Ryohei's 20th Birthday!!!

今日の一月前、　涼ちゃんの誕生日だ！

Hehehe!!! Although today not Ryo's birthday, but this day last month is his XP!!! Hehehe!!!
Just thought i make it look more erm... er... hehehe, organised?? United?? XP?? Hehehe!!!

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Ooh!!! BTW, hehe, erm... er... eh... ei?
XP... don't know what to say lar!!!

What i did today... Oh!!! I sleep like DAMN LATE LAST NIGHT X(!!! I know its pass 6am when i fell asleep!!!
Scary right?
I remember it around 2.30am when i start reading this book, than it was 4.26am like that when i want to go to sleep! After that... i cannot sleep dee!!! I don't know why!!! And i remember hearing my watch signalled its 6am one!!!
The next thing i know, i have to wake up for my amali test!!!

The results?... sleepy~~ ZzzZzzZzzz...

Hehe! Went for amali test, and i was damn sleep XP!!! Cannot sit still, keep on moving, finally dozing off!!! Must be very funny, the way i look XP!!! Oh well, too bad dee lar!!!
Than went to learn more about the engines and stuffs, practical work... than...

I DROVE A CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE (Not including Daytona, Initial D, PS2, Sega etc...)!!!

So happy!!! Luckily tidak mati engine!!! The instructor keep on holding onto the steering wheel lar (Me and another 2 girls tried driving!), but still fun, controlling the pedals and all!!! I want to take Ah Theng jie jie's car out for a spin XD!!! Lol, did i say that out loud? Hehe! I don't think she'll let!!! Kekeke!!!

It was fun lar, but like Mandy and Ah Theng jie jie say... you'll get sick and tired of driving after a while!!! Lol!!! Agree!!! Next time people ask me to drive them where2 etc etc sure lazy dee one!!! Now still fresh so still love it!!! So will enjoy to the very last minute of it ^-~!!!

But one bad thing outta the amali test... my darling beloved discman broke *cries loudly and runs to Keita for hug*...
Because i placed it on my lap, than when get out of the car, i don't know whats going on with my head lar, one minute reminds me discman on lap, one minute i stand up and get out of the car...
Well, the discman which was on my lap fell and the cover broke X0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tried to fix it back, but cannot, so i just put it in the cover and pray2 go home call Sony lar...
And my w-inds.'s "w-inds. ~ bestracks ~" CD i just left it there only... when come home take out... got abit scratch *sobs louder*...
Called Sony lor, but have to wait until Monday only can send there to fix *sobs louder as Keita hugs her to calm her down*... No CDs to hear this few days... hope my darling discman will be fine *prays*...

After Amali, i came home, want to bath and sleep one, but chat with mom and dad awhile, than go out with Ah Theng jie jie dee!!! Hehehe!!! Went to Tangoo to bought the dress she loves!!!

Aiyo, i really love that brown "Ayumi-feel" dress lar!!! I've decided!!! Since the price is costly, somemore it doesn't look good on me, especially the brown one, so when got discount, cheap dee, WILL BUY XD!!!
But if when discount dee no more, mar just take it that we all no luck lor!!! She's not destinied with me XP!!! Hehehe!!!
Because i really love the brown one lar XD!!!

Ah Theng jie jie dress looks really good on her BTW!!! But too bad maybe Kaima don't really like her wear black for Ah Qiang gor gor's wedding!!! Or else she can dress up like Ayumi also XD!!!
Her dress is a little alike dee, got the "hua li gan" (Elegant feel? XP!)! Than go buy the black rose brooch, clip on the dress's strap (Its sleeveless, maxi type!), and wear a not too thick black choker with a pendant or something dangling out... WOW!!! SUPER "HUA LI"!!! LIKE AYUMI DEE XD!!!
Because Ayumi always have the "hua li", beautiful, intelligent, independence, elegant... etc etc (Too much too say dee ^-^!!! Of course, Ayu mar!!!~) feel one mar!!! Hehehe!!! Hopefully can suceed lor that outfit XP!!!

Yeah, my precious shoes broke dee, spoil dee, throw dee *sob*! Now must go look for shoes for Ah Qiang gor gor's wedding!!! I very hard find shoes one lar *sob again*... haih... just ganbatte lar ne?

I so wish my dress is like Ayumi's in the Carol's video XD!!! Lol, dreaming again *blush*!!! Hehehe!!!
But its good to dream, you know ^-~!!!

Than later, go see Auntie, than came home, and watched "いま、　会いにゆきます"'s trailer!!!
Because i wanted to know more about the storyline... hehehe, but i don't understand japanese =p!!!

I watched the first trailer (There were 3 choices)... don't understand storyline still... but its made until very artistic!!!
Than watched second trailer... got more on the characters... but still don't fully get storyline...
Than watched the third trailer... *sob sob sob CRY*!!!
So touching!!! I understand the WHOLE storyline, and also the ending can guess what happened dee!!! Very touching *sob sob*!!!
Will elaborate more on that next time lar, hehe!!! Today elaborate not good? Kekeke!!!

Hehe, haven't finish watching Quill yet!!! Must faster go watch XD!!!

And *sob sob again*... this few days very packed 0_o... aiyoyo!!!~

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涼平２０歳の誕生日、　おめでとう！！！
Ryohei's 20th birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Ryuichi's 19th Birthday!!!

誕生日おめでとう！！！

Today's Ryuichi-kun's 19th birthday!!!
Otanjoubi omedetou!!! Happy birthday ^-^!!!~~

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Hehe! Today went out to watch movie with Amanda! Hehe! Watch the korean horror movie! Night somemore! Kia kia!
Before watching movie go kacau Auntie!!! Hehehe!!! Auntie seorang jaga kedai =(!!! Luckily she wasn't harmed XP!!! Hehehe!!! CHOY XD!!!
New hairstyle so nice, later all the hamsap guys... eiuuu X|!!!
Hehe, honestly Auntie, your hairstyle very cute dee XD!!!
But i love mine better *admires self at mirror*!!!
Hahaha XP!!!

After watching movie, hehe, i ask Mandy want to "yum char" anot, than she say she want to go home. So mar, ok lor! But i want to go to Power Station check out first!
Walking there than half chatting, half browsing CDs, i say, since she'll be leaving soon (Going holiday XD!), we go "yum char" and can chat longer mar! She agreed! Than we say faster go to the Bubble Tea house drink lar! Still open cuz XD!!!
And Mandy suggested go to pool later, i also long time haven't play and wanted to play, so mar go lor XD!!! But go "yum char" first =P!!!

Hehe, played chess there XD!!! So funny!!! Like cannot end one, and we want to rush to play pool dee than hentak!!! Cincai play dee lar!!!
And it ended with Amanda laughing so loud she accidentally hit drop some of them XD!!! So funny!!! Must've scare the other customers and waiter, waitress!!!
We nice people =p, so we arrange nicely only go to play pool lor!!!

Hah!!! My skills rusty already XP!!! Mandy's one still not bad ne!!!
Than saw Chris and Joshua!!! Late owls (Say people, yourself ler? Hehehe...)...
Well, actually, i only saw Chris, Shaun and Cynthia at that time lar, when we were halfway playing pool!!! They came in to play fusball!!! Strange thing is... i didn't notice Joshua at all XP!!!
Yeap!!! We were in the same room, they playing fusball, and me and Amanda played the pool... the distance was like... 10-15 steps?... But... i didn't notice him at all XD!!! I only noticed Chris, Shaun and Cynthia, because heard them talking, and they walk pass our table cuz!!! Got greet each other lar!!!
But to be honest, i didn't notice Joshua walking pass wor XP!!! Hehehe!!! Must be i blur dee!!! Lol!!!
Than left around 12.30am!!! Hehehe, luckily dad knows about it, so nothing lar!!!

And btw, Yes Asia replied!!! Wow, if i ordered more than USD49, no need shipment unit and shipping charge XD!!! Yatta!!! Hopefully "'PRIME OF LIFE' 2004 TOUR" faster release!!! Than i can faster get my stuffs dee XD!!! YATTA XD!!! THANK YOU XD!!!

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龍一くん１９歳の誕生日、　おめでとう！！！
Ryuichi-kun's 19th birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Keita's 19th Birthday!!!

誕生日おめでとう　^ω^！！！

Today is my darling Keita's 19th birthday!!!
Keita-chan!!! Otanjoubi omedetou!!!
Happy birthday!!!
お誕生日おめでとう!!!
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慶ちゃんのこと大好きだ!!!
^ω^
Hope he'll have a great birthday!!!
With wonderful presents... ei: Me XD!!!


Keita: Yeah! Of course!

XP Hehehe!!!

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Today also my undang-undang test ne! Thanks to everyone, and especially to Keita, hehe, i pass my test ^-^!!!
Pass just nice only (42/ 50!!! Passing mark 42!!!)!!! Well, i didn't study cause -_-"... started around 1am this morning one...
But really lucky!!! Yokatta!!!
And i said, if i pass, i'm going to dance "Super Lover" infront of my family!!!
Well, i dance this really retro dance infront of me mom dee (Plus ALOT of stupid moves XP!!!), and as for THE REAL Super Lover dance, going to watch it, than tonight go back to room dance XD!!!
Hehehe!!! Really have to shake it cause!!!
Ooh!!! I need to write a story for my darling Keita ^-^!!! Birthday mar!!! Hehehe!!!
Details later lar XP!!!
Ooh, btw, found really cute pics of w-inds. from their POL DVD!!!
REALLY CUTE ONES NE XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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慶太１９歳の誕生日、　おめでとう！！！
Keita's 19th birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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SMKDU 2004 Prom Night (14/ 12/ 04) [2]

Yooo!!!
Continue from the last one...
We arrive... SUPER LATE XD!!!
Around 8.00pm-8.30pm only arrive!!! But luckily, haven't start yet!!!
And hehehe, Amanda had some problems with her dress!!! So funny!!!
But luckily, we got all back ok!!!

Unfortunate for me, well... i was SUPER bad luck that day...
First, my darling beloved beautiful shoe, broke halfway during prom X\!!! Means i have problem walking... that one nevermind, Amanda accompanied me to the lobby, we borrow tape to temporary tape the shoes together!!!
Another bad luck is i can't find the lipgloss Ah Theng jie jie borrowed me X/!!! I suspect i left it in the car... but i could've dropped it too!!! Not nice mar, her darling lipgloss also i lost, and she help me make-up and everything dee... sob... but luckily, its in the car lar in the end!!! Phew *wipes sweat*!!!

Hehe, back to the prom...
(The reason i started on the bad lucks that happen to me first, because later no need explain again XP!!! Hehehe!!!)

There were some who were late too that day!!! We're not the only one!!!
Wow!!! Everyone dress like SUPER elegant or something, like Amanda's range of dress! Made me feel like i did not dress-up enough!!! Hehehe!!!

Everyone was crowded at the hall area, and i went to get our tickets to enter lar!
Boy, Malaysian guys ARE NOT GENTLEMAN AT ALL!!!
I was in the line, and instead of letting me go first (Ladies first what!!! Heng!!!), HE JUST CUT MY LINE!!!
Nevermind the "ladies first"... HE CUT MY LINE!!!
Ok lar, don't care about him...
Anyway, got our ticket, went in...
And well... i saw him...
I went all "gin" (Chinese), like froze-up! Just want to get my tickets and run outta there! Into the ballroom XD!!!
But actually i don't really care dee lar XP!!! Hehehe!!! Just the feeling actually *grins*...

Anyway, met Julie, Sze and Shi Yin!!! Unfortunately, to be honest, kinda dissappointed that Sze didn't make-up and all lor!!! I'm sure she'll look damn gorgeous if she makes up (Last time she shoot the studio pics... Wow! Pretty ne! Why this time didn't put huh *pouts*!!!)!!!

