Seaworld.

More than a year since i got back pics are only up now haha sorry FYL for i am a TragicPhail!Blogger =D!!


So yeah, SEAWORLD XD!!

One of my favourite places in Aus!
(Because Dreamworld took down the chairlift which i love so much so BOOOOOO!)

And the first time i see a Loggerhead Turtle XD!

"HAROO!!"

Then off for the seal show =D! Effing nice!




That big fat California Sea Lion is ♡!!
(Some story about mafia and the police trying to catch them and all!)

And the BEST BEST BEST aquarium i've been to!



XD!
It's cool because unlike most aquariums which are indoor, this one is outdoor and it's like, you're really underwater in the sea =D =D =D!!

And the awesomest part of Seaworld ♡!!

DOLPHINS!!


DOLPHINS!!


DOLPHINS!!


DOLPHINS XD!!!


And in absolute close proximity effing Awesome ♡!!

HARO HARO 8D!!
They are super adorable, they just swim up to you and like... HARO XD!! ♡

There's also Polar Bears there =D!!





Hello adorable fat blubber ♡!! XD


And my favourite pic of it all:

I LOVE AUSTRALIA ♡.

It's my birthday!

I'm 23 this year =D!

But i shall stick to tradition, and maintain that i am 17 this year!
OH YEAH FOREVER 17 teehee! (^^ )
(Although as my friend said, 21 would be the best age to be "forever" because it's the legal age lols!)

So yeah, i am pretty much horrible at telling stories, so i'll just let the pictures do the talking with my random retarded captions =D!


Naima Ave asked me out for dinner on the 19th at Chili's Empire Mall =D!

I can't remember what i said, then when Naima frowned i took this pic XD!


Ok, whose hand photobomb this picture hmm hmm? (it's Cheryl AhMa's btw.)

With Sharizal "Milk Pa" Teh Tarik!!


And Cheryl AhMa!


And special guest Lauren AhPoo!! XD

She was actually supposed to surprise me, but i saw her while we were waiting for our table hee XD!

Thank you so much guys ♡!!

Some pics!

Our side!

Paparazzi-shots of AhMa!



And mine =D!


Ice-Milo at Chilli's =D!

(as much as i like Milo, don't think will ever order it again - though this is the third time or so - because different outlets different taste, and this one's pretty watered like MEH!)

Then the food!!

My Southwestern Grilled Lamb!!


AhMa's Chicken Crispers!

Both taste totally good with Honey Mustard!!

And Naima's Portobello Mushroom Burger! (did i get it right?)

Mmm, ok i want burger now!!

Then after noms we were chatting and all, when suddenly the Chilli's staff came over with my cake!!!!!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡
YAH XD!!!

Totally wasn't expecting it!! THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!! XD

RT's Strawberry Tart mmm ♡!!


Making a wish!~
(Haha, not telling you guys what i wished for =D!)

See the candles! Only 17 =D!

The candles were then all pushed way in and i had to get it out with my mouth!!

And comes tons of head-pushing, foundation-to-cake-transfer, strawberry rolling off cake, cream on face and kissing anyone near me to get the cream on their face's instead OH YEAH XD!


After dinner, i was told that there's another surprise for me!! WEEEEEEEE XD!

Naima covering me with my scarf so i can't see what they have in store for me ♡!

Yeap, it was pretty funny XD!!

Then Milk Pa, AhMa and AhPoo took off with my bag (silently) to prepare the surprise while Naima lead me to the surprise (where the whole way i couldn't shut up and kept yabbering hee)!

And waddya know!! MY SURPRISE XD!

BALLOONS AND MY PRESENT ♡!! XD
YAHHHHHHHHHH!!! ♡

My present with my girls ♡! Thank you i love you guys so much!

Sexy underwear woot!! XD

Group-shots =D!


Ballooooooonnsssssss!! ♡♡

The people who made it all happen ♡!

Yesh, Milk Pa included =D!

THANK YOU GIRLS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!
Effingly lucky to have you girls in my life really (^^ )!

And check this!!

OH YEAH XD!
Ooh, and on our way home someone actually highlight and honk at our car lols XD!

Surprises, Cake and presents, BALLOONS, good noms and Awesome people!!
(and 7-11 at 1-2am for milk teehee!)
What more can a birthday girl ask for (^^ )!!

THANK YOU!! ♡

What's my age again?

I'm effing effing horrible with words, so i really don't know to express my gratitude properly, but i really really love and appreciate everything, and thank you guys SO SO SO MUCH!

You made my 23-year-old 17-year-old birthday a blast!
I love you guys so so so so so much!

Thank you ♡!

Teh-Tarik-Blast! Hah! XD


ps: Will be posting more pics soon =D!

Of fools and idiots.

I promised good karma till next month, but i really can't help it.

I like how Kpopsecrets gives good LOLS, but sometimes some stuffs rubbish writes just sends you off-course. The "!@#$%^&*" kind.

Honestly i don't know what i want to say, i'm just really angry because of that third line. To hell with my usual opinion on "everyone can have their own opinion". YOU MAY NOT LITTLE TURD.

It's fine you don't like him, but please don't act noble self-righteous shits saying rubbish like "but i rather see them whole with someone i don't like then broken apart". (it's THAN get your grammar straight - lol at myself for correcting others on grammar when mine is nonexistence as well weeeeeeee)


I don't want to pretend i know, or understand the boys, as i myself see my 4-years-fandom as some sort of a phail! most of the times.

But again i will say this. To hell what others think of me saying this:

You don't know him.
You don't know the rest of them.

With a freaking self-righteous limited mind as yours, you will NEVER EVER see YoungWoon with the rest of the boys the way i see them.


That said, one good thing that comes out from this whole thing...

Despite my 4-years of phail! fandom, at least i'm still better than you.

One of the best parts of L4D2.

Having long-ass-names just-because.

• Pigs can fly
• Bieber is Awesome
• PearlPorkFTW
• Bieber Blast!
  

(ps: In case you think we are "Bieber-fans", you're wrong. He is our TeamTehTarik's sacrificial subject teehee!)

• JoJoisshorterthanme
• Nick
• But im a LAAADDYYEEE!
• Cheryl Ho is taller than me FHL
  

• Miley Cyrus
• Justin Bieber
• Michael Jackson
• (i also don't know sowee teehee!)
  

Oh yeah, we once had Paris Hilton too =D!



A tribute to a classmate of Poo's and i's =D!

• My new crush is Jake Gyllenhaal
• Coach
• Super Ultimate Ninja Attack
• Girlcrush on Kristen Stewart

The night we have nicks such as "I want Lok-Lok" and "I want Peanut Butter Waffle" too =D!



And we NEVER have the same names twice (except Justin Bieber, because let's face it, it's nice to friendly-fire him and let him be mauled by the infecteds. Bieber blast HAH! Teehee!).

Oh yeah!! XD

Of self-righteous people.

