山ケンイチ.

OMG i love the movie 「L change the WorLd」 (as posted before)!

I HEART L XD!~

It's so much better than Death Note =P!

I went to watch the movie again (^^ )!~
And well, i was sleeping when L's not on-screen, and wide-awake whenever his on-screen!
Imagine if i were to watch Death Note again (for L), guarantee sleep throughout most of the movie except when L's on, because they pay more attention to Light in Death Note.
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Ok that's not true, because i watched Death Note 1 & 2 like, 3-4 times (or more), and i was wide-awake all around. I guess its because in L's movie, L is the only thing (in the movie) which can keep me awake, whereas in Death Note, i LOVE the Battle of the Geniuses!


His really HOT as L, and no doubt his tall physique, bod butt and lips (Rou-Master was the one who brought my attention there) are... well, HOT and sexy XD!~

I'm so adding him into my list of Japanese guys (^^ )!~
Which is well, comprising of erm... Tachibana Keita... and Oguri Shun... and er...

Only.
Thats all.

Well, can't blame me, i'm fussy.
(ps: Somehow or rather their all 180cm above, hmm...)


Apart from being L, if you've watched him in Nana, you will agree with me i guess (^^ )!~

And that bloody horror movie which i would so NOT have watched if not for him (ok, and Miyake Ken as well)... omg i can have nightmares after watching that movie... because its so boring (= =")...
His hairstyle is not really nice in the movie, but somehow or rather, he's still really hot and "man" in the movie!
Like, so bloody gentleman in the movie i melted on my seat!~

And... to make it sound really sad... its the first time i saw a gentleman in a Japanese movie or drama (= =")...

Nice?


Anyways, one movie his in which i really really want to watch most is ドルフィンブルー ～フジもういちど宙へ～ (Dolphin Blue ~Fuji mou ichido sora e~)!

One of my favourite pics of him (biased - because there's the dolphin there as well)! (Got it from the official website)

But but... at the same time i don't want to watch it is as well... because i know i'll get bloody emotional watching it... because of the dolphin (=v=")...

I'm so jealous, i want to swim with the dolphins too (ㅠ.ㅠ)...

Its so in my list of things i want to do, along with diving!

I told you i love the ocean XD!
(ps: Rou-Master and my cousin Kat can give proofs to it )

OMG, i adore animals, especially wildlife, and especially especially marine lifes (sharks!)!


Ok, before i side-track...
Recently i read about this movie he acted in from Auntie's blog.

I don't like the Japanese title, sound like some R-rated movie... but the English title's nice: Don't Laugh at my Romance.

And especially the pic on the website:

HOT is the word for it.
The guy obviously.
I mean, just look at it!

NYAH XD!~


But honestly, i was rather surprised the list of Japanese guys i like are rather "limited"... i mean really...

And to think the fact i was a J-pop fan for like... at least 4-5 years?

I mean, there are those i think are cute and hot and all... but as to those i really like... sdn. bhd. thank you.


I guess i better compile a list of guys i like like what Amanda did soon!

Oh well, when i get to it anyways =P! Mwehehehehehehehehehe!~

Hae-ish day.

I lost my Hae and Stitch handphone strap today.

As posted before, i was devastated.

Yeah, i tried looking for it, but as expected, it's like looking for that one fur HeeChul shed last night in a deep blue ocean.

Yeap, that difficult.

Lost forever.


To make matters worst, i was listening to my mp3-walkman as i stroll around OU looking for that bloody lost-forever-handphone strap, and whenever i pay attention to the song which is playing, which is obviously SuJu's songs, it would ALWAYS be DongHae's part.

(= =")

And then while having my dinner with Auntie and Rou-Master, Auntie ordered this Grape Fruit drink, and then gave it to me.

I actually have a list of fruits i relate SuJu members to.

And Grape Fruit is the fruit i name DongHae as.


So Hae-ish.
It's like every step reminding me of my lost handphone-strap.

Unfortunately, i'll have to let this matter down after feeling emo for almost the whole day.

What else can i do? Honestly saying.


Just hope my beloved precious will be fine wherever they are now.

I'll miss you.


Okstopbeingemobyebye.

Of all bad things to happen today, it has to be the one i lost my precious handphone strap.

The one with Stitch and DongHae.
My two precious ocean-related precious which i treasure a lot.

Because i love the ocean, and not just the East Sea.

I know, its just a bloody handphone strap, so get over with it.

I know, it doesn't cost much, so get over with it.

But somehow or rather... i can't, every little thing is important to me, especially things like this.