Em... aiyo, i very lazy say story dee XP!!!
Roughly the points lar...
- I love the dessert XD!!! Damn nice!!! Strawberry Cheesecake XD!!! Love it love it love it!!! Too bad only one slice =p!!! Hehehe!!!
- Election for best dress male and female...
- Aaron Kuan (Or issit Kwan?) dresses up in a kinda shiny leather jacket and his hair is like erm... sleek down one... Looks ALOT like one of Keita's previous style ne!!! Oi Aaron... did you copy my Keita's style *grr*...?
*Will post the pic up if saw*
- Aaron won best dressed male (Naturally! Keita's style wut *wink*!), and erm... this Malay girl, sorry, not close to her cuz, won best dressed female!
- Prom King and Prom Queen nomination XD!!!
- Prom King nominations are: Christopher Wong, Aaron Kwan, Yew Keong and Ken Ming!
- Prom Queen nominations are: Chai Lee, Penny Loo, Cynthia and ???... sorry, i'll update XD!!!
- Prom King and Queen are Ken Ming and Penny XD!!!
- Although i thought Aaron Kwan and his girlfriend, Khae Shyn will win... but, oh well, i supported them (Penny and Ken Ming) too!!! They're cute together!!!
- The Prom King and Queen's crowns are so funny XD!!!
- The Prom King and Queen opened the first dance, than all couples went in to dance! I wanted to dance (Promised Amanda i'll dance if my shoes are fixed!), but very weird if me and Amanda just start dancing in a midst of couples 0_o!!! So we were planning of just asking someone... but no one lar... anyway, went out for a couple of shots when the music suddenly plays club music (Beyonces etc) so we faster rush in and dance XD!!!
Yeah!!! I love it!!! I can't dance, and i sucked at it, and i think i look like an idiot XP, but i still love it!!! Hehehe!!!
- After a couple of songs, its getting late, so just leave dee lor, but after getting another couple of pics lar XP!!!
- Ooh, Shi Yin got a few scratches from Chun Tuck's flower thingy because he hugged her from the back!!! Hehehe!!! Hopefully nothing dee lar now XD!!!
- Ooh, before the Prom King and Queen, this Malaysian band who'll release their album soon next year came and performed! Don't know who they are though (Sumimasen!), but Amanda say the drummer is her friend or something!!!
- BTW, Mahani and Sarah opened the Prom Night!!! Fantastic singing and dance!!! Sarah is soooooooooooo like a future singer material!!! So do Mahani!!! And Mahani dress IS TO KILL FOR!!! Very elegant XD!!! Gold one!!!
-En Hui's outfit, makeup is sooooooooooooooooo cute and pretty!!! So do alot of my school pals!!! Actually, everyone looked BEAUTIFUL that night ^-^!!!
- And during the slow dances, a few couples kissed, and some of my school mates's family members came to pick them up, and also peep/ see inside the hall and the little kids (Their younger siblings obviously!) were like pointing at those couples!!! Cute!!! Hahaha!!!
- Its not a bad night ^-^!!!

Hehehe!!! Ok lar, until now!!!
Will try to find that pic of Keita and will post it up here ASAP *grins*!!! Its definately Aaron copying my Keita because my Keita did that like long time ago XD!!! My Kei Kei looked better (Of course!) anyway XD!!!
Hehehe!!! Got anymore pics will also post here!!!
Sore ja!!! Mata!!!

p/s: This girl i'm not very close too (Just the "hello", "bye-bye" type...) say i looked different (Of course, no glasses XD!), i ask, "Is it good or bad?", she said "Of course its good!"!!!
Hehehe!!! She made me sooooooo happy!!! But i looked damn ugly and fat (Except my beautiful hair XD!!!) lar!!! She's just trying to make me happy... aww... thats sooooo sweet...
THANK YOU XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SMKDU 2004 Prom Night (14/ 12/ 04) [1]

Yesterday night was our school's annual Prom Night for the leaving F5s!
Sob sob! Though, no tears were shed, everyone really put in their effort to dress up!!! All wore very elegant, very beautiful!!! Every single one of us ^-^!!!

I'll start off with me getting ready =)...

Woke up, i forgot what happened -_-"... anyway, Mandy (Amanda) came around 3pm like that (She's getting ready in my house!), and after meddling around, around 4pm i went to Snips to get my hair done!
At first is i think just go set hair lar, but i ask Sam, the hairstylist (Hah! One of the few MALE hairstylist i see who is not "la yeng"!!! Oh well, actually alot also not "la yeng" one lar!!! Its just prejudice and all those stuffs! Lazy explain XP...), should i cut my hair or just set it only...
He say that my hair is very heavy (aka THICK!!!), so cut is better lor! My hair grow very fast too!!!
So mar cut lor!!! At last, the outcome was XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its very Ella's current hairstyle, with the long tail at the back! Although my mom hates it, tails are in fashion these days! Hehe! When you see me you'll understand the tail part =P!
Hehe!!! The months i took to let my tail grow long after Sam's last haircut is not in vain ^-^!!!
Actually its not long until don't know what lar, but because my hair he help me cut very short and kinda spiky, so thats why see the tail specially long lor ^-^!!!
Hehehe!!!

Back to the story -_-"...

After cutting, before washing (Or issit after wash 0_o? Sumimasen!), i look at my hair, hehe! It looks like one of Keita's previous hairstyles ^-^!!!
But not exactly lar, a bit only -_-"...
And than he help me to style it! Wow! Looks like Dragon Ball character XD!!!
Hehe! But its really stylist! Looks more like i'm going to rock concert than prom! Hehehe!!!
Than Mandy also get her hair done, just wash and blow-dry, but because hers is doing curls at the bottom of her hair (Haha! She looks like Goldielocks!), so she took more time! Anyway, i cut halfway only she do, so longer abit nee lar!
Ah Theng jie jie coming to help me do make-up! Its on the way, so she pick me up first as Mandy still needs time!

After getting home, first thing i did was change (There wasn't much time left XP!), than i tried putting contacts!!! Although scary, still put lar!!! Because my this hair if wear specs, i look like a computer genius/ freak XD!!! Somemore the shirt i wear that time... 100% computer freak type!!!
Hehe, despite Ah Theng jie jie standing next to me and all, i took around half-an-hour to wear it -_-"... Ah Theng jie jie started to get unpatient dee!
But surprisingly, i'm not that afraid dee! Maybe because rushing? And because eyelids always close, so the contacts cannot go in!
Luckily, at last, wear dee ^-^!!! And i think i discover the way to wear it dee... hopefully X)!!!

Than Ah Theng jie jie help me make-up! Wow! Alot to describe!!! I lazy dee XP... so i just say a few parts...
Because she help me draw eyeliner or something, than i have a bad habit of closing my eyes very hardly, so the mascara and eyeliner always kena my lower eyelid XD!!! Haha!!! Hard to explain too lar -_-"...
And after doing everything done, mom and Ah Theng jie jie also say i look VERY different!!! So do Mandy!!!
BTW, I HATE wearing lipstick/ lipgloss (Unless winter) ne! Felt like my lips there got something! So at first i talk very unnatural! Than i try to talk more natural lar! Ok ok lar!

Than mar go pick up Wern Tyng lor! Actually, that time we already late 1 hour XP!!! And after picking up Wern Tyng, i realise i forgot to bring my prom tickets XP!!!
So mar... hehe, turn back...

We are so SUPER SUPER late dee!!!
We say we leave around 6.30pm, as prom starts at 7pm! But we arrive at around... well, one word... LATE X(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~ To be continued ~~

Whats the "Ayumi-feel" XD!!!

Regarding the Tangoo dress... NOT BUYING DEE LOR XD!!!
Because Ah Theng jie jie said it doesn't really look good on me! But because i said i like it alot, so she say the green one looks better (Aiyo! You should just tell me straight away lar that day! No need i so "troubled" by it and keep on wanting mom to go see me wear it XD!)!

Neeways, i'm wearing my black one, the one i bought for the family potrait some years ago (Actually, hehe... i think last year? Because the potrait was taken before HS went to Japan!)...
And guess what... surprisingly, i still can wear it XD!!!
It seems to be erm... "fitter" than last time... which is impossible... because i DEFINATELY "grew" (You know what i mean lar! No need say until so clear XD!) this past few months ALOT THANKS TO SPM (I ate alot MORE due to the pressure from SPM! Don't say i don't have pressure etc etc (As my mom loves to say it...)... i know whats happening to myself clearer *grins*!)!

Ok, back to the topic about the dress... well, hehe... it has the "Ayumi-feel" again!!! Heee, i'm too obsess with Ayumi dee! Haha! Hey, I'M STRAIGHT!!! Because she's a female artist i totally idolize (But of course, i don't want to be her lar!!! Aiyar, hard to explain lar... explain next time XP...)!!!
My true love is... haha, no other than that 2 guys *blush*...!!!

Oh, yeah, don't get sidetracked =P (I always like that one XP!)... Why i said has the "Ayumi-feel"? Well, its mostly myself punya own feelings lar! Others cannot erm... "see/ feel" it one... i think...

In Ayumi's video, Carols, she wore this small black dress until knees with black high heels (Maybe its other colour? Because the video is black and white! But i'm just taking it that the dress and high heels are BLACK XD!!!)...
Ayu's dress is erm... actually, kinda hard for me to explain lar! Go see the video yourself *grins*...
... but since i'm so sweet (And "wu liao" and too free -_-"...), i've copied some pics off from that video...



The dress is erm... very fluffy2 at the bottom (Only word i could find XD...)... and at the top is more low-cut (More like V cut), and a big bunch of flower (Very retro type! I kinda like that flower ^-^!) at the side and "spiky-spiky" at the part above the belt-thingy with a black "flowery-like" choker!

My dress is totally different lar X/!!!

My dress is erm... like the dress Posh Spice wore when Spice Girls debuted! Except mine front there got a curvy pattern, and at the waist got chain (Fine, very "polite" type! Not the "yo yo yo" one lar! Lol!)! And its also not "tight-skirt-type" at the bottom... its also longer with a little cut line (The one in Cheongsam! What do you call that dee har?) up at the left knee...
Haha, its also not branded XP!!!

Comparing Ayu's dress to mine, well, except for the fact that its black, theres nothing alike XD!!!
But i think around same length lar our dress...?

Ok, why i say got "Ayumi-feel"? Haha! Once you put it on with the shoes, you'll understand it XD!!! But maybe because i'm Ayu's fan! Other people might not lar, unless you're a big fan too X)!!!
Don't call me perasan XD!!! Its just my own feeling mar!!! None of your business, shoo shoo XP!!! Go find your own feeling!!!
Hehehe XP!!! Just kidding lar!!! Don't take it to heart, ne?

Em yes... apart from the dress... hehe... i haven't prepare alot of things for prom yet =P!!!
That includes bag, shoes, bracelet, necklace and earrings XP!!!
Alot ne 0_o? Actually if last minute cannot find i can dig up stuffs i already have lar!
Bag... well... mom say got this bag that is suitable lar... but don't know lar, haven't see yet! If really not suitable, and cannot find any other bag dee (Going shopping/ hunting tomorrow!!!), most mar go "bag-less" lor!!! No big deal XP!!!
As for shoes... i already have one pair... but Ah Theng jie jie say higher better lar! I agree, but with feet like mine hard to find lar X(!!! So tomorrow, like the bag, unless found one, or else just wear the old one (But bag i don't have "old-one" to use!!! Hehehe!!!)!!!
Same goes with bracelet, necklace and earring lar XD!!!
But i have my eyes on a nice pair of necklace and earrings from Above!!! Tomorrow/ Tues morning go see, try and check price! Everything reasonable, BUY!!!
Bracelet... unless i found one, or else wear back my old one lor!!!
Haha!!! But still pray pray can find suitable ones to go with my dress XD!!!