If you've read Cheesie's latest entry...
Ok note, i'm not defending her just because she is one of my favourite Bloggers, but putting it from my point-of-view...

I don't believe she said: "Now everyone should go for guys for their looks first. You should follow what i say."
I honestly believe what she has posted is what she herself wants, and she doesn't have to go through her beliefs(?) and all by YOU right?


What's up with self-righteous people really?
You are self-righteous, good for you, please don't go unleash it onto other people because quite frankly, i'm pretty sure i rather live MY life, MY way, rather than YOUR way.

If you think about it, whatever i do *I* have to face the consequences MYSELF. You can go about preaching and being self-righteous, BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE TO FACE WHATEVER I DID.
No?

Not everyone is alike, and quite frankly, i rather be myself even with negative traits, than a self-righteous person.
Those self-righteous people are probably not even those "good-nice-people", just using their self-righteousness to conceal their not-nice-parts.
For example, someone who condemns others for being gold diggers, when they themselves are one, but they find some other way to hide the fact that they are by saying "i'm-in-love-with-his-personality" those crap you know.


I've met people who likes to appear as the "very-nice-likable-to-everyone" person, perhaps in fear of being judged by others?
But in the end they end up manipulating people who are closest to them, who probably won't even judge them to begin with, just so they may appear as the nicest person to everyone else.

Which if you think about it, it's kinda revolting, as in the end they turn out to be someone everyone else wants them to be, not who they want to be.


To those self-righteous people.
Please stop pretending to be self-righteous, and condemn people for THEIR choices.
Because in the end, YOU are not the one who have to live through their choices.

Cheesie for example: Are you her future kid? Are you living with her that whatever choice she makes will effect YOUR life?
No.

So shut your trap really, you are ruining the world for people who aren't afraid to be themselves.

Quite frankly, i rather people admit their flaws than giving reasons to cover those flaws up, because after a while you just see those "cover-ups" as a way of fear of being judged.

Not everyone is perfect, but as long as they can embrace their imperfection by admitting them, instead of making excuses and deny it, they will still be the more "perfect-person" than you are.

Ok, sekian.

This is one for the record.

I was thinking of what to write for my FB status, when unknown to me, i turned my head to the right and see HeeChul, in one of her rarest moment, sitting there looking up at me with big goggly eyes (and not making a single sound).

I know she's asking for something, but i was lazy to move, so i asked her what she wants.
She looked back, blinked, and brush herself against my leg, so i continue updating my status ("thinks HeeChul is a fat balloon.").

Then later i turn to look at her, she was sitting by the door looking really sad and emo.
Trust me, if you see her, you would feel so too. The sad eyes, head on floor and all...

So i got up, and the minute i got up, she too got up and head to the kitchen (signaling me to follow her).
I did, and waddya know, her bowl was empty, and she wants food.


I'm pretty amazed by what she did, because every time when she meowed at me when she wants something, if i'm busy i'll usually ignore her, so maybe this time she tried some other method, or coincidentally or whatever... but either ways, you have got to admit it's really cute (and it works!!).


Ah, seriously, cats.

Can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em. XD

In a bitching mood.

I've basically come up with "two types" of fashion-Blogs by girls.

There are those who acts like a bimbo, but really, between-the-lines(?) or so you can see a very smart and intelligent girl, just with the few bimbo-moments perhaps (face it, we all (girls) do!).

And then... there are those which are effortlessly bimbo.
The "Classic Bimbos".

The former which i really like, and latter which despite the annoyance, i really enjoy reading because it's really REALLY funny, and provides good entertainment XD!

Teehee!


And on to another matter...

I'm starting to not understand attention-seeking me-me-me people, to the extend they are really annoying me even though it's none-of-my-business.

If you don't take the initiative to do something, don't complain if the outcome if not what you want.

If you think you've tried, still not what you wanted, it's probably you didn't try hard enough (though you think you might have).
It is possible that nobody even realize it (since you didn't put any effort in)?
Either ways, still don't complain.

If you are just trying to seek-attention, by all means, my deepest sincerest apology that not everyone/ everything/ every outcome, can and should give in to your attention-seeking-needs.

Seriously, and i thought I was whiney and complainey (which i am, seriously, but this just blow everything out of porportion) (= =")...


Get this:
Not everyone have to do everything you want.

Not everything have to go the way you want it to be.

People have their own life. Things have to run their own course.


If you think people/ matters are not paying enough attention on you, look back, maybe you are the one who didn't pay enough attention back.

You can't blame anyone if so no?

Stop blaming others first, and look at yourself before you whine.


If you still want to continue so, by all means, go ahead.

Just don't blame anyone when things don't go your way, and especially if you are pushing people who are to close/ real/ true(?) to you even further.

Because seriously... GROW UP.



ps: That coming from me is pretty rich, but whatever you know, my Blog =D! Muhaha!

On religion.

Someone tweeted Xiaxue saying "You are no one to judge our God".
I replied "So it's ok for them to judge other's God, but no one can judge their's??".

It got me thinking, what about when certain religious people (the annoying ones) judge other people's Gods? What gives them the right(?) to do so then?

I know not everyone is like that, trust me, i really do.
But you know, there are always those few who annoys the crap out of me, and hence, that reply.


I am a strong believer of being yourself, and respect others for being themselves.
If you are, say, a devoted Christian or a Buddhist, go ahead. I respect you for that.

But if you go on to criticize others' religion (or even implying) so to make yourself seemed the best, you're only making yourself and your religion look bad. You will also lose say respect from me.

I have nothing against the religion, because if i did, that would make me a hypocrite.

But i really really can't stand followers who go on to insult others religion, or "comparing religions" (expressly or impliedly). Really?
It's giving your religion a bad name, don't you think so? I've encountered so many people who are so, and honestly, it's really annoying.


Most of my friends are religious, and i love and adore them, because that is who they are, and i accept them for being themselves, just like they accepted me for being a not-very-religious Buddhist.
They will never seek to insult and down-trod my religion just so to make themselves seem as "the better one".


So honestly, i have nothing against the religion, but i have every bit against followers who like to "compare religion" and judge others' religion. Trust me, i've heard a lot, and have been preached a lot too (the annoying type).

Some of my favourite peoples in this world, who i know personally, are super religious, but i still adore them to bits, simply because they accept and respect me for who i am, never try to change me, and also, they don't preach nor go thinking "my religion is better than yours", and i love them for that!


Just saying.

Is Amber Chia trying to insult our intelligence?

Ok this is your typical zip-zero-nada research done entry. I'm just writing my opinion from what i heard from my friends.
So i suggest if you really want to spread this around go do your own research or something. I bear no responsibility.


Ok, first we all know that Amber Chia got married in secret at the end-of-March.
Which if you ask me it's all very publicity-ey.

For starters, she suddenly got married. Of course, congratulations, definitely =D!
It was supposedly a secret, but then everyone knows about it after... then came the hordes of news on who sponsored her wedding da-da-da.
So obvious publicity dee can boh? Plus getting in married in secret (and suddenly) builds up a hype no?
Plus you don't see bigger names like Fish Leong and Angelica Lee (who was also awarded Best Actress in HK movie awards) go hush-hush when they got married.