So yeah, no matter how small the chance, i'm going out to look for it now.


I'm mad.

The dreaded tomorrow.

I was watching back my collection of Don't Don peformances.

OMG i almost tear watching it.

Its just that... you could really see how much effort the boys put in for these performances. For this 2nd album.

Even if it means not enough sleep due to late night practices till early morning.

Even if it means being extra tired due to all the practices, late nights etc.

Just for a purr-fect performance for ELF.

All for ELF.


But SM is threatening to break the bond between ONLY13 Super Junior and ONLY13 ELF.

I dread tomorrow's arrival.

Heck, it's already tomorrow (-┏).

HeeChul's First Walk with omma

Seriously, cats don't amaze me.

Kim HeeChul does.

Whenever i feel like it and goes outside for a walk around the neighbourhood, HeeChul will follow me around. I don't like it because she never knows when to come back despite me screaming my head off for her, and she'll runaway whenever i try to catch her to come home!

So every time i want to go out, i'll have to "learn" to make sure she doesn't see me outside, otherwise guarantee follow.


It was only until recently (30th March 08) that i realize that its ok to go out for walks with HeeChul, as long as we "mutually-agree" to certain rules.

• I should NEVER chase after her, and don't even TRY to catch her to come home with me. In other words, NO TOUCHY. If she wants to be touched, she'll come to me, but i shall not go to her.

• In return, she'll follow behind me whenever i walk, and keep herself within my eyesight.

In other words, HeeChul is a VERY curious cat. But at the same time, she's really scared of everything else!
Seriously.
So yeah, she will want to explore everywhere and all, and as long as i am within her eyesight (as in she can see me), she'll continue exploring there. However, if i were to leave any further to somewhere she can't see me, she'll actually MEOW and run after me XD!!

But at the same time, i also want to keep her within my eye range, so i have to keep turning my head to look behind to ensure she's following!

Otherwise its fun (^^ )!
She really follows me around, and then if i come home, she'll come home with me!


I should probably train her to walk on a leash, then we can go for walks together more properly without me having to crane my neck every few minutes XD!!

Kim HeeChul, both the real person and my baby, never fail to amaze me every time (^^ )!~

What is the word for it?

I'm feeling very emo? Irritated? Pissed? Sad? Tired? Annoyed? Worried? Anxious? Indecisive? today...

In other words, i just don't feel good today.

I was feeling so horrible that i couldn't even *think* of Super Junior properly (which is something very serious considering that its coming from me)!!

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Ok i lied, i was thinking about JongWoon today.

But anyways... yeah, to top it off, i'm having a bad day today. Full stop.

Luckily my boys and HeeChul (lols, aren't they the same except that my (cat) HeeChul is a girl?) are always there for me XD!!


Then when i got home, i watched the ending of いま、会いにゆきます or Be With You.

OMG SO SAD (ㅠ.ㅠ)...

I always avoid watching it, despite it being shown frequently, because i know the ending and its so sad and the beginning is rather boring as well that me and CousinKat actually slept through it despite the fact we waited anxiously for the DVD to come out!

But anyways, i watched it and... sad (ㅠ.ㅠ)...

Its a really good movie, but i reckon not watching it when you're feeling particularly sleepy =P!


And yes, don't forget the soundtrack to that movie!!

花 (Hana) by Orange Range!

OMG I LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCH!!
Its on of my top-most favourite Japanese songs (^^ )!~
To the extend i actually didn't change channel till the whole song finished, despite that its just the credits rolling!

And to make myself happier, in this album...

花 (Hana) bOrange Range was the song chosen by EeTeuk to be placed in the album!!!

SO HAPPY XD!!

I love that song, and he chose that song (well, if he did chose that song instead of being forced by SM)!~

It's like:
"kimchi-yah, i chose your favourite song for you for that album!~" says Angel with his smile!
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Ok, i'm feeling so much better already (^^ )!~

As much as Teukie is my Emo-ANGEL, his also my Guardian-Angel (^^ )!~


Ok, off to watch SpongeBob now! JA XD!~


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Edit: Stupid Nickelodean.
It was suppose to show SpongeBob, but they showed Lola and Virginia instead.

Idiots.
I don't like watching Lola and Virginia, the bloody cartoon makes no sense!
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Yes, that comes from someone who watches and adores Fairly Odd Parents and SpongeBob SquarePants to bits!


Now you know how i'm really like =P! Hahaha!

Girls.

To my dear fellow ELF: Cam, Joyce, Gaia and Carol.