Haha! I want to continue but cannot dee XD!!!
I'll continue tomorrow (Today lar... pass 12am dee XP...) on my stupid brother (Grrr -_-*...) and some other stuffs... which is regarding my "wu-liao-ness" and hehe... kinda "fei" (Mandarin)... XP... Its being me lar XD!!!

Sore ja, ashita (No need "ashita" lar XD!!!) mata ne!!!~ ^-^

wFL Petition outing!

The perfume (True Star) i mentioned (See journal below)! Got this from a website (Anna jie jie help me to find out the price in US! Thanks ^-~!)! Ignore the lotion! Pay attention to the perfume =P! Hehehe!


Haha! Today went out for wFL petition ne!
But haha... the whole thing was ruined...
Aiya, i lazy explain what happened and everything lar! But i made 3 new friends today (Will post up pics soon ^-^! As soon as they send it to me!)! They're really cool people and very funny!
There's Sze En, Keiko, who i knew first through wFL forums. She went for the petition with her 2 other friends, Wei Qun and Annie!
BTW, Keiko is going for exchange soon! Ahhhhh! So nice! I also want to go *v*! Go find more Hiroki lar, har! Hehehe!
We chatted for quite a long time! Everything also chat! Really funny and interesting! ^-^

Hmm... maybe i'll have to be in charge of the petition! Because Keiko's going to Japan soon, so i'll have to collect the stuffs lor! No prob! For the sake of wFL, GANBARIMASU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^-^

Aiyo, the prom dress now make me very "tao tong" ne!!! Its expensive, and Ah Theng jie jie say the green one look better on me. But she also sound like i wear the dress not nice when she explain it to me mom! But i really love it lar! Hehe, have to go there and try again to show mom because if she didn't see me wearing it, and don't want to buy dee, i very not "fun hei" lor! But aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyo! I already went there ALOT of times, i feel like, quite "bu hao yi xi", go there so often! Although HS say, "I'm the customer" mar... but still shy shy lar XP!!! Hehehe!!!


And i also saw this perfume i love! Oh! True Star! I want it lar! But also very expensive XP!!! But now Isetan got promotion, discounts lor! Hoho! Maybe go there buy buy? Hehehe!

Oh ya, i forget to write about it XD! Must be erm... last Thursday (2/12/04), me, May Yee, Loo Yee went to K! How long we sang? 7 hours XD!!! And its only RM11++! Cheap ne? Got promotion mar now!
Wow! Really enjoy lar! Hahaha! Must go sing longer next time XP!
Aiyo, worst is i forgot to bring my coupon XP! Or else got 2 extra drink!
=(
Nvm lar, pass deee! Next time we go mar use ne?
I LOVE K!!!!!!!!!!! KYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh, that day (Erm... Tuesday i think...), went with Jing, Irena and Charles!!! Aiyo, i think me and Jing too obsess with singing, Irena and Charles bored dee! Kaka! Sumimasen!
Also sing alot of songs! And i bought this thing for Jay too that day XD!
Hehe! I shall not tell ^-~!
Ok lar, till her! Ja! ^-^

Prom dress with the "Ayumi-feel" XD!!!

Nandemo GANBTTE!!! ^-^

Yoyo! Wah! Very long didn't "report" in here dee!!! Hoho!!!
This days didn't get to go online!!! The horror!!!

Neeways, now can dee lar (=p), so just update all those stuffs lor!!!~

Em, yeah, i just changed hp with Hon Shen! Because older bro got a new one, HS uses his old one, so i mar use his one lor! Haha! Its just a temporary one anyway lar! So... hehe!
But i love the game in his handphone! Ahhh! Super addicted to it, i played until late night last night, so i could be in the high score list... but being the "dian dong bai chi" i am... haih... i still cannot beat the toppest one! Just manage to win Nicole's highscore, and my own highscore! Now is in the 4th and 5th placing XP!Must GANBATTE!!!

OOH!!! I saw a really beautiful dress in Tangoo!!! I want to buy it for prom and Ah Qiang (Jaffre) go go's wedding one, but... =( My mom say not nice wor! But i love it XD!
Its like that one (The whole story)...
That day went out with Auntie to shop for prom dress. We mar masuk Tangoo lor. This dress Auntie saw first, and she show it to me. At first i don't think i can wear it, plus, i think its "mar-mar-dei" only lor. Auntie got say very "Ayumi-feel" (I love Ayumi XD!!!). I see and think think, yeah, its like the one she wore for her MV, "Hanabi"! Or the one Jolin wear one in "Ning Meng Chao De Wei Dao" (Which one part of the MV is said to be copying Ayumi's one!).
Than Auntie tried the pink one (Which she lovesssssssssssss alot!). After that, we mar go elsewhere. The dress was still stuck in my head, together with what Auntie said (Hehe!). Than after jalan jalan, i decided to go back to try the dress lor! Auntie got add just now because the upper part is elasticy-feeling one, so i can wear.
I try dee... XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its soooooo nice!!! The dress part is like fluffy, fluffy, like princess feel one!!! Auntie say my upper part not so nice lar (Because my shoulders broad X(! I'm not meant for sleeveless clothings! Auntie say wear jacket, but lol! Prom wear jacket weird abit ne! Although if i cold i'll surely wear XP!), but down part ok. In my own opinion, yeah XD! Lol! Not i perasan or anything, but cannot really see the shape of my bod (Due to the fluffyness etc)! And the main reason i love it is because of the "Ayumi-feel" and the dress part is really "sugoi kanji da XD" (Means very good feel!)!
Now must see Ah Theng jie jie say how lor. That day Mom and Amanda see also say the dress doesn't look nice, but they haven't see me wear lor! But i really hope Ah Theng jie jie will say nice lar! Because i really love it (The whole story is, it never leaves the point that "I LOVE THE DRESS" XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)!!!
Haha! Auntie call me to get the pink one, although i prefer the brown one (The whole story also didn't leave the point of "Ayumi-feel" XD!!!)...
Conclution, if Ah Theng jie jie also thinks its not nice (After i wear it), i'll surely not buy it dee! It all depends on her now lor ^-~!

Yeah!!! Jay's concert coming dee!!! Can't wait for it!!! Kya!!!
The seats not bad lar! Should appreciate and be contended with everything you get lar actually! Also no point complaining dee! There are reasons one mar, on why you get it (Hehe! Irena mommy taught me this!), so just appreciate it and hope for the best lor ^-~

Ahh! I want to change the Blog skin to the one Auntie made for me! But now got some problems lor! Need to sort it out than only can put =(! Meanwhile, just enjoy this beautiful Blog skin of mine ^-^, with the beautiful w-inds. song, "Close To You"!

Ok! Sore ja! Off to write a "one-shot" story! Plot made up by me and Keiko (Me new friend from wFL forums ^-^!)! Hahaha! If succeeded in writting it, will post up the addy soon ^-~!

Buhbye! ^-^

The SPM experience!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPM finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy happy ^-^!!! But also sad in a way... because it means i've finished my high school life... OFFICIALLY and FOREVER >.
I seriously miss high school life!! No need to worry about practically anything... well, except the occasion exam and excuses should you forget to bring your book or do you homework =p...

I thought i'll like, cry or something, felt real sad... but that day when the examiner announced "Masa sudah tamat, sila meletakkan pen anda..."... its like the other exam days... i didn't felt anything like a "relief" or anything 0_0! I'm weird... maybe my emotion line got all jam up or something! Must go see doctor... choy!!!

Ok lar, i don't want to talk about it dee... i guess its taking its toll on me dee... knowing theres no more need to buy books for next year... =(

I miss school and i love school (Well... except for the ehem... erm... study part... =p)... and if can turn back time and do it all over again (Ok lar, not since Std 1! It'll be too long! Lol! Maybe F4-F5? Hehe!), i won't mind... hehehe...
... because i didn't study enough, prepared enough for my SPM too -_-"... so its a good chance for me to work hard again!!! Ganbatte!!!

But ne, my SPM really did BADLY 0-0... no point i say i regretted etc etc dee because tooo late dee >.Neeways, i'm planning to retake subjects i did badly... OOoohh, i don't want to think which subject i did badly... maybe its all ne... 0_0... CHOY!!!
But i definately will not take add maths again!!! No matter what!!! 2 years of Add Maths is ENOUGH!!! Hehehe... like i said... "Leaving school is sad... but the best part is leaving Add Maths behind..."... Hahaha!!! =p
I seriously admire Pn Tan for her ability to stand Add Maths!!! SHE'S TEACHING IT FOR YEARS SOMEMORE XD!!! But than, it differes with people lar!!! She loves it and can stand it, i hate it and CANNOT STAND IT!!!
Hmm... i talk so much now... later college have to go through it again "zhan hai sei lor"!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
The Curve's Red Box is finally open ^-^!!! Later going with Loo Yee and maybe Auntie, unless if she works lar =(!!! Finally, somewhere NEAR and VERY MUCH REACHABLE!!! KYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KARAOKE HERE I COME!!!

Yesterday we had our farewell party (Will elaborate on it later!~), and when i remembered about Red Box's The Curve, i told everyone and me and Loo Yee went bonkers XD!!! Hehehe!!! I LOVE KARAOKE LAR!!!~

Must practise now, excuse me ne...

LA LA LA LA LA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ｄ調的華麗 Grandeur De D Major

Ｄ調的華麗 Grandeur De D Major

Bought it just now from Kinokuniya @ KLCC! Actually i'm really broke! But me dad bought it for me! Thank you daddy!!! And of course, must thank you me bro for bringing me there and paying it for me! Arigato ^-^!

Its a really nice book, seriously recommand for Jay fans to know and understand more about him! Hehe, anyway, this book is a must have for Jay fans dee lar, so no point i say "recommand"! Hehehe!

The more i read it, its like, the more you can "feel" Jay! Haha, of course! The book was penned by him what ^-^!

Knowing more about his life, his love life, his views in life and all... we're totally different (Of course, we're different invididuals, and i wouldn't want to be like him lar... *nodds head*)... but theres one thing i find which is quite similiar to me...
「我有点幼稚， 想法也跟一般人不一样。。。」
Make it for MY version is...
「我非常的幼稚， 想法也跟一般人大不一樣。。。」
Hehehe! Yes, i find it kinda alike me... because i'm super childish (=^-^=) and most of my opinions are totally different from a number of people!
Sometimes, when i give out my opinion of something in a team of people who i'm not close with, the whole atmosphere can turn "cold"... Its like, a big bunch of people is laughing about something, giving their opinions everyone agree, but when i give out mine, like i said, the whole atmosphere can go -_-"... Hahaha!
(The way i describe it is not exactly similiar lar, but roughly and its hard to give out the perfect example! I also forget pieces already so no point explaining it in details...)

Hahaha! There are points about "us" i find it similiar, some different. No point i go say everything out. But those i find my attention towards it is deeper lar...

Warning: Spoilers of the book content below! You have been warned! Because i want to elaborate more about my opinions on the book, etc... (Those in brackets are my own words)

Oh, i'm totally not Jay's "dream-girl-type"! Hehe!

In a part of his story, title is 「喜歡你就是欺負你」,
「我覺得有氣質的長頭髮女人﹐ 比較吸引我。 我討厭在公共場合愛大聲講話的聒噪女生 (T_T 就是我啦~)﹐ 那讓我很受不了。 從小到大﹐ 喜歡的女生類型其實都差不多。 就是那種班上女生裡最不愛講話 (視線離我遠。。。)﹑ 不會和男生打打鬧鬧 (。。。 更加遠。。。)﹑ 有著長頭髮 (。。。 非常遠。。。)﹑ 坐在角落裡﹐ 被欺負也不會還手的女生 (不用再說﹐ 離我遠到不能再遠了! 雖然有時被欺負是不會還手﹐ 通常都會還了啦。 不管幼稚方法﹐ 還是理智方法﹐ 能報復就好了﹗)。 ...」
And alot of other stuffs which definately is so unlike me, totally 180 degrees! Hehe, i lazy go search for the pages dee!