So yeah, PUBLICITY!!
I honestly don't know why she wants to get married in "secret" anyways (oh right, the publicity and sponsorship!). Like who cares (seriously, nobody cares, i cared more on Fish Leong or Angelica Lee wedding to be honest hehe)?
Want to kahwin kahwin nya lar! It's a happy and good news!

Because her husband is shy?
If her husband is shy, for one, don't get sponsorship for your wedding then. Easy as that.


Then a month plus later there was an annoucement of her being 3-months pregnant! More congrats!

Now, here is me being a super busybody and like to gossip-gossip. =D

My friend's first thought of hearing the news was "how can you be pregnant for three months and not know?"
But if you time it, she got married end-March, then after the wedding only discovering that she is pregnant (1-2 months) and May announce... so ngam-ngam 3-months right?

But here is the picture of her pregnant 3-months.

Well, if this is 3-months pregnant, i must be due for delivery anytime soon. *pokes own's fat tummy*

(Note #1: I got the picture from The Star, so if it was from a previous photoshoot or something ages ago for maternity dresses bla-bla then stop reading because the points i make next would be redundant. Thank you.)
(Note #2: Of course, note the way she poses is to accentuate her bump (make it more obvious) so my points might still be redundant but whatever lar hehehe!)

I asked my mom, she say that tummy must be at least 5-months. She also added "people nowadays 3-months tummy still very small".
So unless if she's pregnant with twins (or a really large baby), it is impossible that that is 3-months.

Furthermore, as a model sure super slim right??
When my SIL was 5-months pregnant, she still looks the same, being a very petite and slim person!!
So if that is 3-months, i should ask my SIL if she was ever pregnant.


If you ask me, i think she was way pregnant before her wedding. At least, that was my theory from my *coughverybusybodycough* observations.

And she cough up such stories just to avoid the "social stigma"(?) on being pregnant before wedding, as you know, as open-minded Malaysians are, you do have that very very few who will frown at this sorta stuffs... usually the older generation...

I have nothing against getting married because you are pregnant. I think it is a rather responsible thing to do as you wouldn't your child to be born out of wedlock right?
Plus if reports were true, she and her husband had planned for the wedding years before. If you already have plans to get married and wants a baby anyways, there is no harm trying first before getting married right??

But for her to frame the whole story is kinda like insulting our intelligence. Like she's trying to pull a Ricky Martin.
And now everyone would just go, "yeah... right..."


If she were to just admit it, you would definitely have the minority old-fashion people who would gossip gossip, but most would congratulate her!

However, now she put it till this way, am sure majority would all roll their eyes at her. It's like, just admit lar, we all know DUH.


Oh well, whatever floats her boat! I'm just busybody and want to gossip nya hehehe =D!

Blog plug.

This is for the team (Teh Tarik). =D

My beloved members of Team Teh Tarik has made audition videos for the Project Alpha competition! And it would be very not kawan of me to not promote 'em =D!


First up is Sharizal "Milk Pa" Teh Tarik.

To vote for him go here.

Then my beloved Cheryl "Ah Ma".

Please vote for her here.

And last but not least, my dearest Avelynn "Naima".

Vote for her here.


Please watch the video and vote for my mates! It would mean a lot to me =D!

Ok thanks bye bye XD! *poofs*

Hello!

I ish has been on a Blog hiatus for too long i blame Twitter follow me here or http://twitter.com/_eikochan thank you.

I had exams then, but i just finished my finals last week, and thus, i guess i have no more reasons to not update no??

Then again, i do Tweet more often so follow me here, but BEWARE, i tweet a lot (9 months into Twitter with almost 13,000 tweets! Oh yeah!)- and is often incoherent, random, lame, unreasonable and totally doesn't make any sense at all.
So follow at your own risk =D!

And yes, i love Super Junior! COMEBACK ♡!


I promise to update with more stuffs soon! So please do come back soon =D!

Ok bye!

Lesson learnt.

I maintain that i still believe in cutting my hair very often, and that getting a bad cut every now and then isn't a bad thing (you know what works for you and what not).

That said, i had learned an extremely important lesson from my haircut this time round.

I have learned that i have to be responsible for whatever i may have said, or not, to my hairstylist - even body language.
Because whatever i may, or may not, say, will ultimately determine my final cut.


I told my stylist i want a new style with my usual (slimmer face - ㅋㅋ)... then hesitantly, i also asked for a style which looks "younger", as i honestly feel my long(er) hair makes me look much older.

... but then i forget that whenever i have short hair it does makes me look younger anyways what turf (= =")... totally redundant...

Lesson #1: Don't say redundant pointless stuffs. Remember, before and after are always different.


Then, my hairstylist asked if i wanted a more "funky" style.
Now, i thought "funky" means something like this.

Hmm, maybe it won't be too bad after all??

Haha, kidding! If that was what my stylist meant, i would beg on both knees for it =D!

I thought it was something along the line of, i don't know, the first image into my mind was quite stupid...
So i kept quiet not knowing what to say...

But thinking back, i think when my hairstylist said "funky", she meant my usual messy "rockish" hairstyle.

And thus, when i kept mum, this lead her to think that i don't want a "funky" style, and so...

Lesson #2: Know your hairstylist's terms.


When she started on my head, i remember i wanted a more "rockish-messy" style.
But then i figured, nah, just let it be.

Big mistake.

Lesson #3: Always know what you want.



And thus, because i phail-ed to follow all 3 "lessons" above...
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That's how i ended up with this Justin Bieberber head meh FMAL.

ARGHHHHHH!!!

Because young + not funky (messy) = Justin Bierberber-ish (apparently) what turf.

I won't say i regret not telling her i wanted a more messy style, after all, this is something new! I looked extremely fluffy now what turf 8D!

That said... the tauntings i got from everyone (= =")...

*M16 everyone*

On zoning and spacing out.

Comeback stage was on May 14th 2010 on KBS MusicBank.
Though i get to watch it LIVE, and i really really love it! I anticipate downloading the HQ version because i like it clear and full-screen FTW =D!

But i'll be honest to say for the Comeback in KBS and MBC, i was too tired to enjoy it it felt weird (and i need new glasses too what turf).
Though the HQ and full-screen thing. It was more like i was listening to them singing and zoning out at the same time. I can't pay attention. It was totally horrible and emos me out.

What happened to the good 'ol Comeback-times of sticking-your-face-to-the-laptop and HQ-full-screen-repeat-13times-round point-gossip-laugh-cry-emo at their dance, expression and being a bit more attentive, being able to see little things they do during performance and all?? Basically just everything lar! Hehe!

It is definitely not the "10-member-thing" (has looked passed it, accepted it and quite frankly very lazy to explain because it would require me going all long-winded and incoherent in a Blog entry), because it's just not that kind of weird... but more like i couldn't pay attention and kept zoning off.