Gosh i miss you guys (ㅠ.ㅠ)...
Its seriously such a Miracle how 13 beautiful boys can actually bring a group of girls from different parts of the world together (^^ )!

I still remember the times when we stalked them...

And the constant taxi-rides...

Ah, memories.

But... of all the times we had taken taxi...

WHY CAN'T OUR DRIVER BE THIS TWO???

This is so unfair.

ps: I really should write-up on my Korea trip soon before i forget anything (= =")...

Don't you dare bully my omma!

Otherwise...
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Only I can bully her.


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SuJu in Malaysia.

More than anything else do i want Super Junior to come to Malaysia!

But i'm really scared.

Like really really scared.

To the extend i would rather they not come at all.


I'll be honest.
In Malaysia, majority fans who like SuJu are "DongBangSuJu-fans"... some are even "BigBangDongBangFTIslandSuJu" fans; those who jumps the bandwagon and are "fans" to whichever artists who comes.

But anyways...
Well... maybe i'm just stereotyping them... but...

Most of those DongBangSuJu fans in Malaysia are more TVXQ-sided, and thus, they supported SuJu probably just for-the-sake-of-supporting, and perhaps don't even know them well!

Honestly, i've never met another Malaysian ELF in my life, other than my hoobaeXiYen. As in a true ELF, not a "CassiopiELF".

Nope, never.


So yeah, when SuJu comes for concert, i'm really worried that "those fans" probably wouldn't even know what to do as compared to what an ELF knows!

For one, during the concert part for Marry U.
I rather they not come for the concert to begin with, or just omit that part... because i'm really worried nobody would know how to sing back for them.

That part is seriously and completely ONLYELF's part.
ELF will do everything, the boys wouldn't even need to lift a finger, but just sit there and listen to you. So yeah...

How if nobody knew how to sing back?


For two... the grabbing part.
I'm sure everyone who reads my Blog has read about the China-fans-grabbing part.

ELF knows better than to grab at the boys, seriously.

I'm not sure if Malaysian fans knows about this fact. Or maybe they'll just "attack" considering the fact that half-of-them actually loses their mind at the sight of the boys.

I don't want another incident such as the China-incident to happen again.

But moreover...

I don't want to give Malaysian ELF, those who are REALLY REALLY true fans to Super Junior, a bad name in Super Junior's eyes.


I might be crude, but thats the truth.

I witness it first-hand when F.T. Island was leaving the venue after the fansigning session.

You tell me how is it that we are "good fans".

Korean fans are "reputated" to be mad.
But after meeting Korean fans and experiencing several different fan-experiences with them...

I think WE are the "mad an uncivilized ones".

Seriously.

Gatal is the word.

For me.

I went and watch IPLE of Super Junior when they are in Malaysia for Dancing Out.

Memories.

Of Bulgogi.

And memories.

Of running around whole day finding nothing.

And more memories.

Of how near we were.

Great, now no need sleep adee .

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ps: I just realized...

That for certain performances, during certain parts you'll just focus on one member and only that one member automatically and naturally. Unless you tell yourself to "look at another member" during that part, chances are you'll just focus on that one member!

My favourite dance from Super Junior is 갈증 (Remix Version)'s opening "Clap-back-dance" (as i like to call it)!

And during that part i'll automatically focus on DongHae and only DongHae!
Sometimes i tell myself to look at other members during that part, but somehow or rather, i'll just look back at DongHae!

Because his just amazing at that part! I especially love the look on his face when he does the "clap-back-dance"!!

To me, that part's really tough, but to him, it's probably easy to him, or challenging, or it's fun
to him, so maybe thats why he has this smirk on his face every time he dances that part?

Eitherways, as said before and will always say...

DongHae is many-loved (^^ )!~

Oh no.

Remember my this post when i said i want to sell off my F.T. Island's album?

Well... i guess it's kinda difficult now considering the fact that there's only ONE signature...

And i have my nice BIG NAME written on it (=v=")...

Ehem...
(Sorry WonBin sayang, but SungMin writes my name SO much nicer =P!)

Erm... any other Jo Jo who likes WonBin (of F.T. Island) who wants to er... buy my album?

Its in good condition!
And your name and favourite member is on it?

No?
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Seriously, getting him to write my name there is probably "a-mistake" to begin with... but oh well, no regrets because its like... COLLECTION (^^ )!~

A bloody "RM90-CD-i'll-probably-never-listen-to-it-on-the-stereo" collection... what the treasure island (= =")...

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ps: Do you know "what the treasure island" means? The one i was always saying?