Anyhow, i won't change myself to suit the "conditions" above. Natural is good. I want to be myself, and myself. I don't want to change myself just because of someone, accept if its not good, of course! ^-~

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Ooh! The book is really cool with nice pics ne! SO FASTER GO BUY XD!!!
Actually this part here is written 2 days later! Today is 30th Nov 2004, Tuesday 0_o! Because i don't have time to finish it that day, and because of some reasons, so... -_-" Hahaha! If i were to continue that day itself, i would've written more... now... forgot what i want to write dee... -_-"

Neeways, maybe will continue part 2 lar (Of my opinions~)... because maybe after reading through the whole book (Since i bought that day i only read 1-2 section nee!), than my opinions will "flood-out" again!!!~ Hahaha!!! ^-~

ps: Dear Auntie, don't "bomb" me if you read this entry of mine!!! All just my opinions nee what!!! ^-~

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For me... 「喜歡你就不懂在你視線內怎麼做﹐ 腦袋都凍結起來了﹐ 所以才做出多種奇怪的事情. 因為腦袋凍結了﹐ 想不到理智的事﹐ 心情緊張﹐ 變了超不自然。。。」,
Em... influenced by the "author-writting-style" dee... cincai lar!

Jay's concert tics!!!

Kya!!! Wu Yu Lun Bi!!! Here comes me and auntie ^-^!!!
Bought it a couple of days ago... ehem, i meant "booked" it a couple of days ago!!! Really pray pray got good seats ^-^!!! Kya!!!

Watched "Wai Po"'s MV?
Oh mami, i cried when i watch it! Very "gan dong"!!! But hehe... people might go "Huh? What? You go problem ka?"! >o< I no problem!!! But its true, very "gan dong"! Reminds me of some stuffs... so it "hurts" me to watch it... thats why i vowed never to watch it again... of course, unless the urge to see Jay is stronger =p... but than... there are still other MVs arrr!!!~~

Ok lar, until now today!!! Hahaha!!! First time so short =^-^=!!!
Ja! ^o~

Auntie's homemade "w-inds. Blog skin"! XD

Em! Got exam later! >.<
Luckily EST... but... hehehe... i haven't study yet... -_-"
Jing Wen keeps on asking me faster go read Auntie's story! Say very interesting (Of course!)! But... hehe, everytime online forgot go read -_-"... because occupied with some other things dee... example... THE BLOG SKIN!!!

Deary auntie made me a really cool, really nice w-inds. Blog skin XD (Arigatou Auntie!!!)! But the first post (First journal) is all in bold letters... i also don't know why... -_-"
But i love it all the same! Once settle the "first-post-all-in-bold-letters-prob" (Or maybe not ^-^), definately changing my Blog skin awhile! Kya XD!

Can see the w-inds. skin specially made by Auntie in my this Blog! Very nice one yo ^-~!

Kya!!! XD

Sleeping dilemas...

Argh... didn't sleep well for the last 2 days...

Remember the "i-slept-at-4-am-thing-but-i-don't-know-why"? Well, this time more "hebat"... slept at 4am... with SPM Maths paper the next morning!!!
I turn in around 2am, but i was rolling around in my bed and can't sleep! I don't know why! And hehe... because my eyes still feels "kirakira" (*.*), so i erm... turn on the bedside lamp... and see books for awhile...
Neeways, its just awhile... when i look at the clock, its already almost 3am or is it 3.30am!!!
Than continue sleeping... i'm not surprised if i fell asleep around 4am-5am! I remember looking straight and suddenly... next morning dee! But still get up and prepare for Maths 1... got plan the night before, after Maths 1, will go home and sleep but... Watched TV and went online... -_-"

Strange thing is, my heart was beating like mad when i watched F-Generation! Don't know is it because of w-inds., or is it because of Maths 2! And i tried doing Maths 2 revision again... either because wFL on TV is distracting me... or because i'm just nervous... my brain went BLANK!!!
When i was in school, before going into the exam hall, i totally freaked out! Luckily just a small one... its just my brain going blank and all... luckily during exam, i manage to slowly remember one by one after calming down... phew!
But why Maths? I won't be surprised if its Physics (Because... erm... -_-"), but i prepared more for Maths! In fact, the first subject i prepared IS Maths... strange strange... F-Generation must have a little to do with it? Hehe...

And last night, the night before the "big" Physics paper, i started studying Physics (No kidding!) and i remember reading Inersia and stuffs... than, the next thing i knew... its morning, the book is in front of me, i was sleeping face down on the book, and i haven't study enough... -_-"
I just fell asleep like that! Must be first time (Should not feel proud, should not feel proud...)! Usually i'll tell myself, i'll finish it next morning, and keep the books if i feel sleepy... but... maybe because i myself know next morning not enough time? Hehehe...
Luckily the tips was kinda accurate (Thanks Cynthia!)! Most of those came out...
I don't know if its correct or not, but i cincai tembak the answer (Don't know also tembak! Use common sense and the little-bit Physics knowledge i obtained from this past 2 years!)... some maybe correct, some surely wrong... but one things for sure, the examiner will SURELY have a big headache marking my paper (Or he/ she'd probably be laughing his/ her head off!!!)!!!
An analysis of the "big" Physics paper (Ooh~ I'm so scared... bleurgh!)...
Fizik 1 - Ok ok lar... tembak the last minute ones... but proven got some (Maybe alot?) of wrongs...
Fizik 2 - Sure bad dee... no need see also know...
Fizik 3 - At least finish answering everything... just hope for the best lar... but my Bahagian B is kinda weird...

Neeways, don't dwell on whatever thats done dee! Too late to change and definately too late to go regretting the "Oh, i did this wrongly" etc!!!
But the best part is...
... PHYSICS FINALLY OVER!!!
Now, concentrate Moral, EST, Accounts, Chem and where to party~~ after those!!! Yeah!!! Finally can "breath-again"!!! Kekeke!!! ^-^

ps: I hate discussing after exams on what you did IN DETAILS!!! Only those i seriously doubt will ask, otherwise, bleak, hate to discuss!!! I've done it once, i don't need it don't want to go doing it again!!! Hee!!!~ Just a note... trying to imitate Ron because Hermoine likes going through the exam paper... Hahaha!
In fact, i felt like i'm a Hogswarts student, taking OWLs or NEWTs!!! Hahaha!!!

pps: Oh ya... i slept late today... again...
And i was complaining what? I didn't sleep enough right?
Haha... typical me...
-_-"

Oooh, must thank you Irena Mommy for the wonderful Physics notes she prepared (For me specially one ne? Hehe! I'll take that as "yes" lar!!!~ ^-^)! Although not enough time to read it throughly, read all and everything and stuffs, but for taking time (1 week! Don't "xiao xiao"!!!) to prepare it, ARIGATO!!! Muaks!!!~ Hee!!!
THANK YOU!!!~

Story story...

橘　慶太　－　大好きだよ！　（^ω^）～♪～

Tada! What do you think? My wFL's new signature!!!~ Kawaii ne? Hehehe!!! ^-^

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Em... remember my monitor problem? Hehe... well, used the old one back, but i'm telling you... the old one very ke lian, spoil dee >
Guess what time i slept last night? 4am *gasp*!!! Aiya *Got hit from mom for sleeping so late*!!!
I don't know what i'm doing last night too so don't ask!!! Heeee!!!~

Yesterday i went out with Jing Wen, Amanda and Jing's friend from Johor because of Jing's birthday. Watched Mr. Incredible! WooooooO! I love it!!! I love Jack-Jack!!! His sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute X3!!!
Also played a prank on Jing... hehe... usual me >v
But i felt soooooooooo sorry to Irena mommy... because i thought she said that she cannot come out because no exams, so didn't ask her... >< GOMEN!

Oooh, i have another new story! Ahhhhhh *Gets hits by Auntie, Jing, Irena, Amanda etc...*!!!
Hehe, because the stories i promised them (Not Auntie lar! Auntie gets maddy because i always start new story but never finish old story... paiseh Auntie =^-^=!) haven't write finish than got new idea dee (^ω^)...

Neeways, the new story (^ω^) is mainly focus on wFL (w-inds., FLAME and Lead!) and erm... the lead... me... *blush*
I don't want to say its a fanfiction, although i based it on them, and on their real personality and age... I would just like to keep as "story" because they're just normal peoples in it! Not Stars!!!~
As for the story plot, characters all, i'll be posting the details up here... but have to wait until i get nice FLAME and Lead pics! Hehe! Than will look cooler mar!~
Though, i doubt i can finish it *blushes redder again* because of exam (And me... usual me... Heee~~), and monitor... i want to type the story out mar... lazy to write... but monitor very blurry, my eyes might pop out soon... Hehehe, jk!

The 2 other stories i "promised" Jing, Irena and Mandy is:
1) Jing's all time favourite = The story where she is Luo Zhi Xiang, Alan or Show, or better known as "Xiao Zhu"'s wife (Thats why she SUPER loves it!!!)! And me, Andy and Jie Er is erm... their children!!! Andy's me bro in it, and Jie Er is my older twin sis... Heee!
+ The prequel of the story on how Jing and Luo Ba Ba (Xiao Zhu) met is in my MSN Story Group! Just a short one to tease (*grins wickedly*) Jing and for fun XD!!!

2) Of 3 sisters...
I wrote a whole book on it during F4, but i realise theres too many "fei hua", nonsence, in it i want to re-write it!
After countless plannings, i finally settle down with a "boarding-school-scheme"... but its tooooo tacky... so...
... i need replanning! Thats whats thats been causing the delay -_-"!!!

Hmm... anything else i want to say? Hehe... Cannot think of any dee! Eyes probably going bonkers 0_o soon and need to study!!! So, later ne? If i think of anything i wanted to add XD!!!~

JA!~

Bad news...

Before i start anything, i have a bad news (For myself, at least)...
Well, i think from tomorrow, my bro is removing the monitor! Because our old one spoil, so he took the spare one from his company home to use.
Now, they have a new addition to the staff (I think). Anyways, they need the monitor back, so... from tomorrow onwards will be "monitor-less"! And until when... i don't know!
Cannot surf net and use com for that period nevermind... can study and concentrate better mar than... but the bad thing is i'm afraid my email will "explode"! Than... cham lor... all my precious emails will be deleted! And my precious emails are all... aiyo! Precious!
Haih... what to do... just hope won't "explode" lar!

Aiyo! Today sakit kepala ne!
I woke up at 8.30am (I slept late last night! Around almost 2am!) again, just hoping that Enews @ Azio (Which Astro is showing last Friday's one!) will show maybe w-inds. press conference or something! But it turns up... grr!!! Only Entertainment News show the press conference! Damn pissed off! Ent News definately no more replay dee and... and... i woke up so early for nothing! 泣きたいよ！
I felt very yun wong ne, waking up so early and not even a single thing on w-inds. or Jay! Ok lar, got mention his name, but no image... for what? Hehe! My eyes somemore cannot open at that time... very sleepy... but hang there hoping... Haih, don't want to talk dee lar!

Remember my journal about the story i was going to write and all, because of this huge-selling Japanese book whose title i forgotten than (And the introduction to the beautiful, pretty, smart, elegant and etc etc, 浜崎あゆみ's new single Carols)? Well, the book i mentioned than was the one i mentioned yesterday (One of the books i bought yesterday!), 世界の中心で愛をさけぶ! Just to clear it up! ^-^

Oooh! I know i'm so dead! Why? I'm not telling! Hehe...

I spend almost half the day using the com! From around 9.30am++, stopping a while to eat, watch Ent News (Got Jay and w-inds.! Kya!), bath..., until... i don't know when lar! I got stuffs to do since tomorrow probably last day!