And i don't like it.

I like to watch and repeat the performance over-and-over again, and noticing this and that. And all those stuffs, plus laughing at their clothing style or even hair (sorry i'm weird like this, i like making fun of them even if it was totally unnecessarily).

But i'm not doing any of it (well, i did some hahaHeeChulandSungMinhahaha but... that's beside the point, i still can't concentrate long enough (= =")...).

And these few days have been effing busy too i haven't rested well yet, but you know what, i'm going to keep all the videos in a folder, then when i'm "well-enough", have rested enough, i shall them all and dedicate a Blog entry to each comeback just to taunt and laugh at them =D!
BECAUSE I AM WEIRD LIKE THAT ♡.

Oh yeah!

But honestly, all those said, despite me zoning out and all... i find it amazing (for myself anyways) i can still see how Awesome and purr-fect their performance were (and they themselves too ♡). It was just Awesome Awesome. =D

I love them so so so so so much ♡.


Ok, GO GO GO! (^^ )

Hilarious fans.

I read that there are fans who actually complained that the boys has changed and are not themselves anymore.

To keep this short, i find it weird to complain "they have changed and are not themselves anymore".

I've actually wrote a whole blob of stuffs to justify how i felt towards this (to be fair to both sides), but it got long-winded and i got lazy, so i'm just going to be my really unreasonable (and angry) self and say:

YOU ARE A FAN.
You are not their family members, friends or colleagues etc etc etc. It's just weird to "complain" so, even if it is just a rant.

WHO ARE YOU to make such complains?
WHO ARE YOU to say "they are not themselves anymore"?
Do you know them personally? (if you do then i shut up.)
Do you even know who they were before they "are not themselves anymore"?
And also, are you sure?

You are free to leave the fandom should you really prefer an idol who accommodates to your every whim, honestly.
Accept them for who they are, even if they changed. If you don't, oh well, nobody's stopping you right?

If you don't like their new concept, styles or even hairstyle (as i so often do), it's fine. There's nothing wrong ranting about that (as i always do, but i'm weird so don't mind me).


But when it comes to stuffs like personality and all, wanting or wishing people to change for you or saying stuffs like "they are not themselves anymore", is something i always find weird.

Maybe you don't really know who they truly are in the first place.

Furthermore, get your head clear when it comes to stage-personality, and concepts and presentations and album-style blah-blah-blah etc etc etc.
There is a difference between being onstage and being off, performing and etc etc etc blah-blah-blah.

I can name a few artists who are totally different in-front of the camera and back (and not even performing or onstage what turf).


I for one, am very truly grateful the boys are not exactly so. I like it that they dare to be themselves, and you don't feel exactly feel the "idol-fan" gap thing between SJ and ELF. At least, that is how i feel, i don't know about you, but anyways...


Even if they don't show you one thing, doesn't mean they have changed blah-blah-blah etc etc etc.

Respect their privacy.

And please don't say stupid stuffs like "i feel betrayed ShinDong got a girlfriend".
He maybe an artist BUT HE IS ALSO A HUMAN.


Ok sekian terima kasih byebye.





ps: Evidently just want to rant and ramble for no apparent reason ㅋㅋㅋ.

Plastic bags.

If you don't want to care for the environment, fine. Nobody is forcing you.

But PLEASE don't give lousy excuses to not do it.

I once read about someone who was scolding shops for having "no-plastic-bag" day, and for charging 20 sen for it.
And saying that if you are charging for plastic bags, accusing them just to earn money but use the "save environment" as a facade, "at least pass the savings onto the consumer".

Ok, for one, "NO PLASTIC BAG" day = no plastic bag given on that day. Fair and simple, even my 4-year-old nephew could comprehend that.

Two, on those days, you are encouraged to bring your OWN bag. Lupa, too bad. Either go get one, don't use any or buy the freaking plastic bag from them!! Who ask you lupa?

Three, so what if they are charging to earn some extra money and use "save the environment" as a facade?


They charge 20 sen per bag.
While frequent-patrons might remember to bring their own bag (or some will always bring their own bag), and some people might buy because they forget the bag, but in the end, there will always be the people who refused to buy because they kiam buy a 20 sen bag for one small bar of chocolate, which they didn't need so why buy?

As opposed to if it was a normal day, that same kiam people would've just taken a plastic bag because it's free, and they'll just throw it away later.


I've seen people who doesn't need plastic bags, yet still takes them.
While sometimes perhaps because the store item is dusty, or the stuff might leak and kena your bag, but sometimes, seriously, there are just some things you really don't need one whole bag for!

Like a bottle of water. They put it into the plastic bag for you, then you drink the water, then throw it along with the plastic bag INTO the bin.

Er, hello, do you even need the bag in the first place then?


The message at the end of the day is simple.

By enforcing this "stupid" 20-sen a plastic bag on a no-plastic-bag day, it actually REDUCES consumption of plastic bags!

Especially from morons like YOU, who probably take a bag for one pack of chips or something and just end up throwing it away at home. (which if you had brought a bag, you could've just stuffed it in the bag - shopping or environmental ones. Don't remember TOO BAD.)


So yeah, they earn 20 sens per bag.
But if you think about it, it's just 20 sens a bag. They probably earn a lot from people who forgot to bring their own bags or whatsoever, but if you think about it, do you think they'll really earn from it?

Especially when out of 6 days in a week they give out the plastic bags free as usual? Only 1 day out of a week they charge (and it's not even a Sunday)?
Then again, i don't do marketing whatsoever, i wouldn't know the statistics etc but whatever.

You seriously have not been to Korea (or other similar countries) before no? Like, come on lar, they don't give out plastic bags there EVERYDAY.


Malaysians have to start learning to reduce plastic bag consumption, only taking when you need it, because really, if you think about it, sometimes the extra plastic bag is really an eyesore and you'll just throw it away anyways... so why take??

Why 13.

I will be lying to you if i say i don't have a favourite member.
I will also be lying to you if i say i do have a favourite member.

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

I don't even remember since when i started going all 13-members.
Even with other artists who i've liked before, i will always have a favourite member, and never like, allllll *greedy what turf*.
Special case? ㅋㅋ

But yeah, ever since i could remember, 13-members has always been something to me. Like... one.
I care about every single members (of course, we all do), and somehow or rather every single member's business is mine.

To the extend that i got really selfish i just want to see all 13-members together always. Even if one is missing, for whatever reason, i still don't feel it's right. I still want to see all 13-members.


To some new ELF i met, sometimes i would just say my favourite is SiWon or HeeChul or RyeoWook (ok but let's be honest it's usually SiWon ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ).
And i won't lie, i really really like that git due to some reason ♡.
But do you know i never like seeing him alone? Even if it was solo activities?

I like it better when he was at least with some of the boys, but i love him most when he is with all the boys. I love it most when all the boys are together.

The same goes for every member. Sorry, i'm selfish that way. I just like seeing all of them together.
And considering the number of people to group, it is a difficult feat no?