Well, you know how people use the words, "what the hell" and all...
I prefer to say "what the heaven" honestly, but since i'm talking about F.T. Island, so might as well just say "what the treasure island" to match the situation =D?

It sounds funnier anyways, lols XD!!!

kimchi-nuna eats Little Boys for breakfast.

I just got back (and bathed - smells good now) from the F.T. Island's fansign at Cineleisure.

Let me check what i write in my last post... hmm, the CD costs RM70 right?

I ENDED UP PAYING RM90 FOR THE BLOODY CD.

Because it was bought "later"... apparently.

And there's NO POSTER (they charge an extra RM10 if you want poster).
So much for "pre-ordering" *rolls eyes* (i bought Auntie's sister's pre-order CD).

Extortion lor seriously that C.I. Entertainment.

And also, i waited 3 bloody hours for 5 little boys, but its "still-ok" lar, eye-candy mar (^^ )!

Though... what shocked me most is...

When they got up the stage, i looked up the stage at them, saw one member who tied up his light-coloured-hair and wore loose shirt, and in my thought i went...
"(OMG KIM HEECHUL (0_0)!!)"
*looks properly*
"(Oh... its HongKi... !)"

Then i look look at the one on the most left of the 5 boys... JaeJin...
*me looking at his hair*
*JaeJin turned his head sideways*
"(OMG YEHSUNG (0_0)!!)" i squealed in my head.
*looks properly... again*
"(Ok... i'm in F.T. Island's fanmeeting, NOT Super Junior... stop thinking about them...)"
*continues rest of fansigning thinking about 13 boys*

Ok... either my eyes are deceiving me... my mind is deceiving me... or rather, i'm thinking of my 13 boys too much (as always) ...


So anyways, back to the whole story of the fansigning as what my title says...

Here's a VERY blur pic of them taken from my handphone with full-zoom.

This is what you get for forgetting to bring your camera... and they are like... so bloody near you what the treasure island (= =")...

Long story cut short, after waiting 3 bloody hours for them to come, i then squeeze myself to the front (what a miracle) to join Auntie's sister, which is a relief because i was bored out of my head.
Since we didn't buy the "fan-package", we have to wait for those "priority-fans" to get their signature first before we, those who only buy the albums, can get our turn.

Then the organizer (or their bloody management company), decides to be an idiotic fool and announces that fans who only buy the album (which means US) can only get ONE signature, instead of 5 as originally planned or like what the priority-fans get.

^@&*!@&&!@^(!@(!*^#*&()!@&*!^#(*!@&!(@&!^&#(&!@)**!(@*^

Ok whatever, BETTER THAN NOTHING.
I was planning to sell my album off anyways, because well, not like i want the CD honestly, but with only one signature it'll be more difficult to sell!

Anyways, then i manage to get in to the line for their signs, and was the first in line in that "group" i was in.
We were waiting below the stage, and they didn't ask which members we want, so i thought that when we get upstage, we get to choose whoever member we want, and i wanted MinHwan's one! He was seated in the middle, so he is the 3rd boy!

As i waited in the line, while at the stairs, since i'm first in that line, JaeJin looked down at us (me =D!) and i smiled back with a slight nod! But sorry dude, i wanted MinHwan's siggy XD! MinHwan is adorable, and evidently, his my favourite (^^ )!

Then when we (the group i was in) got up to the stage, they wanted everyone to hurry, so i quickly ran up, and then throw gently put my album on the table in-front of MinHwan!
WHICH... all of a sudden the staffs just quickly took my album and pushed me (and my album) to the end of the table to the 5th boy, WonBin!

So yeah, it means every "group" has 5 person. If you're first-in-line you get WonBin, 2nd gets HongKi, 3rd in line gets MinHwan (curses to that person who got MinHwan (ㅠ.ㅠ)...), 4th gets JungHoon and 5th gets JaeJin!


Anyways, i know all the little boys are looking at me (first-in-line and stopped at the wrong person and got pushed to the back), but the other fans who followed up behind me distracted them!
I don't know what my expression was like, maybe i look disappointed, but anyways when i stopped in-front of WonBin and before he proceeded to sign my album, he looked up at me (maybe with big puppy eyes?) and said "Sorry Sorry" (OMG KONGLISH XD!!)!

IF i remembered correctly, i remember saying "It's ok" (with both hands waving to signal "it's ok" in-front of him), but maybe i look disappointed or stoned? But anyways, he kept on saying sorry to me XD!!
After he signed, i asked him to write my name ("이름이 쓰세요!"), and he did (write my name), followed by "Sorry Sorry" again, and we shook hands and i left (i think when i was leaving he said "Sorry" again?)!!