Half of half of the day (Quarter of the day), i spend it in wFL Forums! Thats why i hate forums! I can get addicted badly! But i love it there! Its so "wFL-ly"! Hehehe! Anyways, its about w-inds., FLAME and Lead, so... ^-^ Enough said!

I lazy go put the story up for Jing Wen ne! Although i said i will do it later, i'm doing my stuffs happily now so (So paiseh to her... =^-^=)... aiyar, neeways, if didn't mar either mail it to her, let her read first, or call her and tell her lar! Hehehe! Paiseh! =^0^=

Later must burn CD anot? I scare all my stuffs will get deleted! But no monitor only mar... surely tak apa? Aiyo! And my w-inds. pics damn ALOT! Better put in file instead of the main one first! Later my bro go delete i sure cry lor!

Yeah, yesterday i didn't watch "Stairway to Heaven" (Tian Guo De Jie Ti) on 8TV! Because i went out!!! And totally forgot about it (Thanks to "something"!), when go out i just went, "Ok!" and went out for dinner dee. It was only when i got home, thought something smells fishy (And it did!), only i realise... ISH!
Luckily Cheng Yee told me the story! Although not purr-fect whole episode (Because she didn't watch finish all), still ok lar! Will ask from May Yee next time!
And very lucky is, the parts she watched all very crucial! And also, last Friday, they show the clips for the next week (This week now) so i can imagine it better!

Yeah! Jing Shu married Cheng Jun (Quan Xiang Yu, Kang Sang-won! Kya! Lengcai! ^-^), and the mother went crazy (Serve her right! She's one stupid bitch alright!), and You Li masuk jail because she knocked Jing Shu last time (Pretty she is, but in the movie she's the little bitch! So... like that lor!)!
Sad thing is that Tai Hua commited suicide, so he can give Jing Shu his eyes... haih...

Oh, yah, the "something", about why i can forget about watching "Stairway to Heaven" (I've been chasing it like crazy since day 1 and never missed whole episode before!), its because of the stupid KYOHEI!!!

Kyohei left FLAME!

The thing was officially announced on their website on 11/11/04 (Or issit 12/11/04)! And i knew it on 15/11/04 (Yesterday)! I was totally shocked when i read about it (In wFL Forums), i went to their official website to check and true enough... i saw the news about it, and Kyohei's pic wasn't in the profile anymore. It was replaced with their new member, Noguchi Seigo.

How shocked i was? I can tell you, i cried! Tears almost roll down my cheeks (Got roll down anot, i forgot! But i definately cried)! Because i love Kyohei's voice the most, i think he is the cutest, and his my favourite member, despite him being younger than me 10 days (I don't usually like guys younger than me! Even idols!)!
Also, it feels weird, knowing that FLAME is without Kyohei!
After several confirmations, which included stuffs in the forums (Can say i join because i wanted to ask about Kyohei? Or is it... i forgot! I think its also because of w-inds. i join, than i read about the news... ARGH! I can't remember!), going to their official website (Reading the news again and again), and going to Kyohei's official website... i finally accepted it!

And actually, what really pissed me off is that i knew it this late! It may have just been announced a couple of days ago, but i think fans must have got the rumour earlier! Also, when i know about it dee, Kyohei already left!

Kyohei left because their contract expired and his aspirations of his own leading to his withdrawal from the group. He'll be having his first solo live next year, and he'll also release his solo album! Ones thing for sure, his future is totally not related to Flight Master (Should be their managing company), Pony Canyon or whatsoever.
Sad i was, but i'll still wish him all the best as his voice is really sexy and nice (But i like Jay's and Keita's more! Kya! ^-^), and he IS a really good singer.
Of course, i'll also support the "new" FLAME! I kinda hated Seigo at first, but after the message (Of Kyohei leaving) sank in, i accepted it and done lor! He's (Seigo) not bad lar. Quite good looking after a few stares (I thought he looked ugly at first stare! 0_o). His voice sounded abit like Yuu though! Hehehe! Who knows, he might be my favourite? I haven't heard him sing yet!

Ok lar, enough about it, ne? I think i talked (typed) too much for today! I still have a lot of ramblings i want to go on with... but... hehe, this page is too much dee! Maybe next time or later lar! Hehe!

Ok, until here! Ja!


I'll definately miss the Kyohei of FLAME!
Neeways, do you know how much his solo photobook is?
ITS COSTS A BOMB 0_o!!!

Another boring day?

Today... another boring day?

I woke up especially at 8.30am like that to see (and record) Enews @ Azio! Why? Because got w-inds. arrival in Taiwan's news!!!~
You might be wondering, they arrive on 11-11-04, why today, 15-11-04 only got leh? Hehe, because Astro's Enew @ Azio is one day late!
Means last Friday (12-11-04) in M'sia is showing Taiwan's Thursday's (11-11-04) news, one day late in M'sia!
And this mornings is repeat of the Friday one so mar... like that lor...
If you don't understand, i don't know how to explain dee lar~~ Hehehe!

Em, w-inds. concert in Taiwan is from 12-11-04 until 14-11-04, so hopefully TVBS-ASIA's Entertainment News will show news about it (I always say "So near... yet, so far... Now this one is the nearest to the concert i can get!!!)!
And surely, Enews @ Azio, today (Monday) will show last Friday's one! Yeah! Maybe get to see their press conference? Hopefully lar! I missed the one on Entertainment News so now very regret!

Ok lar, enough about w-inds. (Ooh, btw, just now on TVBS-ASIA got F-Generation! Kakkoii ne, Kei-chan, Ryo-chan to Ryu-chan!!!~ xD!!!)...

I very smart, yesterday slept late, but this morning, force myself wake up early (By usual standards, i think i might wake up at 10am++ like that?)! So now quite tired, but i don't want to take a nap! Because i scared will sleep very long and when wake up, will be more tired! I hate it so better don't lar! Hehehe!

Hee, i bought 2 books last Fri, haven't read yet! Lazy ne! Its in Chinese mar... so... hehehe...
One is "Dou Yu 2"'s tv novel, another is a very famous Japanese novel, "Shouting Out Love From The Center Of The Earth" (Direct translation, in Chinese is "Zai Shi Jie De Zhong Xin Hu Han Ai Qing". Japanese is "世界の中で、　愛をさけぶ")!
The later one is very famous in Japan. Sold over 3 million (Or issit 30m?) copies in Japan. It was even made into a movie, but if i'm not mistaken, i heard that the movie did not follow exactly like the book!
And i also found it in a Japanese dorama (Drama) website! Is it movie or drama? I also blur dee! Don't care lar! Hehe!

Later will post up Jing Wen's story part 2! The one i "specially" wrote for her (Got part 1 too ne!)! Mind, kinda mean ne me. I always tease her in it (In both parts). But since its with Pig (Zhi Xiang), i don't think she'll mind anymore? Hehehe!

S.H.E.'s latest album, "Encore S.H.E." (I not sure if this is the exact title! Its either just "Encore" or got add "S.H.E." at the back one!) released dee in Malaysia! Yeah! I pre-buy already!!! But... haven't go get yet... -_-"... Soon lar!~ ^-~

Ok lar, i don't know what to say dee! Later must go study and change my baby's smelly poos and see Entertainment News! Ah, tonight the "Stairway to Heaven" sure very interesting! But don't want to talk about it first for now, or else i sure cannot leave this seat anymore! Hehe!

Ok lar, till than, ja!

w-inds. "PRIME OF LIFE" Tour 2004 in Taipei

w-inds. arriving in Taiwan's airport!


w-inds. arrival in Taipei, Taiwan for their first ever oversea press conference!

ツアータイトル：w-inds. "PRIME OF LIFE" Tour 2004 in Taipei
日程：2004年11月13日(土)、14日(日)
会場：南港 101(ナンカンワンオーワン)コンサート会場
中華民国 台湾省 台北市 南港区 重陽路
時間：:Open 14:00 Start 16:00 (両日)
主催：Asia Rainbow International Co., Ltd
共催：Satellite Entertainment Communication Co., Ltd

チケット発売日：:2004年10月9日(土) 12:00より開始
発売場所：年代チケットセンター ※日本国内での取り扱いはありません。
チケット代：2,000元

Tour Title: w-inds. "PRIME OF LIFE" Tour 2004 in Taipei
Date: 2004/ 11/ 13 (Sat), 14 (Sun) + 12 (Fri) [Extra day]
Venue: Nan Kang 101 Concert Place, Chong Hua Min Guo, Taiwan Sheng, Taipei City, Nan Kang Qu, Zhong Yang Lu.
Time: Opens at 14:00, Start at 16:00
Ticket price: 2000 yuan (Only RM200!!! WHY!!!)

The ticket for 2 days was sold out within 23 minutes! Broke record for the fastest ticket sold for Japanese group or something! Congrats w-inds.!

But...

w-inds. first oversea concert in Taipei... Wah! I want to cry! So near... yet, so far...
慶ちゃん欲しい！　可哀相ねあたし！
Haih... what to do... next time (If there IS ever a next time) only go lor... hopefully got the $$ to go than lar... =(

Ganbatte ganbatte! Daijoubu ne? Next time kitto chansu arimasu!

Haih... this is probably my nearest chance to seeing my dear Kei-chan! The price for Japan's concert will probably cause a bomb compared to Taiwan's!
And also... i never seen him (And them) in real life before... =(

Ok lar, stop feeling sad about it ne? Ganbatte!

They even have a w-inds. Musuem in Taiwan! Bought there from Japan just for w-inds. fans! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urusai!!!
Dakara kanashii yo!!!

Hehe... i started gibbering in Japanese (Or mumbling stupid stuffs) whenever i felt sad...

DAKARA!!!
Mou kinishinai ne?
Ganbatte!!!
Bising saja saya!!!

See? Hehehe!


Pics taken from Yahoo! Taiwan News (Arigato!~). For further information about the concert, log on to Yahoo! Taiwan News and search for "w-inds."!

Unappreciated!

Whats the meaning of unappreciated? Whats the feeling of unappreciated?
Thats what i'm feeling this very instance!
If you're reading this, you might be mad, but i'm still gonna say (type) it out. Well, being me i guess. I don't want to go through it unspeaken of what i felt, how i felt!

First, calm down... Hehe, being mad like this is just not me? I'm more happy-go-lucky, ne?

People go through bad moods. But even if ones mood is not good, the other person to "receive" the outcome of the bad mood DOES NOT DESERVE IT! Especially if he/ she meant no harm!
Ok lar, i sometimes also like that. But i don't simply just "throw" it at anyone!

Today, i was reading the newspaper. I saw a news on a certain idol.
Being a huge "idol-fanatic" person, i know my friend loves her, and i understand how it feels to be left out on idol's stuffs, information...
Erm... maybe only me will feel like that lar, not everyone...
Neeways, i mar call my friend to tell about it lar.

How am i supposed to know she's having her mood swings than?

I speak normally lar, a little bit tad excited... and i expect that from her too.
But what came out wasn't just a normal straight line (I can accept a straight line better)... it went weeee~~~ down!

And what i hate the most came out from her mouth too. Acting like that person knows me alot.
God knows why i hate that lar (People acting they know me)...

But anyway, i mar tell her what i read lar. Read that idol's schedule too, where she's going and that all...

Started with she'll be in Malaysia from when to when.
Received: Not a very good response (From me friend), moody one.
Don't care, continue, ask her want me to read out all.
Received: Kinda moody voice, said those that she cannot go, the late ones.
So mar find the ones she mighta can go one lar. The ones in KL. I read chinese super bad. So mar quite broken, quite slow.
Received: Another thing i really hate (Explain why later), no response when i was reading it out, and after reading it too! I think i got add some words to avoid the "coldness"...