Even SuShow2. So only KiBum was missing. And my own nickname for him was Ghost Member lols (he's there but you never see him ㅋㅋㅋ).
The rest was there, but still... something still feels wrong. Something still feels missing.


And considering the situation now, it's possible that i'll never ever get to see 13 together again.

But you know what, as sad as this is (to me at least), somehow the happy memories are keeping it all intact.
I will still laugh, i will still cry, i will still emo, i will still be depressed, i will still start insulting them (sorry, bad habit, don't bother understand)...

But yeah, i is ELF, and we is strong =D.


Some might not agree with me, some will condemn me for it, but i'll still keep calling them my 13 boys.

Because i don't like Super Junior, but rather that 13 individual that started it all in the first place =D.

Ok GO!!

This is what you call DEDICATION.

Four girls in cyber cafe playing L4D2's latest campaign "The Passing".

Oh yeah! We love our Save the World™ session =D!
(That's Cheryl AhMa's hand!)

Here are our characters:

Cheryl AhMa as Britney Spears (Coach),
Lauren AhPoo as Lindsay Lohan (Nick),
Me as Justin Bieber (off to the volcano!!) (Ellis ♡),
and Loo Yee as Paris Hilton (haven't join yet, hehehe) (Rochelle).

We change our character's names every session =D!

We were happily playing, when suddenly, in the midst of finishing the second map (which is super gan cheong!), suddenly, a cockroach crawled across Britney Spears' feet!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Holy crap, EFFING SCARY!

And considering the fact that all four of us are DEAD SCARED of cockroach, we did what geeks who are afraid of cockroaches will do when met with one while in the middle of a game (phew, that's a mouthful...).
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We squat on our chairs so our feet will not touch the ground! =D
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But the game continues! Muhaha! *shoots into the air*

Yes, that's what we did =D!
Despite that all four of us are extremely terrified of cockroaches, our hands were still on the keyboard and mouse, though we try to sit as far away from the desk as possible XD!

The minute we finish the game (the minute we close the safe house door), all four of us simultaneously jumped to the back screaming (yes, we only scream after we finish the game =P)!!

Dedicated geeks! Oh yeah!
L4D2 FTW ♡!



All photos credit to Cheryl AhMa.

Two wrongs don't make a right.

Is comparing acts of cruelty even possible?

I don't believe in forcing people to believe what i believe in. I for one hate it like mad when people force me to agree with them when i don't want to, so i shouldn't subject it to others.
If i choose to believe it, fine... if not, please don't force me. There will always be a reason for my choice, whether it is a good or bad reason.

But you know what, i said "i don't believe in forcing people", but i still get very upset when people react with lack of compassion, or not what i was expecting from them.
Yes, contradicting hypocrite, aren't we all?

So i get a bit naggy - though admitedly i am not as uptight and pain-in-the-ass about it anymore - but honestly, i really shouldn't care what people's reactions are anymore because... BLEH.

I have faced so many different excuses made just so they can justify themselves from not doing anything, that nothing is new to me anymore really.

If you choose not to believe in what i say it's fine, but giving your own twisted excuses to deny it, or feigning ignorance, or in an act to defend yourself... what makes you any different from the people who did those inhumane acts?

I honestly find there is a difference between choosing to not act because you don't care, and giving excuses because you don't want to act.


Yes, there are so many causes in this world, how many of them can we actually stop? How many of them can one individual actually truly care for?

And here i'll be very honest with you, i choose to defend and speak out for acts and causes I personally and truly believe in.

I choose to make a difference because it is something i truly care about. Even if it's only a few, even if i'm especially bias because i have higher compassion towards marine animals, even if all i'm doing is just sitting here and Blog about.

But at least i am doing something about it, and not giving excuses to not do anything.

Watch this: trailer for "The Cove".

The Cove trailer.


I got so upset watching the videos that well, i got very upset lar what turf.

But it also made me more determined in what i believed in, and how i should do my best to not go against them.


Anyone knows how i can watch the documentary in Malaysia? Thanks!

Edited:
I just watched the documentary.

It is definitely something i will never ever forget, and something i would never ever thought was possible, the cruelty of it...

If from the Youtube clips, you think the Taiji dolphin killing was horrible, this was just...

I'm actually lost for words. To actually see the whole thing happening at the cove, and mind, this was only from the documentary (cut to fit so to say).
I can only imagine how horrible this would be to the film makers, having to see the whole thing from every camera, and having to edit it.

It's like a "movie", it seemed like a movie... except that it is not. Those dolphins really die.


The worst was seeing a blue ocean, not your usual dirty murky ones in Port Dickson... but a blue ocean, turning into a bright red... SO RED, you can not see any other colour. It's just, well, red. And the whole place was so tainted red, you really cannot imagine it possible.

And a little baby dolphin, from how i see, perhaps in length even smaller than a full-grown Golden Retriever or Siberian Husky, jumped out of the water and landing belly-up right on the shore, and lied there, struggling, while its parents are being harpooned and stabbed(?) to death.

But the worst part was one scene, in the pool of red, one dolphin float across it, dead.
Not moving, nothing.

It was worst than seeing the hundreds of dolphins swimming and struggling across the waters of the cove, bleeding, and crying.


Dolphins are lovable creatures. Whether you have only see them on tv, or (even better) in real life, in captivity or in the wild, you can't deny the attraction and adore you can feel for the animals.

When you see them, you can see the "smile", as if all is right and it just brings warmth to your heart.

When i picture a dolphin, i will always picture them swimming happily across the ocean, jumping, making noises, playing, breaching... it will always be an happy image.

Never in my life, would i ever be able to imagine seeing a dead dolphin floating in the water.

Not washed-up-on-shore-dead, or hunted put-on-sale in the market dead... but rather, just brutally killed and well, died.


I don't know how to describe that feeling. It's like seeing your "friends" being brutally killed in front of you.

It may seemed silly to compare dolphins to the likes of "friends", but that's what i've always felt. Their intelligence and friendliness towards humans, the connection(?), is just something which i feel is difficult to explain, and seeing them so brutally killed is just... wrong.


If everyone really proclaims how much they love dolphins and everything...

So why are we still allowing all these cruelness upon them?


As Margaret Mead said:

"Never depend upon institutions or government to solve any problem. All social movements are founded by, guided by, motivated and seen through by the passion of individuals. "

If you think about it, if you believe in something strong enough, even if it's only you, at least you try to make a difference. And that will make all the difference in the world.

Of ignorant people and justifying yourself.

If one of the things i couldn't stand, is people who are all out to "save the world" (not L4D2 what turf), but are ignorant of a lot of things going on behind.

They say they want to "save the animals", "stop cruelty" blah-blah-blah... but they only think of that one factor, and fail to consider everything else.

It's difficult to explain, so i'll pull in an example.

For example, a puppy from a puppy mill.
Buying a puppy from a puppy mill is very bad and absolutely cruel.

