Another 5 days...

Just came back from the vet to remove HeeChul's bandages.

She's poodle-ish.

Though the bandages are removed, the stitches are still on, so in another 5 days i have to go back to remove the stitches and yeah... she's still on medication.

And the bloody cone that makes her look like Astro-Cat-from-SuJuland.

This is tiring (and emo)... not only for her but for me too, to see her suffer like this.
Due to the bloody cone, it makes her feel all lethargic, emo, tired... she sulks 24/7 (except when there's food), and its also difficult for her to eat or drink as she normally do (try drinking water from a bowl with a cone around you)... not forgetting she has been stuck at home since then.

I seriously is going to murder that thousand-dollar-cat (the vet fees are already a fraction to what that bloody cat cost)... but sometimes it made me wonder if I was the cause of it...

Maybe when she first got her tail injured, before it turned into an infection, if i had noticed it earlier and brought her to the vet earlier, maybe she's already cured by now? Or maybe if i finished all the medication given earlier (which is actually impossible because i will not be in Malaysia to finish the course of medication - and nobody else knows how to handle HeeChul better than me)? Maybe she needn't "suffer" like this now?

But anyways, i'm still really grateful that the bloody wound which reopens "choses" to reopen after i got back from Korea... if it had reopen when i was gone, what would've happened then? Would anyone notice?

Or if it had reopen before i go... i'm not sure if i'll have the heart to go Korea then. I mean... Super Junior is important. But so is my HeeChul.

What the... their all the same isn't it (= =")?

If i had go anyways, i would probably be calling home every hour or so to check on her... yes, i'm HeeChul's paranoid omma. It runs in the family i guess.


On a side-note...

I find it funny how in one way or another, my cat (also my daughter) HeeChul is always related to SuJu one way or another.

Especially the one she's named after, obviously.

Her personality which is so the-real-HeeNim-ish aside... she's "poodle-ish" now due to her tail *coughFullHousecough* now, and she's also like "from outerspace" now...

빵상 - the alien-greeting.
Little-alien-HeeChul is looking for the big-alien-HeeChul.

Oh yes, not forgetting the SiWon-part.


I seriously look forward to the day when HeeChul meets HeeNim.

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I wonder who will kill who first?