Than i just mentioned lar, "also got Johor and Melaka", like those words you just mumbled out which doesn't really meant a thing...
And the mood when "wee~~~" down there! She started shouting "do you think i can go anot" those stuffs.
Ok, she's kinda loud always. But because i just mumble only (No meaning meant), so felt kinda "snapped back"...
Than i got say the one in KL needs ticket...
"Um"...
Ah, here got the hotline to call to ask about the stuffs. Want me give you anot?
"I don't know i can go anot. I very busy these days... etc... (With shouts, bad mood too...)"
"But i thought you liked her alot."
"Do you think i like you meh,... etc etc..." <--- This stopped the conversation!
To be honest, i hate it when people tell me like this. Even though she always said it since last time, but i still hate it. This were the "words" that oftenly makes me go boiling, unless if i'm in good mood... =^-^=
It might meant no harm, but i still hate it. I'll clear that out later...

Than since i felt really unappreciated, i just went "Than ok lar, bye", really quickly...

Hey, this is totally unappreciative of what people do for you! The least you can do, even if bad mood, is a "thank you", but nope. Just got snapped back. Oh, how sweet, ne?

Well, used to it dee lar.

To be honest, things i do always went unappreciated. Even if i'm busy body only lar (Like seeing stuffs and tell a friend about it who i think might need the information lar). 10 times i see information, like i saw a book and tell friend where it is, only 1 time i get back a "thank you"!
Other times, its either "I know it dee", "Really ar?" etc...

When 10 times people tell me information, 8 times i say back "thank you", 1 times didn't say but will regret it (And i can go thinking "Sh*t! I didn't say thank you!"), another 1 time is cincai one.
I'm not saying that i'm some kinda angel or saint, but... you got what i mean lar...

Sometimes, like i saw some idols on mags/ tv, idols i don't even care of, but i'll just call and tell my friends about it. When my friends are in bad mood, the response is really insulting! Its like "Oh, really ar", "I know already..."...

... thats not what i wanted!

People might not be idol-fanatic (Unlike me... i can go crazy when someone tells me of idol information... hehe...), but still, for the troubles they went through, a "thank you" is all thats needed (Even if you're in a bad mood!). It'll make them feel the troubles worth it.

Even if the information you tell them ends with "Oh, really ar", "I know already", but than top it up at the end of the conversation with a "thank you" too is appreciated, ok and kinda polite too?

I should stop being so "information-feeding" and keep everything to myself lar. Since things can go unappreciated.

Some peoples don't hang "thank yous" around their mouth. Can say as no manners?

And, things i SUPERLY hate (To clear the thing above)...
- People acting like they know me...
These words are VERY likely to get on my nerves, even if it meant no harm... Unless if i'm in a super good mood, otherwise, i'll feel insulted.
"You thought i am you meh..."
"Knowing you, you sure like that..." (My friend asked me out, but i don't want, so apologize and say don't want lar... and she went that! Hate it!)
"You always like that one lar..."
.. and etc... cannot remember too much! Blood boiling dee! Hehehe!

And another thing i really dislike (To explain the thing above)...
Through phone, when you are talking to the certain person, i don't know what others might think about it, but i really appreciate if i get a response back, like "ahuh" or "um" to indicate that the person is listening...
But some people can go straight line! Totally NO RESPONSE! I don't know whether she got heard it anot. To be honest, i always feel insulted when people react like that on phone. Even if you don't want to hear what i'm saying (Or if its just stupid stuffs), the least you can do is "um", "um" (Or my favourite "Ahah", "ahah"...), to show the person that you are listening etc.

Another is what, oh yeah, you are talking halfway and the person interrupt, just to shut you up because what you're talking is nonsense or etc.
Hey, talking about manners here. Its really rude! Especially if the thing you use to interrupt is totally of different topic!
If you really don't want to listen because the thing is uninteresting or stupid, theres nothing you can do! Just listen it out! Its not like its going to kill you! You might hurt anothers feelings (If its an emotional person) and its RUDE! Plain R.U.D.E.!
And also, you end up a story you think its interesting, and the other person has no response to whatever you just said, and ask you something else...
Hello, another rude thing! Its like you totally didn't hear whatever she said.
At least an "Really?", or "Sou ka", those type of expression will be ok what. At least THAT won't make me feel insulted!

Another quite similiar one is you're talking halfway, the person on the other line thinks its boring and stupid, and will go "Eh, i gtg already..."... or you finish the topic, expecting a "Really ka?" or some better response, they go "Eh, i gtg already..."
Like they didn't hear whatever you said!
Plain RUDE!
I understand that sometimes you really need to go, because urgent (Going out etc), but to just cut it out like that is rude! At least go "Really ka? Eh, sorry har, i need to go out now. Buhbye."...
Thats more easy on the ears!

I know sometimes things i said are stupid and uninteresting, boring etc... but its rude to do some of those stuffs i mentioned above! You know, i should stop being like that to people...
Again, i'm not saying that i'm an angel or saint...
But i do those, just expecting the same to come back to me (Being polite to others and expecting politeness in return etc...), but it doesn't...
I might be like those above at times, i apologize here for it, but still, i don't think i do that that often right?
I usually hear out whatever thing (Even if i'm not interested), and end with "Really ka?", right?

Should not care that much... its others business...
I tried not being like that... but i can't help it...
I guess i'm just... i don't know how to say lar...

Oh, i know i sometimes didn't hear finish whatever my friends are saying, than i add in my story dee (Same topic story)... hehe, paiseh ne! Because i got excited regarding the stuffs so... hehehe...

I'm not just heading all these stuffs to a certain person. Its more to a number of people.

Hmm... my this journal turns up to become a "shout-out" journal! Hehe! Majority things i'm really unpleased about regarding conversations is all shout out here. Hmm... felt a little better lar... but still... well...
I'm suspecting that i'm so mad, i'm gibbering everything out! Hehehe! My bad point! When i'm mad, or too happy, the things i type out and explain becomes very blur one! Oops! Hehehe!

浜崎あゆみ "Carols"...

Ayumi's latest single, "Carols"!

I may not always talk about Ayumi (As i talk more about Jay... -_-"), but all the same, Ayumi also stands at a very important place in my heart!
She is one of the female artist (Probably the "toppest", next to Faye Wong, but i love Ayumi more! =p) i greatly, superly and incredibly admire! Apart from her wonderful and brilliant singing, she can act (See her movie, 月に沈む and her other MVs!) and host (She have her own talk-show on Japan TV) and of course, write songs!

This single's lyrics is written by Ayumi (Of course! My talented Ayumi!).
I've read in some forum that Ayumi is "recycling-the-lyrics-AGAIN". Since that she wrote all her own lyrics... no doubt, there MAYBE some parts which are "recycled"... But maybe they are pointing at the feelings the lyrics are presenting? And it leads them to conclude that Ayumi's life is very tragic or something... -_-" (Most her songs are quite tragic... i think... haven't read all yet... =p)

Recycle or not, NOT everyone can write such good lyrics, especially Japanese (I find it harder to write in Japanese, since some sentences are long, etc...)! Ayumi can write lyrics which can really touch people!
Well, most Japanese lyrics, after translating, IS VERY touching and sounds very poetic and artistic, even if its a fast-tempo song...
Anyway, the lyrics to "Carols" is really nice! Sweet!

So... moi, the "great" (Yeah right!) storywriter, plans to write a story on it! *Given theres SPM, maybe not that soon,... newayss... (And don't nag i'm starting a new one... AGAIN... this one is just a short one!)*
I'm not following the lyrics exactly, but when you read the story, listen to the song. It'll bring out the "feelings" and "emotions"... unless you have the emotion range of a teaspoon... frankly speaking... Hehe!

I got this story's idea when i was watching TVBS's "Entertaiment News". Theres this book which was a REALLY BIG HIT in Japan (I can't read Japanese that well, so i'll try to hunt for the chinese version... hopefully got...), it was made into a movie. And of course, the movie became a big hit as well (I can't remember the statistics...).
Typical Japanese movie, tragic ending, and the favourite, the leads of the movie thinks back of what happened last time, when they were teenagers (Flashbacks of when they were young)...
The "flashback-young-version" of the leads were running at the beach... thats when the idea "hit me"!
It reflects a little bit on this current story i'm writting (Just a little bit, its the lead characters and the place the story is set...).
As i see the news further on, Hirai Ken's song was the movie's theme-song. I started thinking abit of my storyline, than during SPM today (Don't scold me!), i got the idea, why not write a story based on Ayumi's "Carols"?
Confusing? Yes, i love confusing people... hehehe... because my minds works in a funny way when writting, so don't blame me. Also, its hard for me to "present" what i was thinking and feeling, if its not written in a confusing way... Hehe...
Conclusion, if you find this confusing, ask me. I'll be glad to explain. Ones things for sure is I AM NOT COPYING THE MOVIE OR THE BOOK'S STORYLINE!!!
Maybe just the flashback parts... but what i'm trying to say from the nonsense i'm trying to explain above is, when i saw the leads in the movie running at the beach, it reminds me of my current story so... ta-da!
If you still can't get it, ask me...
Haha, if you want to read the story (Which will be written soon...), go to my MSN Story Group! I'll post it up there! But be warned... its in chinese! Hehe!

As for Ayumi's "Carols", if you really want to know what it means, go find the translation yourself! Hehe! I'll post it up if i feel like it!
Neways, i'll add the lyrics translations in the story one lar...

Ok lar, gotto go bath2 and than laze around, do stupid stuffs... not studying today... need rest after today's hectic, tiring, irritating etc Add Maths paper!!!... I'm continuing studying tomorrow! Heee!

Problems...

At first, i thought i can't open my Blog! But it turns out... its because of the stupid skin,... or so i think so!
I change the unicode thing, even though the page is empty, than, my Blog appears! Weird!
I guess back to the old one? Aiyo!
Hopefully theres some nice one i'll like and can also "encode" Japanese and Chinese! Ish!
After SPM, i'll definately change the skin and title... make a new changeover/ makeover! Hopefully can make it completely different!
After all, after SPM, i AM free...
Now, to study... Haih... =(

Graduation Party... (TBC)

Last Thursday (28th October 2004) was the last day of school.
The school threw us a "graduation party" on that day. We enjoyed it. Nevertheless, emotions run high (For me, that is...).
But some teachers looked happy as a matter-of-fact (Happy that they don't need to see us again! We WERE the worst batch as confirmed by Pn Chia, hardest to control she say... Hmph! -_-* But we were good boys and girls in F5!)...
But i've to go study now, owing to the fact that i DID not study for SPM... yet... so erm... full details of the event soon...
Paiseh (Sorry!) ^-^!
BTW, the worst and most horrible thing that ever happen that day, was not the seperation... but arranging our desk for SPM (And sitting for a short test to let us "experience" how it will be like in the REAL exams... but we ruined it... details soon...)! Ish! Trust the school to ruin everything... and yes, they can!

Graduation... Last day of school...

On 28th October 2004, it was the last day of high school life for the 2004 Form 5's of SMKDU.
Good and bad memories (And records) were made throughout our 11 years of education. Wearing our erm... "nice" school uniforms (Why can't they make it like Japan's?), creating havocs, being naughty and most important, being "us" (For now that is), teens!
But whether it is good or bad, the most important is the sweet memories. We might never get (Ok, we WILL never...) to experience it again.
That includes wearing uniforms (Unless you pursue a job which requires uniforms), being innocent and angelic (Ok, maybe not "that" for our year - We are noted by teacher as the "hardest-to-control-bunch"!), asking innocently to go to toilet, possessing handphones and illegal stuffs, finding a "safe-spot" for a place to hide that illegal stuff during spot-check - or to ponteng, bringing a heavyload of books everyday, getting scold by teachers, doing homeworks etc... and the occassional "run" from PC Chong, our disicpline teacher, should we be doing illegal stuffs like ponteng.
It might seem easier to "ponteng" during college, but theres no "lecturers" to hunt for you... therefore, kills all the fun and POINT of "ponteng"!
And of course, now we have to trouble and busy ourself everyday to find some clothes to wear so we do not get laughed at for wearing the same clothes everyday... ah, the fun of school life... time passes too fast... One minute, i was in F3, thinking, "Wah, still long road to F5! Still 'young'!"... Next minute... *sigh*... SPM... and worst, leaving school...
Of course, the joy is leaving "Add Maths" behind... Hehe...
Good friends were found... and some, enemies were made... The JOY!
I'll definately miss school and everything that goes with it (Except Add Maths... and SPM...)... but... oh well...
Theres still SPM... but i'm not looking forward to it...
Though, we're still wearing the same geeky uniform and going to school for it... than, it'll officially be out last...
School is fun. Appreciate it.

