Today marks one year since you've left. Everything is good here i guess, but it's just not the same without you.
LuiLui put on a tremendous amount of weight... and the one you miss the most, GirlGirl, she's doing good. HeeChul is the same, she's sleeping behind me now as i'm writing this.
Did you manage to meet Lazy dear?
I miss both of you so so much, but i'm still learning to cope with Lazy's sudden departure. It's just too sudden. Please tell him i miss and love him so much. I miss feeding him favourite can food and salmon sashimi. Please tell him i apologize that i haven't written anything for him... i will soon, but not yet... because as said, i'm still coping with it. It may have been months but... you know me... i'm not someone who copes well with departure.
I've done a great deal loads of stuffs the year round! One of it is traveling by myself to Korea! How i wish you are here to greet me when i'm home!
Apart from that, i've also went to Redang, Bangkok and one-day-trips twice to Genting! Yeah, it's not much, but you know me, i love to travel! Have you go round to see the world too?
I miss you so much everyday BoyBoy, how i really wish that you had never left. I miss looking at your big big beautiful eyes, your long eyelashes... your thick ears, your fat but super adorable face... i miss every moment with you.
But i do hope you're happier there than you'll ever be here. I'm sorry i was a lousy owner, perhaps the lousiest ever. I'll never stop missing you.
I can't remember from where, but there's this poem i really like about the Rainbow Bridge.
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together…
Till we meet again.
I miss you so much boy.
Lots of love,
Mom.
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