But to top it off...

He gave me the impression that his afraid of me XD!!!

OMG... am i now the scary Goldfish-nuna who eats Little Boys for breakfast now?

I just scared a poor little boy whose 3 years younger than me. Do i look that scary?

This is just something i felt anyways, maybe i think too much... but for one, i'm very sure he knows that i'm his nuna, and technically, younger Korean dongsaengs are very respectful to their elders (*coughexceptOldManTeukcough*), except if their really close!

So yeah, maybe due to feeling apologetic as well... i scare him =D?

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Or maybe it was because he saw my 13 boys (their hyungs) standing behind me in order to protect me from their Primadonnas XD??

And so, they know that i'm not someone they should be disrespectful to, due to their 13 hyungs (and my 13 boys), so yeah, they respect nuna me =D?

Eitherways, mwehehehehehehehe!~

It's nice being nuna-fans for a change (^^ )!~

Oh, and some funny SMS i shared with hoobaeXiYen and Auntie while i was waiting (and after) the fansigning!

• Situation#1: I smsed hoobae to tell her that i have the strong urge to yell "I'M AN ELF" to the faces of the 5 little boys XD!!
  She replied me asking me to be careful, in case the Primadonnas, F.T. Island's fans, attacks me!
  So i replied her: "It's ok, HongKi will protect me! KangIn's orders (^^ )!~"
  
  
• Situation#2: I manage to get free-tickets to their concert tomorrow, so i msged Auntie!
  
  
  
  She asked me how did i manage to get the tickets!
  So i replied: "Oh, KangIn asks HongKi to give it to me, because he says, "HongKi-ah, my kimchi wants to go to your performance tomorrow," and HongKi replies: "Yeh hyung!"..."
  
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Don't you just love how my brain works (^^ )???

Fans-unite?

Maybe the reason why i scare the little boys is because of my strong ELF aura all around me?


But heck, i don't understand why can't ELF and Primadonna just love each other and join each other with support?
Not necessary only those two; how about Primadonna and V.I.P. together, or two of any other fanclubs together (with the exception of Cassiopeians because they don't like anybody else but themselves and TVXQ)?

Like, i help you support your idol when your idol is around, and you help me support my idol when my idol is around (provided our own idol are not around at the same time)!!

Oh well, looks like this well never happen with Korean fanclubs i guess. I say this is due to the "kiasu-factor"?

Its like those normal social-setting in Hollywood movie's High School; where the jocks can never join the geeks, the geeks will never join the losers, the losers will never join those in the drama club, and those in the drama clubs will never wave pompoms into anyone else face...

But seriously, considering the fact that they, the idols, are actually like, close to each other and all... i find it a pity that their fans can never stand unite =(...



Seriously, whenever i go to another (Korean) idols concert or gathering, i always want to announce that i'm an ELF, loud and proud!!

Everyone will think i'm there to "cai cheong" (canto), or to like, "kacau other people's territory", but really, i would rather think of what i'm doing as, "Although i'm fan of another group, i'm here to support you as well because my boys love you guys, so i want to support you guys too!" or "Although i'm a fan of another group, but i like you guys too! So i want to support you guys!"...

This world really needs more love, especially around people who enjoys K-pop together, honestly!

But no, everyone will always say, "That group's fans will kill you..."...

What the...???

Another reason why i want to "show my identity" is because i hate to "pretend" or "act" that i'm that particular groups' fan... JUST BECAUSE i am attending their show.

I mean... i may "really-like" them, but not necessary i'm like, "a big fan"... so i really want to show my identity so people won't mistaken who i really am... an ELF!!

I don't want to be those girls you see jumping up and down at SuJu's concert, then you see her again at the TVXQ concert supporting TVXQ whole-heartedly, then at Shinhwa concert wearing an orange raincoat, then at F.T. Island's performance jamming to theirs songs, then you see her, again again, at Big Bang's concert waving the black and white bandannas, then see her AGAIN at Rain's concert, dancing to his sweat which are flying towards you because he sweat too much and dances too hard at the same time...

Eiu *grossed out*...

Not to say as a fan of one group you can't be a fan of another group, but i personally feel if you're a big fan and strong supporter of a particular group, well, show it loud and proud but at the same time, give support to the other group as well...

I guess its just i don't like giving other people the "wrong information" on who i really supports?

But yeah, i guess nobody understands that... boohoo...?