I was once told, in an act to defend(?), they say that buying a puppy from a puppy mill is "ok", because "we are saving the puppy", so it is not cruel and etc etc.

Yes, you can "save" that one puppy.
That puppy is cute and adorable, without you, they are probably going to be saved anyways! That's the purpose of a puppy mill no?

But what about the parents?
What about that (literal) bitch who have to give birth countless times till she dies, muted if she were to have a loud and sharp bark, and not allowed to see their puppies except feeding time?

What about those poor under-fed dogs, cooped in a cage with no proper medical care, and main sole purpose is to breed like a rabbit?

Yes, you save that pup from a life like it parents, but don't you see if you keep buying puppies from a puppy mill, you are just encouraging the trade?

And since there is a trade, wouldn't the unscrupulous breeders just keep buying new dogs from elsewhere for breeding, they are earning in the end anyways, so why not?

You may save the life of one dog, but you ruin the life of maybe many other dogs.


But back to what i was trying to say... those type of ignorant people...

If you think about it, maybe it's not too bad after all.

Sometimes i wish i'm just that ignorant person who believes in that one thing, and not to think of all other factors behind.

That said, i get annoyed at those type of people, so what can i do?

Meh.


Reason why i think being ignorant is better, is because i tend to think too much, and i get pretty upset easily whenever i can't justify my actions against something i strongly believe in.

Its like i just can't get it past myself. I tell myself it's ok to do so, just be a hypocrite, but i would really dislike myself in the end that i get upset. Not a win-win situation.

Am still pretty upset.

My Blog has turned into a ranting ground now hasn't it?? Haha.

STOP USING MY NAME.

Please stop using my name as an excuse to get away from things, especially those which are not to my benefit.

I mean it.

Please stop using my name, henceforth, unless with permission.

Do you want me to start TRADEMARKING my name that every time you use it you will have to pay royalties to me or risk being sued? -__-


I have always been extra lenient(?) on allowing family and friends to use my name as an excuse to get out of stuffs.

But I HAVE HAD IT NOW.

Because most of the time when they use my name, it was to MY detriment.

If it was something general and not-to-my-detriment or "for-surprise-purposes" etc, like "we're going out for a movie now", with permission, FINE.

But otherwise, the excuses people have fit my name in just to save their sorry ass is just... TCHEHHH!!

And end up I am the one being misunderstood as all sorts of different things:
- freaking bitch,
- bad/ hot tempered crazy bitch,
- crazy insane fangirl,
- selfish self-centered girl,
- silly, ignorant girl,
- dreamland girl what turf, (you got to admit this is funny though XD!)
- bad selfish not-filial daughter,
- "bad" wild party girl
- etc etc.
To be honest, i lost count dee FMAL.

... while the other get away scott free as the innocent pure person. Awwwwwwwww... moron.


I'm not denying that i am not a bitch. And while i don't find the need to proof myself to people, except if it matters to me, but if I want to be an effing bitch, LET ME BE THE ONE WHO INITIATE IT.

I don't need anyone to add it for me on my behalf, i can do it myself perfectly fine, thank you very much.


You wouldn't like it if i use your names for bloody excuses which makes you sound "bad" (to your detriment) to the other people now, would you?
Just because i was nice(?) enough to allow you to use my name as an excuse, IT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO BAD MOUTH ME TO OTHERS.


Ok, sekian, terima kasih what turf.

Trust.

I've always remember this conversation i had with my friend Loo Yee on trust.
No, not Equity and Trust you prat, but trust in general.

Shall not go into details, but though i agree with her, i find mine works in a different pace.

But in the end it comes to the same, when they work to lose it, they will lose it. Measly attempts at er, for lack of better words, "giving-chances" are given, but if you lose it. Then that's that.

I remember Seoul.

It was 14th July 2009.

I remember my parents sending me off at the airport. It's not my first time traveling alone to somewhere so far... well, my very first time out alone was to the same place anyways, how funny can that be.
Again like the year before, i was not never scared nor afraid. It was like a whole new adventure again, despite this being my second time to Seoul.

However this time there is a difference.

Upon reaching Incheon, the first thing i felt was a familiar feeling.
It's like going home.

I walked out the plane onto Incheon Airport smiling.
And it actually took all the will power in me to not run around with hands up the air saying i'm home =P.

But yes, i am home.

I walked out to the bus terminal with my huge-ass luggage, looked up which stop, bought the tickets and tadah.
You would've thought it's something i do very often, hehe.

Afte resting, i walked to the subway, topped up my card and took the subway somewhere.
While being in the subway, or buying stuffs, or even greeting "안녕하세요" when you enter shops...
Those are just things i was so familiar with, it was as if i stayed there and do it very often.

I love Malaysia to bits. But i guess i can say Seoul is my second home too =D.
I miss it very much, and despite being so far away, despite it being only my second time there, i know when i go back again, it would like going home.

Heck, it would probably be as if i didn't even leave! =D

I love you Seoul. (^^ )

Project Alpha Season 2 Launch Party.

Last Wednesday, my dear Naima invited me to join her for Project Alpha Season 2 Launch Party!
Yeah! PARTY! Thank you Naima (^^ )!

There was also a special preview of the movie "Kick-Ass" for Bloggers! Oh yeah, Aaron Johnson (despite him gaining weight - settle down dee mar no need look good what turf - and me being too young for him, omigosh his eyes!)!

And because i'm effing lazy to write up about it, i shall leave you to Milk Pa's link here.
I assure you Milk Pa will soon be one of the top Bloggers in Malaysia! Niki Cheong recognizes him can boh =D!
So be sure to follow his Blog!

And just to prove that my Blog has not died, here are some pics to soothe the raging spirits what turf.
Will promise to Blog more teehee (but Twitter is soooooooo much more convenient! Follow me here! =P)!


Naima's Rimmel (one of the sponsors) makeover =D!


Noms is served! Oh yeah!


With Xiaxue *glittery eyes*!

Managed to take a pic with one of my favourite Bloggers Audrey of fourfeetnine.com =D!
She looked really nice in the pic, but i looked effing ridiculous so shy don't want to post what turf. Maybe next time when i see her again will take a nice nice one okwecan lols XD!


♡.


In the cinema while waiting for the trailer and movie to start! (nothing better to do lols!)

Oh, and since majority of the people in the cinema hall are Bloggers, you can see lots of flashes going off in the cinema, hehehe! Typical (of Bloggers, lols)!

Ok that's all kamsia buhbye! XD

Love. Love? LOVE!

I used to think that if you "love" someone...
And when i say "love" someone, i meant love in general. Whether it's to your family, friends, special someone or whosoever...

I used to think that if you "love" someone, it's all in the heart that matters. You don't need to say it 10 times a day, constantly reemphasizing the point, nor do you need to do something or anything to show your "love". You just feel it, and that's that.

However recently i guess i was proven wrong?
If you really "love and care" for that someone - whether or not you say it 10 times a day or you just feel it bla-bla - i felt that the person should be able to feel it, and know about it too.