New w-inds. skin! ^-^

Tada!... again... ^-^ What do you think of the new skin?
Something is wrong with the old skin's pics, and also i wanted to use this picture of "w-inds." to be my Blog's main pic. Luckily, i found this skin, and after making certain modification, i add the pic and wah-lah, my own skin ^-^!

This pic is from Fah-chan, owner of w-inds. Club! As for whether this pic is "made" by her, or she got it from w-inds., i don't know ler =^-^=! Have to ask her!
*Most of other w-inds.'s pics are also from her! I asked permission dee (And the sweet Fah-chan allow! Arigato ne!) so don't say i steal!!! -o-*

Go visit the webpage! Its a must for w-inds. fans! Loads of w-inds. goodies ^o^!

Just a short one to talk about the skin! ^-^

p/s: When you open this webpage, strange characters might appear. Its because i wrote it in Japanese and Chinese, and well, this skin probably can't host it (My previous2x one has no problems!)... i don't know lar... hehe, not very good in com stuffs.
Anyhow, it made the frame looks weird too -o-*! But to fix it, just go to "View" at the upper left corner, go to "Encoding", and click on "Unicode". Everything should be back to normal... if not... well, it works for me lar that way! Hehehe!

New skin, bad settings...

*Pic of Keita!

Tada! What do you think about it?
Personally, i REALLY like this skin! The feeling is good, the music goes with it... but there are catches...

1# - No title...
2# - Theres this blank gap at the top (Nothing that i can't do to make it nicer!)...
3# - The worse one... No "comment"!

The 3# one is just... bleurgh!!! Theres the word, "comment" there at the end of each journal, but the link doesn't work!!! I tried a couple of stuffs... FAILED!

But since i really like it (And my tagboard is there...), so i'm keeping this for a couple of days until i find a nice skin i really like, or erm... if i can't stand the "no comment and title" part, i'm putting back my old one lar!

Though, kudos to the one who made this skin! Its really nice ne? I really like the feeling! If you're reading this, tell me how can i "enable comment"! I tried Blogger's way but i don't know where to paste! Anyway, it didn't work...

Off to "mum-mum" than study dee lar! Ganbatte!
Ja!~

The Dream...

Ok, i had this really weird (But rather sweet) dream today!

I had tuition this morning... ok, this doesn't relates... a bit lar...

Anyway, my dream was like this (Dang! I should've written it somewhere this morning! Now i forgotten bits dee!)... erm... i think i was in this pub or something with me mom. I know shes me mom, but the feeling is like we were best buddies, pals, going clubbing or some-sort.
Than we walk to this bar table... this REALLY small bar table! Its like... TOO SMALL (Compare to the real ones...)! Like 4 school desks combined together, or maybe slightly larger than that... ONLY!
Ok, instead of a bartender, i saw 鄭元暢 - very cute!!!
He was a model... but yet, he was mixing drinks too, acting like a bartender! I mean, i know his a model (Those "feels" in dreams~), but felt a bit strange (In the dream and now...), that he's mixing drinks!
Than yadda yadda, things i can't really remember - and the same scene replay (Walking to the bar table...), except now is... aiyo, i also paiseh how to say ne... except now is, we are "in love with each other" (Serious! No perasan or anything!)! I can strongly feel it!
And the way he looked at me is the way 葵 (Acted by him) in 薔薇之戀 look at 百合 (Acted by Ella)!!! Very very very lovingly!!! - For those who don't understand, go watch 薔薇之戀!!!
But the catch is, well... someone (I think its my dad... but he doesn't look like my dad! I can just feel that he's my dad or something ler!) doesn't agree that we be together and stuffs and tries to seperate us! I can't remember the details, but i think the next time (The same "go-to-bar-table-scene"), we tried to pretend that we are just normal friends, or is it we don't know each other at all?
Than i remember this real important incident - which i'm not telling anybody - happened, and bla bla... finally, we got to be together! I think that "someone" finally gave in after all and... my mom woke me up... -_-"... Because got tuition...
WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN WHENEVER THE DREAM IS GETTING TO THE GOOD PART??? WAH!!!

I don't know whether tomorrow want to go to school anot ne! Got a couple of reasons...
1# - Haven't study... plan to study at home (Scare school waste time too!)!
2# - Lazy
3# - Got Chem! My chem sucks! I don't know a single thing, and my teacher loves bombarding me with questions i don't know how to answer (Because i don't know a single thing)! Its double period somemore!!! Ahhhh!!!
4# - Lazy
5# - I want to study!!!

But there ARE reasons to go... and they are...
1# - Good girl mar! Go to school! Somemore last year!!
2# - Pn Ng say will teach some accounts! But its only 1/2 and less hour...
3# - Got BM! But only one period, and don't know will do what actually...
4# - Maybe can get some extra informations...
5# - Good student should go!!! Hehehe...

Should i go? AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~

Bought two issues of Junon today (October and November 2004)! Cost me a bomb! But i think Oct's one more worth it, although 2 also worth it (What?)!
And i found out w-inds. just released their latest photobook!!! Must call Kinokuniya tomorrow to check price and see if want to buy anot!!
... well, most probably will buy one lar!!! Hehehe!!!
Plus, i'm most probably going to buy their 2005 calendar! Also a "bomb"... but erm... this one REALLY still thinking! But most probably buy... since "this" (Some reason) and my brother's most probably buying Ai-chan's one...!
But unless i have the extra cash, unless i'm going to Japan,... or else i'm not going to buy again anymore... if this time i buy!!!
I'm going broke ne! I still have Jay's concert ticket to purchase, w-inds. latest photobook and calendar (Somemore calendar by Nov 7 must order dee!)! AHHH!!!

Dilemas... AHHH!!!

Feel The Fate

*The story below may be confusing, because i just write it as my "mind tells me too"! Hehehe! So very "my point of view" and my type of "writting talking"... But nevertheless, it also tells of what and how important etc w-inds. is in me life (Apart from Jay whose already so strong and important in me life!) and the history... our "fate?"... etc etc...
But i re-read also feel blur blur! Hehehe!

w-inds. really improved since their debut! Their song is always the best but improving (What?), Keita's vocals got better and stronger (Compare it to 「Forever Memories」! So cute but big difference!), Ryo and Ryu's rap getting better, performance also better, dancing always that good one lar but also better... everything better! Improving every new time i see them, although they already always the best! Hehehe! What kind of "sentence" is that?

I remember when i first heard of them, i critisize them and don't hate them, but i don't like them either!
My first memory of them is at night, i was watching tee-vee with me dad and saw their first single, 「Forever Memories」's PV (Promotional video = MV). That time i still don't know them! Never even heard of their name!

And i was guessing whether they are guy or girl!

Because they look like girls (Kei-chan has long hair, Ryo-chan looks sweet and cute and Ryu-chan looks girly innocent!), but the vocals sounds girlish, but more guyish too (Means can feel its a guy's singing - although voice abit girly?)! So me and my dad was guessing whether they are guy or girl. My dad say "definately is girl"! He say he never see people wrongly before! I was still doubting, than their names appear, and i knew its guys dee lar. But they are so girly! So... the critisizing starts? Hehehe!

I also saw their performance in Popjam before (I love KinKi Kids' Koichi last time, so i always watch Popjam as its hosted by him, and probably nearest to Koichi you can get in Malaysia!). 「Feel The Fate」 and 「Paradox」. Still dislike them as i think they very erm... understand lar... Hehehe... but than i got slowly think Ryo-chan is cute, and kinda started liking him... Only Ryo-chan... Paiseh... hehehe... not w-inds.! Only Ryohei... -_-"

But than when i went to Japan at year end 2001, i don't why, but i was attracted to Kei-chan! When we were in Kyoto, we went to the temple. On the way were shops. Some shops sell artists pics, and... i don't know why but i bought Keita's pics! Hehehe! At that moment, i really don't know why i buy it! Maybe its the "attraction"?

And than i started liking them bit by bit (Saw their performance on TV, mags so...)...

I went to Harajuku (Only me and me bros. The original tour was to Tokyo city tour, but we skip it for Harajuku! Hee!) to shop for Johnny's stuffs (I was a big fan of Johnny's artists than - Akanishi Jin... Hehehe!), and when after shopping in Johnny's shop i went to this other artist shop (Selling artist stuffs) and well, when i saw Kei-chan's pics, w-inds. pics, i bought some! 0_o And i critisize and dislike w-inds. last time... hehehe...

My biggest regret is... when i arrive back in Malaysia... i fell for w-inds. dee -_-"! And theres mags and stuffs on w-inds. i didn't buy when i went there! Ahhh! But anyway, i started listening to their songs and pay attention to their stuffs... Because Kei-chan's voice is really mesmerizing! And soon when their single "Another Days" was released, the "attraction" grew stronger and stronger... when "Because of You" was released... BOOM! Head over heels and almost gila dee! Hehehe! That song was really nice and bla bla bla -All the lovey dovey stuffs lar-!!!

Than buy their CDs and all (Go crazy...)... but after "New Paradise", they didn't release single for quite long (Their average is 3 months 1 single), and i fell for Comic Boyz and Jay Chou (And still are ^-^!!! Jay!!!~~)... and into Chinese songs... i was quite "apart" from J-pop dee at that time, but when w-inds. release their singles (Keep myself updated with their website and TVBS's F-Generation!) i will still listen to them, but not that crazy dee lar...

Strangely, i still buy their album...! Habit? When i bought home their 3rd album, i didn't even listen to it! Just kept it! Strange ne? I also bought "w-inds. ~ Bestracks ~ (Their compilation album), but i listen to it once than i kept dee! Em... -_-"
*I love 「キレイだ」!

But when ｢四季」 was released and when i was trying to find and dl their stuffs, the boom came back! I was looking to dl ｢四季」 one, but i end up searching more (Other devoted's website, etc etc), so the boom mar... Hehehe...

And that day i checked their official website, they will perform in Popjam!!! But i forget to watch!!! So the next day dl their performance in Popjam, and the more i listen to the song, the more i fell in love with it! And after dl the MV (A very touching touching one!), bla bla bla!!! <--- Understand lar!

I also found out... they will perform in Taiwan! Their first overseas performance! Open concert arrr!!! Ahhhhhh!!! So near... yet, so far... I got SPM that time... and also, my dad won't really allow lar... so... so near, yet so far... Kei-chan!!!

Anyhow, i really wish they will come to Malaysia, or somewhere near (Like Singapore or Thailand? Hehehe!) and hopefully, i'll be able to go! I really wanted to see them! Japan is too far and too expensive! But maybe when i work will?

Aiya, "future" think now still a little too early! Now must concentrate SPM! If we're fated, we'll definately "meet" someday!

Can you 「Feel The Fate」?

- 「Feel The Fate」 is w-inds.'s 2nd single!

p/s: Actually, just like w-inds., last time i critizise FLAME and Lead when they first debut! But than... i will slowly like them one... Strange ne?
Another strange thing is... 3 of the boybands are from the same company, Pony Canyon...
How strange can you get? 0_o

New title, new blog...

Ok, the title's a little tad too weird! I mean, i've only done some changes to me blog -The TagBoard and so...-, i haven't even change the skin yet for crying out loud! But its something i'm going to do... maybe not the near future (I've yet to discover a skin i like...), but definately soon? Hehe!