Or at least, if you really do, you would care for the person's feelings, and would do your best to never hurt that person. Especially since if you "love and care" for them so much, it should be your utmost and basic knowledge whether what you're doing is hurting them or not.

And of course, to always be there for them. =D


I admit i was a tad bad... ok, i'm really bad at showing my feelings! And especially at expressing myself, that's why i'm always misunderstood. MEH. Let's not go there.

I love my family and friends, especially the ones who are always there for me! (^^ )
But i've never really gotten round to show them how i felt for them, and i especially don't "publicize" how much i love and care for those people who were extra special to me.

One reason is because i think i'm jinx. Seriously.
That somehow, if i publicize how much i love and appreciate that person, etc etc, then somehow the jinx would be on me and they would somehow cease to be my "special people" and leave me =(!
Haha, ok disregard the last one =P! *dramamama*

So if you noticed, or not, my Blog actually contains very few appreciation and gratefulness post. But in my drafts, yeah, ABUNDANT. I write them, but somehow i cannot get myself to post them. Weird huh?

I guess there's no way to stop me from not feeling jinx, it's like in me MEH.

But you know what, after serious considerations and from experience, i really felt that those people who are extra special to me deserve every bit of love and care shown to them (from me of course)!

So i think i'm jinx, but that doesn't mean i shouldn't let them know how special they are to me right?

I don't want to be those people who are only words - say say say bla-bla-bla - but in the end no action... and therefore, i shall say nothing... and also do nothing.
...
Ok, phail lame joke what turf.


Conclusion, i shall hereby stop being such an idiot, and a moronic expressor(?), and learn to express how special each and every of you peeps are to me! I'm sorry if i ever disappointed anyone before, i promise i'll be good =D! Please continue loving me lols what turf. XD

Ok, i'll stop with the moronic sappy stuff and continue my lameness MUHAHA!!
I promise to do my best!
So GO! (^^ )

Why Ellis is my favourite.

I heard something Ellis (character in L4D2) said while playing L4D2 today, got super LOL-ed and amazed, that when i got home i Googled for the exact quote, and found some other really funny ones too. Here are some which i find super funny!

Ellis: Holy shit guys! KIDDIELAND! Let me ride one, just one!
Nick: Aww... now I wanna ride one.

Nick in response to a witch in the mall level: "You think she's crying because the mall is closed?"

Coach: "Quiet everyone i hear a bitch!"

Coach: "A man is not meant to be ridden like that..." (After freeing a survivor from Jockey.)

Nick: "Looks like you finally got your wish, Ellis. We're on a ride."
Ellis: "This isn't a ride, Nick. This is the Tunnel of Love! *whisper* This is where you make out with your girlfriend."

Coach: "Looks like we have to go through the Tunnel of Love, people. Stay close."
Nick: "I think we should clarify what constitutes 'close'."

Ellis: "D'you know what 'suck their heads' means? Because I was down here with Keith once, and he didn't know. But then-"
Nick: "Ellis, not the best time."
Ellis: "Okay."

Ellis: "We are kickin' more ass than a boot in an ass factory!!"

Ellis: "Hey did i ever tell you guys about when me and Kieth were in this burning building and fought zomibies on like five floors -"
Rochelle: "Uh Ellis that was us..."
Ellis: "Really? I cant wait to tell Kieth about this one!"

Ellis: "My buddy Keith tried camping out on top of a building once. He was shooting crows but the police were too busy tear gassing him to ask what he was doing up there. He screamed for an entire YEAR every single time he opened his eyes. Oh, man. At first it was funny, then it just got sad, but then it got funny again. Oh, man."
(Basically whatever Ellis had to say about Keith is funny! Hehehe!)

Coach: "Let's get together and pray... Dear Lord, guide us through this mall in these times of trial... And please... Let the food court be okay."
Nick: "AMEN!"

What they say when they see Jockeys...
"Its one of the little guys!"
"Its a midget!"

When being jockeyed:
"IS THIS THING HUMPING ME!?"

Ellis: "Wait, we're gonna be runnin' the rollercoaster? HOLY SHIT IT'S CHRISTMAS!"

Ellis: "One thing video game shave taught me, good shit is always in vents."

Nick: There goes repopulating the Earth. (When Rochelle dies)

Nick: I cannot WAIT to find a crate. (When found Crowbar)

Nick: I hate to be the bearer of bad news guys, but unless Ellis knows how to build a monster truck, we ain’t driving through this.

Coach: Hey it's Whispering Oaks!, I used to go there as a Kid.
Nick: Oh, good. Now we can die there as adults.

Nick: "Hey Coach, you have any memories from the Tunnel of Love? You, a steamy cheeseburger, all alone?"

Coach: "Holy shit its a mudman!"
Ellis: "Oh crap I thought it was spiderman!"

Ellis: "Man all this mud reminds me of my friend Keith. Yeeah, he was gonna build a shack, to live in an' all. An' I know most people here, they build houses and they become shacks, but Keith, he was about jumpin' right to the shack stage. But he had no wood. So he got some mud, an' was making what we were all thinkin' was gonna be these adobe bricks, you know, like, when them people out west made bricks an' shit. Well he had muud an'-"

When Ellis is walking down the rollercoaster tracks in dark carnival, he pretends to be a train, and makes clicking noises. I just could not stop laughing when I heard that.

Ellis: "I ever tell you about the time me and Keith filled up water balloons with our own -"
Rochelle: "Ellis."
Ellis: "Okay."

When Nick hears the witch somewhere.
Nick: "Quiet! I think I hear my ex-wife..."

Nick: "Who the hell is Jimmy Gibbs Junior?"
Coach: "You don't know who he is? In these parts he's as famous as... Elvis... or the President."
Nick: "Really? Because he looks like an asshole."
Coach: "...Get your ass moving Nick."

Rochelle looking at a poster: Who's that stock car racer?
Ellis: It's Jimmy Gibbs Junior? Man, if nature permitted it, I'd have his children.

Coach: (being ridden by a Jockey) "Ellis is that you?!"


And the ultimate:
Ellis: "Holy shit Guys! KIDDIELAND!"
Nick: "He's like a five year old! A five year old with guns and a comprehensive knowledge of every swear word in the English language!"



Credits: From various L4D2 forums!
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L4D2 is AWESOME!
The next time i play i'm so switching on the subtitles! Hehehe =D!

Yesterday.

This is something for the record.

To be really honest, i've never ever hated someone before.
Dislike, annoyed, angry, yes. But to "hate", well... i've used the word as a form of expression, but i've never truly hated anyone. It's really too strong a feeling, so yeah, never.

So i was rather surprised when yesterday night, at a split of a second, my head suddenly told me i hated someone.
And funnily enough, it was like there's someone inside saying, "I hate that person. I hate that person."
It was not a nice feeling, mind you, but for that moment, all i felt towards that person was just hatred. It was not dislike, annoyed nor angry anymore.

But at the next moment, it daunted me on how much i will dislike myself then, because if i don't like someone, i don't find the need to be nice to the person. Just be civilized, end.
But due to certain unexplainable, not malicious nor pretentious in every way... hmm, let's just say obligation reasons, even if i hated that someone, i will still have to be nice. Thus, the dislike.

I'm not being all noble and all, it's just the way i am. I don't want to have to pretend because i don't like it at all. I don't like it when people "pretend-pretend" with me, so i don't find the need to do that to others as well. Plus, it tires me out, and it will make me dislike myself for doing it.

Then somehow or rather i was distracted, or my mind derailed to something else, or maybe it's just my short-term memory what turf... and then wah-lah, the feelings were gone.

I guess it helped that i figured out a way to solve it too, and it is rather nice to know that perhaps i don't actually hate that person, but maybe because i don't like what had happened that it turned inwards and was giving me all those negative thoughts, which really really sucked.

But either ways, all is well now, and i'm really glad everything's sorta ok now! I hope the solution i figured out work, and as long as that person don't bugger it up, i don't see a reason why it would not work =D!

All-in-all, it's just nice to learn something new about yourself every now and then. I do it everyday *Hyuk-style*. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

One thing a friend of mine had told me which had really stuck into me:

"Always have positive thoughts on others."

Sometimes it can be difficult when that particular person has been doing some really nasty things towards you, but hey, when you just do it, it's really not too bad after all. =)

Ok, 끝.

On Cloud 13.

Over the past 3 days i drove so much my leg and neck wasn't making any sense anymore ㅋㅋㅋ.
Driven don't know how many km, how many hours.
I've been to three states within the span of an hour (well sorta).

And crap, i really just realized that KL - KLIA is freaking effing far even further to and from my house what turf is this.

But... ㅋㅋㅋ it was all worth it.
Or rather, i will it to be worth it? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

And thus, my Super Show 2 last stop. 끝.

Am contended and grateful. (^^ )
Big love and thanks to Cara, Mel and Joyce!!


Sisus Bless Me. Oh yeah ♡.

Giving up.

Bleh.
Physically and mentally tired.
I'm weak. Meh.

Yes, giving up.
Today will be the last day.

Let's see if it's ever coming back.

I hate myself.

Why i should never take things for granted.
Why i should stop being such a lazy bum.
Why i should hate myself for letting things get this way.

I really have to start to discipline myself, otherwise the more i let things get out of hand, it is possible one fine day i would really really hate myself, and if that happens, i only have myself to blame when it's really too late.

I'm sorry.

You bitch.

Yes, this is my little Princess who is the bigger bitch.
And yes, i will update more soon =P!!

To start of:
Lots of things have been happening recently.
...
Ok, well, *not* lots of things - it sounded wrong, like i'm being chased after by CIA or Mafia or something - but let's just say things have not been right.
...
Ok still sound wrong what turf.

Conclusion, things have not been going too well (in a very NOT end-of-the-world or the-whole-world-is-in-grave-danger-only-Hugh-Jackman-can-save-the-day type. It's just my choice of words, please don't take it word-for-word kamsia!), but i'm fine, no worries, i'm Awesome! So it'll be ok (^^ )!
Just in need of loads of discipline!! Have been slacking off a wee bit too much, coupled with this and that, my health, blah-blah-blah till i've been emo-ing and procrastinating and lots that i really don't like how things had become, and am annoyed with what i've been doing. So yeah, time to pick things up again =D!

But fear not, I'LL BE BACK. *cue corny action-movie theme-song*

In the mean time, follow me on Twitter where i swear i am getting weirder, lamer, randomer, retardeder and just plain ME day-by-day. Oh yeah ♡!!


To my wonderful friends, my bestest The Family™, and everyone else, i'm sorry if i seemed a bit distant these days! I promise to be fine and even more Awesome than i am now! I love you guys (especially you peeps!)! Sorry and thank you for always standing by me whenever i needed someone =D!

Till then! (^^ )



Lots of love and Awesomeness,
@_eikochan ♡~

On Sharks.

Finally, a well-written entry expressing exactly how i felt about Shark conservation.
Plight of the Great White.
http://observationsofanerd.blogspot.com/2010/02/plight-of-great-white.html

I actually have a lot a lot of drafts on Shark conservation.
Most entries started out with me being "neutral", just wanting to express my thoughts and all. But as i go on, the angrier i get, and the entry ended up being... well...

Some of the entries i may have just briefly edit before posting (after ranting everything out), because it's a waste to not post it (and it ended up being more of a rant than a well thought out entry), while some i just do not want to post, because it did not make any sense (due to the anger-writings).

It's just that i've seen (and experienced) so many people with lousy excuses to not want to conserve Sharks (in Malaysia's case, the taking of Shark's Fin soup), it's just frustrating, that in the end i get really angry with the way some people are towards this "issue".

And thus, the entry above is exactly how i felt, but very properly written, and not long-winded, unlike my other lousy "angry" entries, lols!


So it's like this.
If you don't want to conserve Sharks, well, i can't force you to stop taking Shark's Fin soup. First, not like it's illegal or anything. Second, it is your choice.

In fact, i've pretty much stopped condemning or preaching people to not take the soup, even though i have an excellent track-record and thus have all the rights in this world to condemn you.

Just PLEASE stop using lousy excuses like "sharks eat humans". What an excellent excuse. How old are you again?


Mind, i've come across tons of lousy excuses*, but recently, i've came across the worst "excuse", which is ridiculing you just to save their own face.

You take Shark's Fin, i get it. I have nothing to say towards that.
You like it, you take it, just leave me alone, FINITO.

But there are just those people who will ridicule you just to make themselves "look good". Like, seriously. You only make me lose all respect i have towards you.

If you like Shark's Fin, you like them. Done.
If you feel embarassed by it (unconsciously or not, because someone else is actually trying to make a difference), either deal with it, or try to change.
Just don't ridicule others in an attempt to make yourself seem "right". You will only make yourself look ridiculous.


I'm like the most lousy hypocrite "enviromentalist" ever, so i basically shut-up on most issues, just focusing on doing my best (not very good, but i try my best whenever possible).

However, Shark conservation is something i felt strongly about, so i want to make a difference. I am actually doing something here!
If you don't see it my way, fine, i can't make you feel the same.

Just don't mock people who are actually trying to make a difference. You will only look stupid.



* There was one excuse saying "Sharks are not endangered, so we do not need to conserve them", and therefore it's ok to take Shark's Fin soup.

Ok, for one, the main reason i do not take Shark's Fin soup is because IT IS CRUEL. The way they fin the Sharks and throw them back into the ocean to die.
I care about the numbers, apart from because i do like Sharks, it's also because of the importance they have towards our ecosystem. They *are* an apex predator.

But all-in-all, it's mostly because of the finning part. It's just wrong.

And btw, Sharks ARE endangered. Most of them are anyways, otherwise CITES wouldn't have listed them now would they?