I really like my board's new name (Ｉñ ｔｈè ｍïｄｄｌè ðｆ ëｔè®ñìｔÿ　～～永遠の途中～～ [Eien no tochuu]). It is actually the title of w-inds. (My fave japanese boyband~~ Ahhh~~) latest single, ｢四季」's c/w song,　｢永遠の途中」. The meaning of the song is quite sad, the background music itself sounds sad! And Kei-chan (w-inds. lead vocal, Tachibana Keita　橘　慶太 - Me 2nd husband... hehehe...)'s voice is powerful enough to send the message, and touch the listeners, whether or not you might trully understand the song (As its japanese...)! Maybe one day i'll post up the lyrics for ｢四季」 and　「永遠の途中」 plus translations!... once i find a suitable and quite accurate translation... Hee!
*BTW, my blog's description (At the top there) is a short part of ｢四季」's lyrics! I think that parts quite touching, so thats why i post it up there! Although my blogs name is ｢永遠の途中」, i post ｢四季」's lyrics because i think ｢永遠の途中」's quite heart-breaking and sad... so mar... understand ler!

w-inds. 「四季」

Kya! Finally, i got to see w-inds. latest single, 「四季」!
I was so touched! That PV (aka MV) is sooooooooooooo nice and touching! I love it! 大好き (Daisuki!)!
Its something like, 3 of them is sort of at the past, and they met their young self and their family members... I don't really 100% get the message its trying to show, but i still love it, and its cute! Especially the part when the ticket Keita is holding, the date on it is his birthday! How cute is that?
The young boys acting as w-inds.(Except Ryuichi - The other boy is young Ryohei ka?) are soooooooooooo kawaii too!!!
BTW, the Keita wearing the white sweater looks so... kya!!! CUTE!!! Kakkoii da yo!!!
I love it!!! 大好き、 大好き!!!

Argh!!!

Today... i didn't study!!! Ahhh!!!
Tomorrow will study, but tomorrow... to go to school, or to not go to school... That... is the question...

I don't know whether anot want to go ne! Hehehe! Because tomorrow got school's unofficial Sejarah test. I want to go, but i also don't want to go... -_-" Because it'll be VERY boring before the exams... nothing good to do... but i want to go... erm... er... dilema!!!

Ok, decided... if lazy tomorrow morning, don't go... if not... go... Oh well, this is SUCH a brilliant way to decide...

But half my heart tak mau go school ne... it'll be super boring for sure, mind, and... haih... 2 of my very good machis won't be going... and it'll be 100% bored to death... and damn lonely dee... Wah!!!

But to go anot? I don't know!!!

Plus, both my good machi had an argument... i'm in another dilema... AHH!!!

Ooh, there are bruises on my hand!!! Erm... when did i kena that one??

I'm bored outta my mind, i don't know what i'm talking now!!! But hmm... if i'm that bored, why not i just go study? Stupid! I'm sure flunking? Choy! Ganbatte!!! Must study smart, than do my best, than hope for the best!!!

Half my post here is complaining about my studies... my life REALLY isn't interesting... -_-"
But i'll live it to the fullest! Ganbatte!

Now... to solve all my dilemas before i go to sleep! Or... when i wake up... Haih...

Ooh, i want to buy Tension's latest album soon! Hopefully they'll come soon! And hopefully they WON'T COME during SPM exam days! Or else i'm toast!

People studying hard and smart for SPM, ganbatte!!! Good lucks and go go go!!!

Why do animals have to suffer?

I don't understand this... why do animals have to suffer?

They bought happiness to a human's life, yet, they also suffer the sickness men do. Its not their fault!

Last night when i was going to sleep, i was listening to the radio (988). The program is hosted by "Chan Fong" where people with problems all call him and talk to him, and he tries to solve it with advices etc, and this guy called. I was heartbroken when i listen to his story!

He own a dog of, should be around 10 years dee if i didn't heard wrongly... And the dog is dying of blood cancer (Or some cancer)...
He (The dog) was suffering. He won't eat, won't drink, won't sleep. When they try to feed him water, he'll just spit out blood. And... oh my god! I cried when i just heard him said that his dog was sick (Note: I'm a crazy animal-lover! Dead-crazy! Dead dramatic! And dead-emotional when it comes to animals!)... Than i wondered... why do animals have to suffer? Its just unfair! Its not like they did anything wrong - humans did more wrongs - but... they have to suffer sickness like us humans do! Its so unfair!

I hope the dog, no matter how he is now - or where he is -, i hope his happy and if he's still here, i pray he'll get well soon!

I can't have a dog, due to some stuffs, so i never got to chance to experience what dog-owners do... but i do hope all you dog/ pet-owners out there will

treat your pets as good as you can, and never make empty promises ("I'll bring you out tomorrow"... but it ends up the next tomorrow, or next next tomorrow...)... who knows... they might just leave you when you least expect it... That is why treasure every moment together, do everything you can for him, so you won't regret if anything happens...

Hmm...

Jay's "Imcomparable to Jay"'s 2004 World Tour Concert in Taiwan on 2nd Oct 2004! The concert is a huge success! Congrats Jay! Kya! I'm so happy!
p/s: My baby can dance! Yeah!
pps: Please don't get goosebumps...

Wowza! My last entry is Sept 11 ne! Mandy's right... i DID not update my blog often... I feel so paiseh ("Shy" in hokkien) =^-^=...

I'm so gonna flunk my SPM!!! Oh well, must ganbatte and try to do my best and START STUDYING!!! Can you believe i haven't even touched my book (Well, not exactly "haven't touched" but... got touch... just haven't read it throughly!)? And my Add Maths sucks, and my Chem and Physics sucks! WAHHH!!!

Luckily Accounts sort-of-is-getting-better... Because that day during school's exam (An unformal one, just to make sure we still have things to do while we're still in school, i guess...), i copied Irena's (Whose sitting next to me - Tables WE ourself arrange very very near each other... Very memalukan... but... oh well...) Question 1 lejar's imbangan duga... because my lejar still suck... but i realise i'm starting to get a hang of it! The only reason i can't do lejar is because i haven't practise/ read it the night before. And Irena throw in a few tips... maybe a few more practises, and i MAY really really get the hang of it, and get quite better marks for question 1! Well... now, to Question 2... -_-"

Its surprising how the things you learn in class leak out from your brain like a bad tap THAT easily... I guess the saying goes, "Practise and study is IMPORTANT"!

Hmm... add maths is my very first paper and also my WORST paper (I never did wonders with it...)... I never do well in this subject (But surprisingly, i can do it better in class... I guess this proves that my brain is so "twing", it can only handle straight forward ones, and not pernyataan masalah... tsk tsk...)... Luckily its first... i can concentrate and get on with it faster, than i'm through, through and i NEVER EVER EVER EVER want to touch it AGAIN for the rest of my life!!! NEVER!!! You shall never make me (I'm getting dramatic... -_-")!!! NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: And lets hope after high school, i'm really really REALLY through with Add Maths!!! No "additional subjects" of it OR EVEN about it! I quit! No to Add Maths... or calculus... or anything that needs me to wreck my brain until its like... AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pps: Please excuse me for my language... and temper... Like i said, i'm getting dramatic (More like, i'm ALWAYS dramatic... -_-")...

Better stop yakking and blabbing about how my exams sucks, otherwise, it'll be a "Blog of bad exams"!!! Anything good happen today? NO!
Mandy and Irena skipped school... and i'm so lonely... You guys better come to school soon!!!

Haih... i'm beginning to think that i do not really have that much "goody-good-close-friends", do i? I was sitting next to someone, but the other 3's tables next to mine are connected, and mines the only one which is not connected, and stands alone... Hmm... I feel so coooollddd in class... brr... *teeth clattering*...
But i love my friends! I appreciate them and I LOVE THEM!!!~

Muaks, I love Jay!!! Hehehe!!!

Konnichiwa!!!

Hmm... first time using blogspot ne! The blog i used currently is X-Fresh's blog! But i posted very little stuffs nee... Not much compared to my Zorpias!!! Hehehe!!!
Nothing interesting about me life lar... Go check Amane's!!!

周杰倫二○○四「無與倫比」巡迴演唱會

就是帥, 就是屌, 就是周杰倫﹗


Yeah!!! Jay's concert in Taiwan tonight (無與倫比 10月 2 日) was successfully held!!! Shuai!!! Congrats darling Jay!!! YEAH!!!

Below is news regarding the concert (News extract from Taiwan's Yahoo! news)!


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周杰倫熱唱台北夜 近四萬歌迷情緒高亢


【中央社 】
（中央社記者吳素柔台北二日電）台灣小天王周杰倫(新聞、圖片、商品)今晚台北開唱，除獻唱約三十首歌曲，高空開場、梆笛吹奏、演唱中途接手機、煙火瀑布、百萬火柱、古董車登台等噱頭，讓近四萬歌迷驚喜不斷；而緋聞對象蔡依林除了送花籃，也親自到場為「好朋友」打氣。

周杰倫二○○四「無與倫比」巡迴演唱會，今晚在台北市立體育場首唱，由於冷氣團來襲，白天天氣不太穩定，但晚上演唱會開場時，幾乎沒有下雨，讓周杰倫鬆了一口氣。此外，蔡依林、侯佩岑、ENERGY、S.H.E(新聞、圖片、商品)、王心凌(新聞、網站、圖片)、麻吉等多位當紅藝人都前來捧場。

演唱會共分為「時尚風」、「嘻哈風」、「彈唱PART」、「中國風」四大段落。開場「時尚風」在「以父之名」歌聲中揭幕，穿著鑲水鑽、軍裝造型外套的周杰倫，站在紅色十字架上從六、七層樓高而降，歌迷亢奮情緒立即被點燃。

他隨後演唱「止戰之殤」、「她的睫毛」、「晴天」、「你聽得到」等歌曲，爆破連連的特效，眾人大呼過癮。周杰倫首先表示「大家今天都到齊了嗎？現在沒下雨了，但我的喉嚨也啞了，不知道該講什麼，很感動大家到這裡，我會盡力表演」。

到了「嘻哈風」段落，周杰倫演唱「梯田」、「爸我回來了」等組曲，並有安排原住民舞蹈，他也秀了一段苦練多時的梆笛；接著他演唱「園遊會」、「龍捲風」、「將軍」、「亂舞春秋」，煙火瀑布和巨大火焰讓歌迷嘆為觀止。

在「彈唱」單元，周杰倫換上藍色牛仔吊帶褲，和三位吉他手帶來UNPLUG演唱，曲目包括「星晴」、「回到過去」、「最後戰役」以及張震嶽的「愛我別走」。

隨後他與舞群熱歌勁舞演出「我的地盤」，這首被他視為最難背的歌詞，今晚果然「突槌」，由於一度忘詞，他臨機把歌詞改為「方文山 (作詞者) 你寫的詞實在太難背」！耳尖歌迷都發出會心一笑。

周杰倫後來換上淡藍西裝、彈著粉紅鋼琴，深情款款演唱「雙人枕頭」、「愛情懸崖」、「擱淺」、「藉口」、「瓦解」、「祝我生日快樂」等歌曲；演唱嘉賓「南拳媽媽」和性感亮相的溫嵐，也帶來精采表演，歌迷同樣迴響熱烈。

演唱會尾聲，周杰倫演唱「雙刀」、「雙截棍」、「龍拳」、「困獸之鬥」、「倒帶」、「簡單愛」及「七里香」等歌曲；在歌迷安可聲中，他開著白色古董車亮相，獻唱「外婆」給台下的外婆，再奉送「斷了的弦」、「東風破」、「軌跡」等安可歌曲，陪歌迷渡過難忘的初秋夜晚。



News extracted from: Taiwan's Yahoo! news.
This piece was copied from my Zorpia journal.